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Saturday. 6.9.07 1:43 pm
I am single again. Justin and I have 'broken up.' I put quotes around it cuz I wasn't actually in a serious relationship, but we were still together enough to call one another boyfriend and girlfriend. The last I saw him was on Monday {or Wednesday, I can't exactly remember} and that's also the last time I talked to him. I've made the effort to call him and see what he's up to, but he's not showing the same effort in return. He's not returning my calls or my texts so I'm just not going to try anymore. If he wants to contact me, he will. I don't even care what the reason is anymore. He could come up with the most random excuse and it won't matter to me now. I'm done with him. And if he tries to look at it as me breaking up with him, I'll tell him "no, you broke up with me; a week ago when you stopped trying to keep in contact with me."

Anywho, I have a feeling I'm not going to be seeing Stuart again any time soon. He started talking last night about how you only get one life to live and he's not happy with the way that he's lived it so far. So he's going to be making changes. I thought that him going into the Marines was a big enough change, but apparently I was wrong. Oh well. Maybe I'll see him, maybe I won't. Only time will tell. Unfortunately I don't really have a whole lot of time to spare anymore.

Last night I started looking up available jobs in Las Vegas. Its sort of a 50/50 type of thing. I can't get a promising job in any casino until I'm 21, but there are plenty of non-casino jobs that are available. The thing is, I need a job right away when I get out there. However, I'm not going to be committing to any one specific job when I get it since I'll be 21 in October. I actually started formulating a plan in the way of jobs. I'll get a non-casino job when I first get out there and after I take my 10-11 day vacation to celebrate my 21st birthday, I'll start to look into serious jobs and at that point I won't be limitted by age. Its kind of funny cuz I actually just thought of that idea.

Alright, I can't think of anything else to say right now. I'll write again whenever I have something to write about.

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*sigh*
Friday. 6.8.07 7:40 pm
I have a feeling that Justin and I are just about done with the 'relationship' thing. I haven't talked to him or seen him in a few days, at least, and I'm actually not terribly bothered by it. I've made an effort to contact him and see if he wants to do anything, but he hasn't felt it necessary to call me back. Whatever. Its things like this that keep me from feeling bad about having Stuart come over.

Today was just ehh. It wasn't good, it wasn't bad, it was just ehh. I'm off work tomorrow and I'm glad about it. I have no plans except to do laundry. I know, I know, I live such an exciting life.

I'm having trouble from scratching at my burn. I already know its going to scar {I'm perfectly okay with it} I just wish it wouldn't itch as much as it does. Oh well.

I'm so ready to be done with my job. I'm ready to quit right now, but I can't afford to yet. So I have to tolerate the next 19 days that I have to work. I actually have 4 weeks before I quit, but excluding the days I have off, I only have 19 days left of actual work. Crazy.

Anywho, I don't really know what else to say right now. So I guess I'll write again whenever.

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hmm
Thursday. 6.7.07 11:39 am
I don't really know what I want to write. Nothing special happened today. It was slow/somewhat steady at work. It was a fairly good night. Except the asshole customers that came in and ordered food less than an hour before we closed. {they weren't actually assholes, per say, but the fact that them ordering food kept me from going home made them assholes in my eyes}

I didn't go to sleep until around 5:00am and I didn't get up till 1:00pm. I was awake at 10 this morning, but I just didn't feel like getting up. So I just stayed in bed and dozed till one. I didn't have to go to work until 5:00pm and I was actually glad about that. I didn't get the hours that I wanted, but I just wasn't up to working that much this week.

I kind of want company tonight, but since its quarter till midnight right now, I know that I won't have company. Justin is asleep, Stuart ... I don't even know what Stuart is doing and David ... I just won't see him till tomorrow at work. Even if it were quarter till noon, I wouldn't be seeing David cuz I just don't call or text him. I wonder when we'll be going out.

My burn is healing. Its itching, that's how I know its healing. I wonder what the scar will look like. I guess I'll find out soon enough.

That's it. I have nothing else.

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Ahh!
Wednesday. 6.6.07 8:01 pm
That's how I felt today. It wasn't necessarily busy, but it was chaotic. I was running around doing, like, 4 different people's jobs. There were only 3 people working today. Steve was driver so he was out of the store for the greater part of the day and he was sick so even when he was in the store, he wasn't much help. Nic was pizza, but since I trust myself more than him to stay in the store alone, he was running around doing the odds and ends that Liz needed done. So I was getting the register, answering the phones, making pizza, doing kitchen orders and trying to do prep. I was running around the store like a chicken without its head. The only word to describe it is chaotic.

I was very glad to be out of there. I don't have to be in tomorrow until 5:30, but I'll probably end up going in an hour early.

My burn wasn't bothering me ... until this morning when I forgot about it after my shower and rubbed the towel right over it. I was instantly reminded that I had a burn on my arm. Now it itches and it hurts whenever it rubs against something. Grr. Here's a pic of it:





Anywho, I don't think I'm going to have company tonight. David has to work, Justin hasn't called me and I haven't seen Stuart in a bit. So I guess I'll be bored and alone tonight. Oh well. It won't be any different than any other night.

Peace out Nutangers!

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one month and four months
Tuesday. 6.5.07 11:51 pm
I have one month from today until my last day at my job. You have no idea how excited I am about that.

Four months from today is my 21st b-day!!! I'm looking almost as forward to that as I am to quitting my job. Once I quit my job, however, my birthday will be my top excitement.

Of course, I'll be focusing on getting myself settled in Las Vegas, but I'll be planning for my birthday as well.

Time is being weird right now. The days still drag by, but the weeks are going by faster and faster. Not exactly a good thing for a procrasinator, such as myself. I should manage just fine though. A little stressful at first, but every move is stressful.

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Bored!
Tuesday. 6.5.07 12:35 am
I'm so bored right now I have resorted to drawing on myself. Click on them if you want to see a bigger version.








The Chinese letters is the tattoo I have on my ankle. It was the first tattoo that I got. It stands for 'Cheryl', which is my name and it was completely spur of the moment. I originally went in to the parlor to get my belly button pierced {which I did}, but while I was waiting to have my belly button pierced there was a guy getting a tattoo and I wanted one. SO, I searched through a book, saw my name in Chinese and though it was worth getting.

The design underneath it, I drew just now {cuz I'm bored} and its the outline of the next tattoo that I'll be getting. It will be that design all the way around my ankle. In one of the circles I'm going to have the Chinese character for fire and in the other circle I'm going to have the Chinese character for frog. Above the design on the inside of my ankle {opposite from my name} I'm going to have the Chinese character for monkey. Those four things will stand for me, my sister {monkey}, my mom {frog} and my dad {fire}.

I'm debating whether to get the tattoo before I move or afterwards...

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