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Tuesday. 11.15.16 6:48 pm
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Sunday. 11.13.16 4:54 pm
It's the time of year where most people do countdowns. It's the holiday season. Even if you don't celebrate any of the holidays that occur between Halloween and the New Year, most people tend to at least count down until the New Year. If for no other reason than because you now have to write down, or type, a different year.

I'm looking forward to Thanksgiving simply because food. It's kind of crazy that it's in less than two weeks, but also not really too crazy. This year has flown by and ... it's been an interesting year, to say the least. So many emotions. Both good and bad.

After Thanksgiving is my own personal countdown; I'm just shy of 4 weeks from going back to DC. This trip is going to be far too short lived. Two weeks wasn't long enough; 5 days is definitely not going to be long enough. But short of just up and quitting my job and staying there, it's about all I can afford to do at this point.

Christmas is one that I'm not looking terribly forward to, but there's really no negative reason. It's just one that's not held any kind of significant meaning to me over the years. Being away from my family, any of them, and having been single over the holiday season for the past 5 years has made me rather indifferent toward it. I have no real reason to celebrate it. At this point, it just signifies a 3 day weekend, and marks a week away from the New Year.

Anywho, there's other stuff I wanted to write about, but that's it for now. If you haven't already figured it out, the DC trip countdown is the most important one to me. If anyone asks about it, I am usually able to give them an exact date countdown, and I involuntarily smile. So yeah, I think it's safe to say that's the thing I'm most excited about, of the countdowns listed.

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Monday. 11.7.16 8:56 pm
I guess the hiatus was short lived this time.

I'm thinking that the reason I was feeling off wasn't strictly due to the weird headspace, but also because my body was fighting something off. I spent the greater part of Saturday sleeping off and on. After finally not falling back to sleep sometime around 3, I felt quite a bit better. Clearly I needed the rest.

The time change didn't affect me much in the way of my internal clock. It is a little strange with it getting dark out so early, but I think the part that bothers me the most about it is that, due to my work hours, I'll be missing out on the opportunity to get amazing sunset shots.

I voted for the first time ever. Apparently that's a big deal. I've managed to go the last 12 years without ever voting. I gave absolute zero fucks about anything politically related, up until this year. Now I give one. One single fuck. And unless I move back east, I will likely end up just staying at one fuck, or will go back to absolute zero. I guess it depends on how things go in the coming months/years.

I also went to the gym yesterday for the first time in 4 months. I'm a bit sore today, but I'm going to try to push myself to go again tomorrow. I need to get back on track. I was going through some photos and came across the ones of me trying on wedding dresses, a couple years ago, and didn't like how they looked. The dresses were pretty ... I, on the other hand, not quite so much. I've not really gained anything more since I've been back, but I need to make sure that I keep it that way, or possibly knock off these last few pounds that I'd come close to being rid of.

Anywho, that's all I have for now. I'm not sure when I'll write again; I'm sure something will come up that's blog worthy. Until then. . .

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Wednesday. 11.2.16 6:28 pm
Perhaps it's a little too soon to say that I may attempt to do the every day challenge come next year. We're only two months away, and already I'm typing up a blog to say that I'm going to be taking a hiatus for a bit.

I'm in a weird headspace again. I actually had a whole blog typed up yesterday, and I was just about ready to post it, but then I read over it again and decided against it, so I just closed out of the screen.

It's not necessarily a bad headspace, but it's one that is causing me to be unsure of how to properly articulate my thoughts. They're not coming out cohesively enough for a blog. I may also end up doing the same thing several times over, where I type something up just to get it out of my head before deleting it all.

I shouldn't be gone too long. Most likely no more than a month. Hopefully I'll get this weird headspace thing sorted out soon.

Until then. . .

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Reality in dreams
Saturday. 10.29.16 9:21 am
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One month
Thursday. 10.27.16 6:43 pm
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Has it really already been a month since I left Seattle to start what would become such a wonderful two weeks away?

I know that I've only been back for a couple weeks, but I miss it quite a bit. I mean, I love it here, don't get me wrong, but I'm really looking forward to the trip in December. Even with as short of a trip as it will be. I'm going to have to make the most of that, however, because when I get back I need to start focusing on getting other things in order, which are going to take up quite a bit of my PTO.

Halloween is on Monday {which I'm sure everyone is aware of} and I'm excited to be wearing this outfit that I have reserved for the day. The shift is going to be a little wonky; I'm working open to close so I'll be getting a bit of OT that day. I was already scheduled to close, but I volunteered to open since the coworker who normally opens had to leave for a family emergency starting today. I don't mind; coming in earlier isn't really all that challenging, it's the taking breaks earlier and, on days like today, the leaving early that feels weird. It's nice, but it feels weird.

Anywho, this weekend I have plans throughout. One of the things that got canceled last Saturday was rescheduled to this one, then I'm going to a friend's place for a small get together/dinner that evening. It's been long overdue; we both have taken vacations since the last time we saw each other so it's going to be nice catching up. Then on Sunday I have plans to hang out with another friend I rarely get the chance to hang out with due to school and work. It's a full weekend, but with people that aren't going to overwhelm me.

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