Saturday. 7.15.06 5:24 pm
I'm used to being bored on Saturday cuz its my day off. But today I'm unusually bored. I mean I really don't know why. Earlier I went with Allie and her mom to the car wash so that we could bathe her two dogs. I don't think we were supposed to do that, but we did anyway. After that I came back home and I've been on here since. I haven't been to Blockbuster since I returned the movies. And I really don't want to walk up there. Its too hot and I'm too lazy. Anywho this guy Matt that I knew in like Freshman year found me on myspace. I had forgotten about him. Cuz after I moved out of Vegas the first time I just completely forgot him. I still thought about Scott, but thats cuz we had something. Even though I hated him (and I had no idea why after a while) I still thought about him. So its been a while since I've heard from, seen or thought about him. I decided to accept his request as a friend, but I don't really have anything to say to him. I used him when I did know him. Now I know that sounds wrong, and it was but I was only like 15 and I didn't think much of it. I used him to get someone to hate me and instead it backfired cuz theguy I was trying to get to leave me alone just used Matt as well to get to see me. So ... but hey shit happens right? And it was so long ago anyway it doesn't even matter now. Scott is my friend now and he's the one who helped me get out of Las Vegas so I'm thankful for that. I kinda want to find certain people, but I know that not everyone has a myspace. Alright I'm out of stuff to say so I'll write again when ever I have something to say.
not as bad as I thought
Thursday. 7.13.06 9:26 pm
Today was not as bad as I thought it would be. Joey basically pretended that nothing happened yesterday. Although he did chew Tori out pretty good. I wanted so badly to go up and punch him. I wanted to say something like that he had no right to talk to Tori that way. But I didn't want to get involved and it turn ugly on me so I just kept my mouth shut. Eventually it passed so Joey and Tori where civil towards each other. By no means however, were they back to the way they normally are. I didn't want the incident yesterday to be brought up so I didn't really say much of anything. I kept to myself and I stayed in what appeared to be a good mood. Now tomorrow is going to be interesting. I have no clue how interesting its going to be. We have Joey, Erin, Tori and me working. The four people who were involved in the incident yesterday. So I have no clue how to anticipate tomorrow. I'm just gonna go in there and act like normal. I'm gonna act like I have been lately. In an outwardly good mood, but inside I'm not sure how I'm gonna be. Alright now that I've said what I had to say I'll write again later on.
Wednesday. 7.12.06 11:25 pm
I'm so sick of work. It irks me the way that some people act there. I mean I like almost everyone that I work with, but there are just some things that I cannot stand. The things that some of them say and the way they act. They way they take things and then blow it way the fuck out of proportion. The rumors that are spread around like wildfire and change ever-so-slightly as each person tells it. Now the rumors I don't care about unless they invlolve me. Then it becomes my business. Like the one brought up today. I'm not gonna go into it though cuz I already ranted about it and I don't want to get pissed agian. All I know is that I'm not looking forward to working tomorrow. I have to work with Joey and I don't even want to see him. I don't want anything to do with him. I want him to just leave and go away. He's a dick. He's an asshole and there's plenty of other ways to describe him, but I think you get the point. He can be nice at times and he can help when he really wants to, but for the most part he's a waste of space. At least around the store. I don't care about anywhere else cuz work is the only place I see him. Now if I lived closer to him I'd have to deal with him a lot more. So that I'm thankfull for. Man I can't wait to get the hell out of this god forsaken town. I hate living in the desert. Its too hot for one. Another reason is that its too hot. And did I mention that its too hot? I know that if I had a car I'd have a lot more to do, but since I don't my life doesn't consist of much activity. So I'm not gonna say that its cuz there's nothing to do in this town, cuz there is I just don't have the convenience of transpration. I'm looking so unbelievabely forward to whn I can move out of here. I can't wait to go back to the east coast. I miss it there. I miss the theme parks and the beaches. I know that I could always go to the beach in like, California or in Mexico, but I don't think it'd be the same. I like the memories that it triggers too. The east coast is home to me. That's also where all my family lives and that's where I grew up. I don't like living out here. But it was my decision to move out of my mom's house and it was one of the best decisions that I had made in a long time. I'm bored with where I'm at though. Comfortable, but bored. I need some improvment. I need some 'upgrades' as Dane Cook would say. LoL. Sorry I had to. Anywho, I'm still fed up with guys so I'm still not interested in having a boyfriend and at this point I'm not even wanting someone to just have a good time with. I know that the last time I said I had no interest in someone I ended up crushing on someone within a week after saying that. This time I'm not gonna start crushing on anyone. I might think a guy is cute that I happen to see out in public, but other than that nothing. I'm so fed up with guys its not funny. I hate the fact that I have to work with some really stupid, ignorant people. I'm sorry that this is so long. I have a lot on my mind. I didn't think that there was so much on my mind, but I guess I was wrong. Anywho, there really isn't much else to say so I guess I'll end this here for tonight.
back to bowling
Wednesday. 7.12.06 1:42 am
Tonight was our 3rd week bowling. I did better than the last time we went. I still haven't hit 100 though. I go so damn close tonight. I got a 99 my last game!! I was sooooo pissed off!! LoL I was so damn close. All I had to do was hit one pin and then I'd get my hundred. But of course the ball rolls the opposite way. Anywho, I had more fun tonight because we were actually playing against people and we had Allie there tonight too as a forth person. So I had fun tonight. We were sucking complared to the people around us cuz they've been playing for so long. They were getting strikes left and right and we were lucky to get even one a game. It was still fun though. Alright I have to open in the morning. I'll write later on tomorrow.
Tuesday. 7.11.06 1:08 am
I keep thinking about Joey. I have no idea why. I don't really care that I'm thinking about him, I just want to know why he's still on my mind. I stopped crushing on him a while ago yet he's still there. He's still on my mind. I know why Dana is on my mind; its cuz I still like him. Ya know, I don't even like him in the way that I want to hang out with him. I think its just because I want to sleep with him. He keeps talking about being hung like an ant, but I don't think he is. That's why I want to sleep with him. To see just what size he really is. I know that its not gonna happen. But I can hope. Anywho, I didn't really do too much today. I went to work. That's about it. And it definately wasn't busy. I didn't get out of there till late cuz Shamrock fuckin didn't show up till late. they usually come between 2 and 3 but today they didn't show up till around 5:30 or just after. So I ended up staying late. I have no clue what else to say for tonight so I'll write again later.
Sunday. 7.9.06 8:28 pm
Compared to yesterday today is sooo damn boring. I haven't done anything outside of my apartment. I'm doing laundry but that's it. I had a strange dream last night. It was good, but strange. Probably cuz I don't really remember who I was with or specifically where I was. I remember that I was having sex with someone in a pool. I don't remember who it was or where the pool was. I just remember that I was having sex I a pool. It'd be nice if it was Dana, but I don't remember the dream. I wonder what's gonna happen this week. Is Dana gonna actually come down to this part of town? Or is he gonna just stay there like when Brandon said he was gonna have Dana call me. And never did. Ugh, I have no clue what to write. Man last night at like 3 in the morning I had more to write and I wrote it a lot faster. Now I have nothing. So okay I'll write more later.
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