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more hours + a life = far less sleep
Sunday. 3.30.08 12:04 pm
I'm happy that I've finally got something of a life outside of work and my bedroom. I'm happy that I'm being given extra hours that really aren't there to give. I'm incredibly tired because of both.

I used to come home after work and nap. Now? I come home, rest for a short bit and leave again. I get home in just enough time to get a few hours of sleep before having to work again.

Take, for example, this past few days. Thursday I was off; I actually don't remember what I did. Friday I worked for 7 hours, came home, changed and relaxed for a little bit. After dinner, we headed out to the movies and went straight to bowling from there, with a quick stop at home so I could change clothes.

I get home Friday night at around 1am; I finally go to sleep around 3ish am. I get about 8 hours of sleep. Yesterday I was off again, but as you may have read, I was incredibly pissed so when I got ahold of Jake, I asked him to come get me. I left the house around 2ish{?} and was gone until 9pm. Jake stayed until shortly after 10pm and I didn't lay down until 11pm.

My alarm went off at 2:30am, I got up, got ready for work and worked until 11am. I'm home now, relaxing and waiting for Jake to come get me. I have to work tomorrow at 4am, but I probably won't be home tonight until sometime between 10 and 11pm.

Tomorrow after I get off work, I'll be going to the gym because tomorrow is the last day I'll be able to use it. I also want to thank Ryan and Allan for helping me out with getting the pass and I want to thank Ryan for extending it from a week to 11 days. That was very nice of him; even though I feel a little bad for not taking advantage of the extra 4 days.

I don't think I'm going to see Jacob tomorrow because I have to work at 4am Tuesday too and I'll need sleep. Even though I can sleep with him here, I stay up because I'll feel like I'm wasting the time we have together by sleeping it away.

So that's how my life has been over the last few days and will be over the next couple days. I'm happy, but I'm very tired and probably will be until my next day off when I can just sleep the day away.

Right now I have Lotus out and she's curled right up against my backside. I can feel her breathing and it's kinda cool and weird at the same time.

Ugh, I was going to write about yesterday too, but this is already long enough. Okay, quick review. He took me to Club Charleston {a billiards place;} we got a few drinks and I played darts for the first time ever. Lemme just tell you how much I suck. I'd score awesomely if hitting the floor counted. After we were done, we went back to his place and I later met his mom. She was nice and he was surprised by how nice she was being. It's slightly amusing and slightly unnerving. I'm not sure how to take it.

She's invited me to dinner tonight ...

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unsure which to write about
Saturday. 3.29.08 12:18 pm
I'm not sure whether to write about how pissed off I am right now ... or how much fun I had last night.

Ugh, I'll go for the latter.

Last night Jake and I went to see 21. It was good. Some of the terms I remember and I'm sure that if I studied it, I'd be able to count cards with very little issue. It's just simple math with some strategy.

After the movie we met up with the group at the bowling alley. It was fun. The first game sucked. The second game was slightly better, but it still sucked. All that matters is that we had fun, though.

Jean was pretty excited about meeting Jake. She was having some fun with it.

Blah. This entry would have been more exciting if I wasn't so pissed off.

I can't fucking wait to be out of my family's house.

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wasting my time
Thursday. 3.27.08 7:26 pm
I was supposed to go to the gym today, but I didn't have the car and I woke up too late to get ahold of Yvonne before she got to the gym. I'm okay with that, though. I can always go tomorrow.

With the plans I have tomorrow, though, I'm not sure when I'll be able to fit it in. I have to be at work at 5am. I get off at noon and go to the bank to cash the pathetic piece of paper they call a paycheck. Afterwards, I'll be coming home and showering. Although, I guess depending on what time I'm done at the bank, I could go to the gym before I come home. I dunno yet.

Once I get home, I'll be calling Jacob to let him know that I'm done with my running around and he can come over whenever he pleases. We'll be going out tomorrow night to see the movie 21. I'm excited about it. He'll also be staying the night tomorrow. His mom had planned on him being out of town this weekend, so he'll be staying here to give her time alone at the house.

I still need to finish my taxes. I keep putting them off and putting them off. I only have a couple weeks left to do them, but I just can't seem to bring myself to do them. I'm aiming for Monday.

Uhm, I had other stuff to say, but I suddenly don't remember. I'll try and fit in a blog entry tomorrow.

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air good, food evil
Wednesday. 3.26.08 7:07 pm
Ma finally turned the air on. Only because I wouldn't stop complaining about it being hot. I took a shower, and felt like I still needed to shower. It was hot. And it's only in the 80s. I dread the 100s.

I finally fulfilled my Wing Street craving. I also ate too much. I couldn't even finish the sandwich I had for dinner. I feel sick to my stomach right now, but hey, as long as I don't puke I should be fine.

Jake and I went to see Horton Hears a Who last night. It was cute, but no better than I expected. I was going to wait till the end of the credits, but I didn't feel like it. I'm perfectly okay waiting until the DVD comes out to see what kind of tidbit they put at the end.

OMG! The new Wall-E trailer came out! It's sooooo cute!!! Behold:

I seriouly can't wait until it comes out.

I'm supposed to go to the gym tomorrow. I won't have the car though, so if I want to go with Yvonne, I'm going to have to get ahold of her and see if she can pick me up. I've already called, but I got the voicemail. I'll try again a little later.

Alrighty, I need to lay down. Sitting up is not helping my stomach any. I shall write again probably tomorrow.

Oh yeah, I came up with a new syndrome yesterday. Post-traumatic full moon syndrome. Cindy was acting weird yesterday and she joked that it was after-effects from the full moon that had passed this past weekend. So I came up with PTFMS. I thought it was funny.

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this was not a good day
Tuesday. 3.25.08 6:58 pm
I went in to work on only a couple hours of sleep. I was expecting it, but I wasn't expecting to not sleep well for those few hours.

The truck was what made today so fucked. It was packed poorly so from the time the door was opened it was a hazard. We were also two people short. The icing on the cake, though, was the 6 - 400lb swing sets. We had to lift them off the floor!!! They didn't think to put them on pallets so that it would be less difficult to get them off the truck; no that would be too safe and convenient.

Three people hurt their backs. Luckily, I was not one of them. After the swing sets were off the truck, everyone was pissed. We were two hours behind on getting things done. It was just a really stressful day at work.

When I got home, I layed down and napped for a few hours.

After ma got home from work and I got dressed again, we went to the store to do some grocery shopping. We now have dinner for the next 6 nights.

Jake is on his way over. He wants to go play pool. He's wanted to for a while so I'm gonna go. I haven't played pool since a week after the psycho ex-boyfriend almost shot me. I enjoy playing pool, but it brings back those memories that I don't want to remember so I try to avoid it. How do I explain that to Jake without him getting bummed? I've already told him I wanted to go and we've been doing what I want to lately. It's only fair for me to do what he wants to. I just ... I dunno.

Anywho, I'm off for the next two days. Tomorrow Jake and I are supposed to be hanging out. I think we might go swimming at some point. I dunno what else we'll be doing.

Thursday I'll be going to the gym. I'm gonna call Yvonne to see what time she's gonna go so we can meet up there. I'll probably go Friday and definitely Saturday. I don't know what next week's schedule is going to be so I'm not sure if I'll be going on Sunday or not. My pass expires on Monday so I'm going to get everything that I can out of it before that point.

Alrighty, I'm done for today. Jake just got here anyway. And we've decided to go to the movies instead of playing pool. I'm happy about it, but I still feel a little bad. We will go play pool eventually; I just don't know when.

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quick before bed
Monday. 3.24.08 10:06 pm
I have to be at work in less than 4 hours so I'm going to make this as quick as possible.

I went to the gym this morning with Yvonne. I had a good work-out. Walked the treadmill for half an hour, did some core exercises and worked with one of the machines for a small bit of time. I felt some burning in my legs and arms, but nothing compared to the first day. Also today, there was some nice 'eye candy.' One of the guys I knew, the other caught me looking at him and decided to subtly start showing off. All-in-all, it was a fun time.

After the gym we met up at Applebee's and had some lunch. I got the Ultimate Trio with boneless buffalo wings, mini chicken ranchers and spinach & artichoke dip w/chips. The chips were a little on the dry side, but the rest was tasty. It still hasn't cured my craving for Wing Street wings.

Jake and I didn't go out tonight. I have to go in at 2am tomorrow instead of 4am. It was just easier for us to stay home and watch TV. Besides, both of us had been out since this morning and we were both on the tired side. It made more sense for us to stay home and relax.

He'll be going out of town on Thursday; he'll be gone for 4 days. We're definitely going to do something either tomorrow or Wednesday; or both. I have no idea what, but we'll probably be going out to do whatever it is. I'm looking forward to it.

I'm not sure what my parents think of him. I'm not sure I really want to know ... or care. He can't be too much worse than some of the other guys that they haven't met. I wouldn't be surprised if they didn't think he was the right kind of guy for me, but this isn't for life. I'm not looking for a life commitment. I'm looking for someone to hang with for the remainder of my time in Vegas and that's what this is. He's a cool person to chill with. A cool friend. That's what matters to me.

Alrighty, my alarm is set to go off in 3 hours. I need sleep. I'll write again maybe tomorrow.

Oh, and a special thanks to randomjunk for leaving me my one comment on my last entry.

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