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Sunday. 7.1.07 9:54 am
I don't want to work.

No, you don't understand... I really, really don't want to work.

Gah! But I have to. Only 4 more days. . . I can do this. . . but I don't wanna.

More to come later ...

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Saturday. 6.30.07 7:03 pm
Today is the 12 year anniverasry of my Dad's death. He died from brain cancer. Its hard to believe that its already been so long. Over the years I've learned to deal with celebrating holidays and such without being upset, but today is the day that I mourn. You can't erase a memory like that.

In other news, I got my hair cut. Its still long, but its layered. I also have red streaks in it. You can really see the red when I'm out in the sun. I'm happy with it, but I knew that I'd get criticized cuz the people at work can't keep their mouths shut or lie about something like that. Oh well. As long as I'm happy with it, that's all that matters.

I don't have any plans for tonight. I'm doing my laundry right now, but that's about it.

I'm broke. Like, really broke. I spent about 260 unncessary dollars in the last week. Between my tattoo and getting my hair done its a bit costly. Oh well.

Uhm, I don't really know what to say so I'll end this here.

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Friday. 6.29.07 9:29 pm
I opened today. We had a guy come to fill in a hole with cement. That was fun ... not! There was a giant wheelbarrel in the middle of the kitchen {right where we had to walk to get from one side to the other} and two guys wandering around. They were in my way for a good hour and a half. Stuff would have gotten done faster today had they not been in my way for that first hour.

I got to work with Mark today. On the schedule it had Erin working with him, but I'm actually really happy that I got to work with him instead of her working with him. I'm pretty sure that's the way he prefered it also since he doesn't care for Erin a whole ton.

I told him about the dreams I've been having about him. I didn't tell him what they were about, but he's smart enough to know without me having to tell him. What's nice about Mark is that I can tell him that type of thing and its not awkward afterwards. We were still talking and joking like we were before I told him. I really like working with Mark. Its a shame this couldn't have happened beforehand. Oh well.

I only have 4 more days of work. I'm looking very forward to it.

I scheduled my hair appointment. Its tomorrow at 2pm. I'm nervous as to how its going to turn out, but I'll get used to it after time. It'll definately be very weird at first.

Katie and I might be going to the movies tomorrow after she gets off work. It all depends on how she feels. Last Saturday we were supposed to go see Evan Almighty, but I ended up getting a tattoo {its itching like crazy right now, but I can't scratch it yet} and by the time I was done at the parlor, it was a bit late to be going to the movies; and she was tired from having worked all day. Ratatouille came out today and, if she's up to it, we might be going to see both Evan Almighty and Ratatouille tomorrow. I hope it happens. I want to go see both those movies and I want to hang out with Katie again.

There's nothing on TV right now. I've got The Mummy on, but I'm not really watching it. I've seen it so many times, I don't need to watch it in order to know what's going on. Don'tchya just love movies like that?

I had McDonald's earlier. I was so busy today {and distracted by Mark} that I didn't think about eating. About an hour after I got home from work, my stomach brought to my attention that it hadn't been fed all day. I, at that point, realized that I didn't have any food in my apartment either; as was my plan to just wait and buy food tomorrow after the hair appointment. I really wanted Subway, but I didn't feel like walking that far in the heat so I just went to McD's.

Gah! My tattoo itches and I can't scratch it!

Alright, I think this is long enough so I'll end it here.

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Thursday. 6.28.07 11:05 pm
One week from right now, I will no longer be employed at my current job. You have no idea how much I want to be done with it already.

I hate commercials sometimes. I've been seeing a lot of Subway commercials and its making me crave Subway. I can't afford it though. I've got about $25 to get me food for the next two weeks. I guess its going to be all about ramen.

I shaved my legs today, but since my tattoo isn't healed enough to shave over it, I had to shave around it. Even though the tattoo is black, my legs are white and you can see the little brown hairs growing in. Its not helping the itching any, but I give it another few days before the tattoo is completely healed. I should be able to shave over it by Monday.

I need to start saying my good-byes to some people at work. Some of them have their normal days off on my last two days so I'll have to say bye to them early. I wonder how they'll react to my saying good bye. I know that some people aren't going to care, as am I when it comes to certain people. But there are a few who are actually going to miss me.

I'm going to be tired by then end of my last week. I'll be working about 45+ hours this week. Its good though cuz that means I'll be getting overtime and I need the extra money. Hey, maybe I'll even get tips this week too. That would really help me. I need the extra money for food.

I'm watching Animal Planet right now. I've been watching the nature shows on Animal Planet a lot more recently, but that's what I want to do for a living; I want to be a zoologist. Shows like this fascinate me. They always have.

Alright, I've got a few other things to write about, but it can wait till tomorrow. Till then ...

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Wednesday. 6.27.07 6:55 pm
It was so hot today. I think it got up to 111. It doesn't help that I work in a hot ass kitchen.

I woke up late this morning. It made me 20 minutes late for work. I didn't have to worry about calling anyone though, cuz I was the first one there. Oh well. I'm in 'I don't give a shit' mode. I have one week left. This is going to be one of the longest weeks of my life.

My tattoo is healing nicely. I give it a couple more days before its healed enough for me to shave over it.

I had this whole long entry planned out, but I don't remember half of what I was going to write. Oh well.

Uhm, yep, I'm drawing a blank. If I think of what else to write, I'll write it later on.

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7 more days...
Tuesday. 6.26.07 6:22 pm
I only have 7 more days of work. You have no idea how happy I am about that.

I've done nothing today. I played some games on the computer and I've watched some TV. I dozed off for a couple hours, but other than that, nothing.

Its just about 6:30pm right now and I have no plans for tonight either, except to watch America's Got Talent and Criss Angel: Mindfreak.

Stuart got his stitches out, but he still can't use his jaw. Or at least that's what he's telling me. I keep having this strange feeling that he just doesn't want to see me. *shrugs*

I'm beginning to wonder if this is all on purpose. Actually, I was wondering it a few weeks ago also, but I guess I'm still wondering. Am I supposed to be completely alone for the last few weeks of my time here? Justin and I falling apart, Stuart fucking up his jaw and David getting a girlfriend all happened right around the same time. Its things like this that really get to me. I guess I would have been okay if it had happened gradually, but it all happened one right after the other in a week's time. Whatever. I guess I am supposed to be alone.

My tattoo is itching. I want it to stop.

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