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My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
if you're bored...
How well do you think you know me?
The weather
The WeatherPixie
my little guy
elouai's doll maker 3
My Love...
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...mysterious
Your hugs are...warm
Your eyes...twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...heart warming
Your smell is...refreshing
Your smile is...hypnotising
Your love is...everlasting
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The hardest things
Life was simple

The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood
That flows from my neck

Orange is the color of fire
That melts away my flesh

Yellow is the color of bees
That sting and send poison through my veins

Green is the color of sickness
That rests in my stomach

Blue is the color of pain and sorrow
That has caused me to do this

Purple is the color of the flower
That lies on my grave

And black is the color of death
That has slowly crept upon me
Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life.
So welcome, welcome all.
Enter that which is my hell.
That which is my life still unlived.
Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive.
Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed.
And to this curse, I am forced to live.
To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go.
Welcome to this ... as I leave.
Welcome now, to my suicide.
Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it.
Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly.
38 hours
Monday. 5.21.07 6:47 pm
For the next 38 hours my door will remain locked. I finally have a day off from work and I plan on doing absolutely nothing.

Tonight is the season finale of Heroes. I wonder how long I'm gonna hafta wait till the next season starts. In a week, America's Got Talent starts an all new season. I really liked that show last season so I'm sure this one will be fairly good.

I haven't seen Justin in almost a week. Something is telling me that our relationship is starting to falter. I knew that it was going to end, I was just hoping it would last up until I left.

I scraped my knuckle against the oven today. I have a burn blister there now. It doesn't hurt and it'll be gone in the next week.

I'm drawing a blank on what to say so I guess that means this entry is over. I'll write again whenever.

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to blog or not to blog
Sunday. 5.20.07 7:44 pm
I want to blog, but I haven't got the slightest clue as to what to blog about.

We got Dunkin Donuts today. I ate way too much. I had an upset stomach for quite some time. Now I just feel bloated. And blah. There is such a thing as too much of a good thing. Lets just say I've had my fill of donuts for the next couple months.

Justin is due back in Tucson tonight. I somehow doubt he'll let me know when he gets back. And who knows when I'll see him. Whatever.

I was trying to kill my phone so earlier I sent text messages to like, four people and no one responded. Damnit. My phone eventually died cuz my mom called me and after maybe 10 seconds it beeped at me.

I'm seriously drawing a blank right now. I think this is the most random, insignificant blog that I've typed up in a while.

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Not too bad, considering...
Sunday. 5.20.07 12:16 am
I had to close manager tonight. Its my day off and I had to work ... again. There was a bit of a rush for a couple hours, but nothing went wrong. There were a few rude customers and the fact that I had an idiot cashier didn't help any. But no real complaints that required refunds or remakes.

The cashier I had doesn't seem to be catching on. Its not hard to figure out our computer, especially after working 3 days in a row and thats all you're doing. But she just isn't catching on. She's not getting it. It doesn't help that she's supposed to wear glasses {has been told twice to bring them} and still hasn't brought her glasses to work. She's not going to make it.

I have to work tomorrow morning. I need to be up in less than 9 hours. I work Monday too and then I finally have a day off. And I'm going to do absolutely nothing that day. I don't even know if I'm going to get dressed or even go near my door.

Earlier today I had to go out to the store to buy laundry detergent, bounce sheets and toilet paper. I had gone to the store last night, but when I left, I knew I was forgetting something; I just wasn't sure what. When I woke up this morning and went to do laundry, I realized that I had forgotten the detergent and bounce sheets. And since I was almost out of toilet paper, I bought some while I was at the store. It was so hot outside, it was hard to believe that it was barely 90 degrees when I went out. I got some sun while I was out. Its kinda nice that I might actually have somewhat of a tan.

I hate working on my day off cuz it throws me off by a day. I keep thinking tomorrow is Monday, but its not. Its Sunday. Damnit. Working 6 days a week is really starting to take its toll on me.

So I text messaged David last night asking him a question. I wasn't expecting an answer, but he texted me back. I was completely caught off guard, but I was happy. I had a smile on my face for a while. I'm going to either text him again asking when he wants to go out or I'm just going to wait till Wednesday to ask him in person. I'll probably just text him unless I forget in which case I'll just wait till Wednesday.

Alright, I should probably be going to bed soon and I'm out of stuff to say. So I'll write again whenever.

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Friday night
Friday. 5.18.07 10:37 pm
Seeing as how I'm not doing anything tonight I decided to write up an entry. I was supposed to be going out with Justin, but he's in Phoenix helping out his friend. He's not answering my texts so I'm guessing he's either drinking, drunk or passed out from being drunk. Oh well.

Today was actually a pretty decent day. Gary came in drunk/hung over and sick to his stomach. It was really funny cuz Tori and Lance were fucking with him to make him puke. It worked a few times. They were taunting him with the sound that you make when you start to dry heave. We were putting stuff that doesn't smell too appetizing {such as a raw chicken wing} under his nose to make him even worse. It was hilariously awesome! I guess you kinda had to be there, but trust me, it was funny.

The day wasn't busy, but I was there for an hour and a half after my shift off the clock simply cuz I had nothing better to do. There was a fairly good crew {minus a select few} tonight so I hung out for a bit. David has been out for a week or so and he actually worked tonight so it was nice seeing him. I'm gonna miss him when I move.

There's nothing on TV right now. I'm absolutely bored. Maybe I'll lay down in a bit. I have no idea when I'll see Justin again. I know that I won't talk to him until at least Monday. Whatever. Steve will be coming over at some point to watch Idiocracy with me; I don't know when. I have 7 more weeks until I quit my job. I can't wait. I got free address labels from the American Humane Association in the mail today. I'm going to donate some more money.

That last section was completely random. And I'm out of stuff to say. I'll write again whenever.

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Fuck Thursdays
Thursday. 5.17.07 11:27 pm
Its been made official. Thursdays are fucked. There's no other way to describe how tonight went, except fucked up. The last three Thursdays have been fucked up, but none compare to tonight. I don't want to get too into it cuz I don't want to get pissed off again.

The thing that topped it off was Justin telling me that I couldn't see him tomorrow {like planned} cuz he has to go to Phoenix to help out a friend. Some drama between his friend and his friend's girl friend and their kid. He'll be gone all weekend. I didn't expect to see him on Saturday or Sunday, but tomorrow was supposed to be a good day/night.

Nothing was done this morning so I ran out of half the shit I needed for tonight. I was so pissed off at the morning crew, I wanted to just stab someone. And then the Justin thing. . . Fuck!

I just want it all to end. I would have walked out tonight had it not been the fact that I needed the money. Why the fuck does this have to happen? Why does it have to get complicated like this?

I'm just ready for it to be over. When will it all be over?

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Retirement
Wednesday. 5.16.07 6:34 pm
Ha, not for me. I still have a long time before that happens. Bob Barker is retiring from hosting The Price is Right. Tonight is his last show and tomorrow is a commemoration of his 50 years on television. Its kinda sad cuz I grew up with this show, as did most of the US, but I guess it was bound to happen eventually. I mean, the guy can't live forever. And who knows, maybe he'll make special guest host apperances.

Work was work. There's nothing more to say about that.

PIrates of the Caribbean: At World's End comes out next Friday. Katie and I are going to see it on Saturday. It should be funny cuz she's having her tonsils taken out this Friday so she won't be talking much. It should make for an interesting day.

Justin never called me back or answered my texts yesterday. He hasn't answered any of the 3 texts I sent him today and I somehow doubt he's going to return the call I made. I even left him a message and I never leave messages for anyone unless I absolutely have to. Damnit. I hate this. This shit {me becoming involved in a relationship} wasn't even supposed to happen in the first place and now that its not going as smoothly as it was a month ago it makes me wonder why it even happened at all. Maybe I'm wrong to think of it that way, but can you blame me?

Anywho, I guess I don't have anything else to say. I'll write again whenever.

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