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It was a good day
Saturday. 10.21.06 1:07 am
Today was a fairly good day. I know that I usually come on here and complain about work and just bullshit in general, but I don't really have anything to complain about today. My ribs hurt, but I'm pretty sure its from all the laughing I did today. We were not too busy, but there was more work to do today than yesterday. Tori, Erin, Joey and I were all pretty much having a good time. We got all our work done too. It was nice. I don't even remember half the things that we were laughing about. All I know is that it was all funny.

Gary wasn't in the best mood tonight, but it didn't really ruin any of our attitudes. None of us are quite sure what exactly it was that's bothering him, but I have a good feeling as to what it is. He was talking about how some of the other employees were not working up to par. Oh well. As far as I know he doesn't have a problem with me so its all good.

I'm off tomorrow. The only sure plan I have is that I have to do laundry. I'm thinking about going up to work and making this pizza that I got from my mom. Again its from a cookbook, but its really good. Its called Tuna Melt Pizza. It doesn't sound that appetizing, but if you like tuna casserole then this is basically the same thing; only instead of noodles, you have it on a pizza crust. Its really good.

Today was a good day.

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Results may vary
Thursday. 10.19.06 9:45 pm
I'm not completely out of the water yet, but I'm no longer in as deep as I was. Alright, here's what happened yesterday and the current outcome.

Yesterday was going just fine. Like I said I hadn't gotten a very good night's sleep, but I was in a fairly good mood. Around 3ish, Gary takes a break cuz he was going to be there for the greater part of the night shift. While he's on break, I simply remind Jose that he still needs to do the Sicillians {one of the types of dough we make}. I don't tell him anything other than that. Now the way that his fucked up, issue filled mind works, he misinterprets what I said. To him it sounded like I was telling him to drop whatever it was that he was doing {which was nothing mind you}, to ignore the orders and the customers and that he wasn't moving fast enough for my liking. ~~> Mind you this is a guy who thinks you're mad at him or that he did something wrong if you just say 'hi' to him <~~ So anywho, that apparently triggers something in his head and he just started going downhill. When Gary got back from his break, Jose had a few orders that he somehow managed to fuck up. And he made like 3 mistakes in a row within like, a matter of mintues. When Gary confronts Jose {he doesn't yell at him, he just simply askes him why he messed up} it became to the point that he was now dangling off the cliff. He broke down into tears. And then he walked out of the shift. He didn't leave the restaurant, but he quit. Then he bought some alcohol and decided to get drunk.

This is the part where I come in and why I'm in the water in the first place. I'm the one who sold him the alcohol and it was a little more than the legal amount for one person to have. Now, I've never gone to an alcohol class so I wasn't completely aware of what the legal amount was. Thinking back, it did seem like a bit much for one person. But what's done is done. And just thinking of the consequences that I could be paying, is enough to make me never do that again. So back to Jose's downfall.

Jose now feels that its okay to start drinking there even after he had walked out of his shift. Gary was now pissed cuz he had to pick up the slack. Jose continued to get drunk and after a long talk with Joe, he just wouldn't leave. I left around 6 and he was still there. About an hour later, they called the cops on him. Gary called me and from the gist of what I was being told, Jose went to leave and ran his bike into the driver's car. According to the driver, the dent is pretty big. I had already left and I wasn't about to go back. I didn't want to get involved in any more of a way than I already was. So I'm not completely sure as to how the day ended, but I know that the mistake I made I'm definately not going to make again.

As of right now, Jose was in jail this morning. I'm not sure if he still is or not. All I know is that he kept calling all day wanting to talk to Joey and Erin. Joe, nor Joey, blame me for what happened because Jose is just really fucked up in the head. However, they and I admit that I sort of contributed to it since I'm the one who served him the alcohol. But they've both talked to me about it, and its been made extremely clear to me. But until the driver gets the dent in his car figured out with the cops, I'm not out of the water.

I'm trying not to freak out. I was so scared this morning as to what could happen today that I was shaking. I was really upset by it last night too. But today was actually not bad at all.. I was talked to again, but like I said, I'm not being blamed for what happened. Other than that it was an unusually slow day. We literally had barely any business. Oh well. Tomorrow is Friday and I have no clue what its going to bring. The only thing I can do is hope for the best.

Now that this entry is officaially the longest entry I've written in quite some time, I'm going to end it here.

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Cold
Wednesday. 10.18.06 11:39 pm
I'm cold right now. I don't really feel like bundling up though. Its not like I'm gonna be going out again tonight. It was nice outside today. And up until around 3, 4 maybe 5ish {the shit started around 3 and progressively got worse} today itself was a pretty good day. Now its just gotten really shitty. I'm not going to write about it yet cuz I want to be able to write about the outcome. All I know is that I'm kind of afraid as to how its going to end. All I can do is pray that the outcome is not something that's going to cause major drama.

I'm tired. I think I'm going to go to bed early. I might even lay down shortly after Lost is over. Alright, hopefully next time I write it'll be with good news.

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Company and other things
Tuesday. 10.17.06 11:27 pm
Today was a slow day. It was pretty normal for a Tuesday though. John went home early and Will and I were on break for a couple hours. Right before shift change we got a crazy rush. Not too busy, but since it was pretty much just me and Gary, it felt busier than it was. Nothing that we couldn't handle though.

Anywho, as I had mentioned in a previous entry, Gary had found out who I had been thinking about. I'm not crushing on him at all; I'm sure about that. But the thoughts come and go. Gary's supposed to be coming over in a bit, when he gets out of work. He's never seen Waiting... and I would let him borrow it, but I don't trust his roommate. So he's coming over to watch it. I don't mind the company.

Now that you know what the 'company' part of the title means, on to the 'other stuff' part. The 'other thing' is that I've been practicing celibacy. I haven't had sex in over 6 months and I'm very happy with my choice. I don't have a boyfriend {although I want one} which sort of makes being celibate easier. When I do finally get a boyfriend though, I kinda want to sort of ... {I dunno if its the right word} test him. I don't want to have sex right away cuz I don't want the relationship to be based on sex; like it was with my last two boyfriends. I figure that if he respects my choice to not want to have sex then he might be worth keeping and staying with. If he decides that its bad that I don't want to have sex and he goes and cheats on me or he breaks up with me, then he's not worth keeping around. I'm not sure how you all feel about that logic, but it seems to work for me. I have to get a boyfriend first in order for that plan to go through. Till then, I'm sticking with my choice of celibacy.

I have three more days of work till I'm off again. I don't have the weekend off this time. I'm off Saturday, cuz that's my one day I always have off. I have to work Sunday since Erin is a fatass bitch who complains way to frickin much if she doesn't get her way. She seems to not want to pay money for her daughter to go into daycare on Sundays {but the rest of the week she's okay with} so I have to work so that she can have the day off. I guess I don't mind too much as long as I don't have to work Saturday. I'm going back to having Thursday off. The good thing about it is that I don't have to work with Joey as much. I don't like working with either of them, but whatever. Gary has his days too where I don't like working with him either. But at this point I'm not sure who I dislike working with more: Erin or Joey. Do I hate working with Erin's fat, bitching self? Or do I hate Joey's lack-of-helping, annoying self? I'm not quite sure. Oh well.

I leave for Vegas in two months and two days. I seriously cannot wait. I would honestly love for me to be able to just not come back to Tucson. I mean, I would need to come back to get my stuff, but I don't want to come back to live. Once I'm out of Arizona in the summer, the only time I'll be back is to just simply visit. I guess that's one of the downfalls to having moved so much in the past. It gets to the point where if you get sick of a place, you don't really have the problem packing up and moving somewhere else. People who have lived in the same place their whole lives don't really know what its like to move every so many years. And although they might get sick of living in the same place, that's their home. That's where they are most familiar, and a lot of people are almost afraid to leave. But for someone like a military brat {or someone like me} who moves a lot, they don't get used to one place and as soon as they start to get comfortable enough to start to call it home, they move again. Oh well. All I know is that I can't wait to move out of this hell hole.

Alright my friend is here so I'm gonna write again later.

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Home cooked food
Sunday. 10.15.06 3:41 am
The thing I dislike most about living on my own is the lack of wanting to cook. I don't like cooking anyway, but I'm sure I'd be more motivated to cook if I weren't living by myself. Anywho, I miss home cooked meals. I miss my step-dad's cooking, but I know I'll never get it again. I do, however, also miss my mom's cooking and I am looking extremely forward to eating her cooking in December. I have certain recipies to some of my more favorite meals, but again, the living alone thing kinda prevents the meals from getting cooked. In the last few days I've been craving this one meal in particular: my mom's Chicken and Rice. She got the recipe from a cook book, but she modified it to make it her own. So I asked her to e-mail me the recipe.

I actually had a home cooked meal. It was delicious!!! It was the first time I had cooked it and it tasted exactly like the way my mom cooks it. It was wonderful. It was kinda funny though. Last night I was shopping for the ingredients and I couldn't find half of them since I don't normally shop for those certain things. It wasn't even hard to find them. I just usually shop for the same things or around the same things.

I have left overs {which I don't normally like} but in this case I'll eat the leftovers. Its rare that I eat leftovers. Which is another reason why I don't like cooking meals for myself. The rest of what I didn't eat would just go to waste. But this is good left over.

My day was uneventful. A normal Saturday. I'm off tomorrow, but I never called Katie like I was going to. Oh well. I might call her at some point tomorrow, but making spur of the moment plans don't always work out. Besides I have to do laundry tomorrow. I spent the day watching movies, and fighting ducks {don't ask, its got to do with an online game} and just lounging at home. I like days like today. I don't always like sitting at home, but today was nice. I didn't have the urge to do anything. Maybe tomorrow will be more eventful than today.

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Holy ish...
Saturday. 10.14.06 12:32 am
Today was crazy weird. Nothing bad happened, it was just different from your average Friday. I'm not quite sure if it being Friday the 13th is part of the reason or not, but it was strange. I was sort of expecting today to be busy, but nothing like what the day started out with. We open at 11. About ten minutes till 11 there were about 50 people waiting to come in. I could not believe how incredibly rude they were. And they were very impatient. We couldn't even start our prep until like an hour and a half after we were open. Whatever. It was off and on all day.

Something great happened though. I got Tiffany to say 'fucking asshole'. It was great!!! You kinda hafta know her in order to understand why that's so sweet. But I'll do my best to explain. She one of those sweet, innocent, church going, girl scouts that doesn't even approve of anyone else using foul language, let alone she herself using it. If someone else swears around her, she askes them to watch their language. She's really nice and cool to hang out with though. But today her friend was working and he said that she's cussed before, but not that often. So I told her that I'd pay her 3 bucks if she said fucking asshole. And she said it! It was sweet!!!

I have the weekend off again. I'm thinking about calling Katie tomorrow at some point to see if she wants to do anything either tomorrow or Sunday. I'm not really sure what there is to do since I'm broke. Other than calling Katie, I have no plans. I basically just plan on spending some quality time with me and my computer.

Alright, I'm watching Monster's Inc and I'm not really paying attention to the computer. I'll write again whenever I have something to write about.

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