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you can check out these sites: vids & games my myspace page games to play if you're really that bored my facebook profile Foamy! Adrey's music page that's about it for now. I'll be adding more links later How well do you think you know me? My Love... The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood That flows from my neck Orange is the color of fire That melts away my flesh Yellow is the color of bees That sting and send poison through my veins Green is the color of sickness That rests in my stomach Blue is the color of pain and sorrow That has caused me to do this Purple is the color of the flower That lies on my grave And black is the color of death That has slowly crept upon me Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life. So welcome, welcome all. Enter that which is my hell. That which is my life still unlived. Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive. Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed. And to this curse, I am forced to live. To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go. Welcome to this ... as I leave. Welcome now, to my suicide. Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it. Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly. | I hope it rains Friday. 7.6.07 3:48 pm Today is my first day without a job. Its nice in the sense that I didn't have to get up, take a shower and go in to work, but I'm extremely bored. Earlier Lance picked me up and we went over to the new store so that I could see the almost finished product. {I say almost finished cuz all it basically needs are the cold food items and its final health inspection before its able to open for business} Its a really nice store. Its so clean! I like that location much better than the other ones. While I was there I said my goodbye to Joey. I'm not going to miss him a whole lot. He has his moments, but they're far and few between. Lance dropped me back off at home and said that he'd come over again before I moved. I also am supposed to have Adrian come over before I move so that I can say bye to him since he wasn't able to make it up to my job before I quit. Right now there are really dark, ominous clouds outside, but I doubt if anything will come from them. Its nice seeing the clouds though. I guess that's why the weather people predicted it would cool off to 104. That's really sad that we refer to 104 as 'cooling off.' Oh well. I hope it pours. And for more than 5 or 10 minutes. We could use a good, long rainfall. I have a facebook account now. I just joined last night. You can check it out by clicking on the link in my 'if you're bored' module. I bought some of those Slim Fast On-the-Go bars cuz they were looking pretty tasty and they were on sale. According to the box, they can control hunger pangs for up to 4 hours. Well, its been about 3 hours since I had one and my stomach is starting to complain that its hungry. I'm not that hungry yet though, so I'll wait a little bit before I eat again. I have a small stomach so I can go with only eating once or twice a day and I can't eat a whole lot at a time. I've been listening to a lot of techno music lately. I'm not sure why, but I go through moods where I prefer that over the music played on the radio or the music I have on my playlist. Oh well. I want company tonight, but Stuart has managed to screw up yet another part of his body. This time, however, its his ankle. He bruised it really bad and he thinks he might have a torn ligament. He can't walk on it at all and since I live three floors up, I definately won't be seeing him. Damnit. I do actually like Stuart and I want him to get better for his sake, but is it selfish of me to also want him to get better so that I can see him? I dunno. Alright, I seem to make longer entries when I'm not working and really bored. I don't have anything else to say for now, but if I do, I have two other names I can write under. Till then ... Comment! (5) | Recommend! Unemployed Thursday. 7.5.07 10:17 pm I am officially no longer an employee at the restaurant. I am currently without a job. And you have no idea how happy I am now that I'm not working there anymore. It was a little sad saying goodbye to some people, but others it wasn't that bad. It makes it a little easier knowing that I'll be staying in touch with some of them even after I move. I'm only a phone call/e-mail/myspace message away. I now have to focus on getting my apartment cleaned and ready to pack onto the pick up truck. I have to call the cable company and schedule a shut off date. I need to stop procrastinating and start filling out applications online to certain places out in Vegas so that I can have interviews set up for when I get out there. I know that doesn't sound like a lot, but it is. Mostly its the cleaning/packing and application part that requires the most effort. Not a whole lot actually happened today for me to write about. So I'll write again whenever. Comment! (4) | Recommend! Final day shift Wednesday. 7.4.07 7:03 pm Today was my final day shift. I didn't want to do anything, but I knew that I had to. I kind of slacked off on a few things, but what are they gonna do? Fire me? Ha. I had absolutely no energy after about an hour. Most of it was cuz I only got 3 hours of sleep last night. I went to bed at 5 and had to be up at 8. Why, might you ask, did I only get three hours of sleep? Well, Stuart came over last night! I was very happy to see him. I haven't seen him in a month. He showed me a picture of his jaw that he took while he was in the hospital. It looked so painful. It was swollen to almost three times original size. I'm glad that he's able to use it again. It definately came in handy last night *grins* Let's see. . . Today is Independence Day here in the US. Its really nothing special to me. I don't have any traditions except watching the Boston Pops Orchestra. Every so often we'd {the family and I} go out somewhere to watch fireworks, but its not an annual thing. Some people I know are having BBQs and getting drunk tonight, but I wasn't invited to any of them. That's fine with me. I just want to enjoy my time at home. I got more chocolate today. And as soon as I got out of the shower, I had a Reese's cup. Chocolate is delicious. David and I won't be going out again before I move. I was expecting us to not go out again, but I was still hoping. Oh well. I had to say my goodbye to him today. I had to very quickly choke back tears so that he wouldn't find me weird {er than he already thinks I am} I am going to give him my new number, when I get one, but I don't expect us to keep in touch. I had to say most of my goodbye's today. Even though my last day of work is tomorrow, most everyone is off tomorrow. There are a few people that I'll see tomorrow and I'll be able to say goodbye to them then. Alright, I'm done with this entry. I'm too tired to think about anything else to write about. Comment! (2) | Recommend! Boring day Tuesday. 7.3.07 4:32 pm I haven't done anything even remotely exciting today. I watched Epic Movie. It was a little funny, but I'm not going to rent it again. I also watched two episodes of Scrubs, the movies Red Planet, Ice Age 2: The Meltdown and Clerks. Stuart was going to come over last night, but I fell asleep not even 15 minutes before he texted me. I was a little annoyed when I got the messages two hours later. Oh well. Maybe he'll come over tonight after his hockey game. But with my luck, he'll just want to go home. Or he'll fuck up another part of his body and have to go to the ER again. I don't have any chocolate in my apartment. I'm going to try and actually go the whole day without it. The last time I was out of chocolate, I ended up giving in and going to McDonald's to get a chocolate shake. This time, though, I don't have the money to spending on fast food. And its too hot to be walking to the store. The chocolate would probably be half melted by the time I got home anyway. Seeing as how its only a ten minute walk from my apartment to the store, that tells you just how hot it is outside. I've managed to go without it so far. I've also gone a month without seeing Stuart. I'm afraid I won't be seeing him tonight either. Its a shame too. I really miss him. Uhm, so that's been my day so far. Exciting huh? *note the sarcasm* Comment! (5) | Recommend! 2 more days Monday. 7.2.07 7:14 pm So ... do you guys remember a while ago {and I'm talking a while} when I wrote about my work being robbed? And how there was this really cute guy named Richard who came in to work on our new alarm system? Well, he came in today! He was only there for a couple minutes to drop something off, but I got to talk to him for a minute. I told him that I thought he was very cute and ha, I called him eye candy. I explained that I was afraid I wasn't going to be able to see him again before I moved and he told me that he'd come in on Wednesday or Thursday to order pizza so that I'd get to see him again. That made my day right there. Unfortunately I have a feeling that that was the highlight of my day and nothing else that good will happen. I also have a weird feeling that he's not going to come in to get pizza, but that's okay. I got to see him today and I got to tell him how I felt about him. I can still hope though. I had to start saying my goodbye's today. It didn't bother me as much as I thought it would, but I'm sure it'll hit me when I'm actually completely done with work. That's okay though. I'll be giving my new number out to certain people {when I get a new number} and I can use myspace to keep in touch with a couple other people. Oh! I forgot to write about something that happened yesterday. There was a shooting at the local mall. Here is the link to the story that the local news channel did about it. My only question ... who gets mad in Dillards?! I mean, good grief. Anywho, I'm off work tomorrow. I don't have any plans. Its going to be 115 tomorrow. So it'll be way too hot for me to have to walk anywhere unnecessarily. I might make a couple phone calls; see what some people are up to, but maybe not. It depends on how I feel tomorrow. I am happy about being able to sleep in. I haven't been wanting to wake up the last few mornings, but it might also be because I'm having to wake up for work. Oh well. I plan on being on Nutang most of tomorrow so don't be surprised if you see me lurking and contributing for a greater part of the day. Comment! (6) | Recommend! here's the 'more to come' ... Sunday. 7.1.07 8:49 pm I had to stay late today. I chose it, though. I offered to cover a shift for someone who forgot to request the day off in advance. This gave me the opportunity to work with Mark. He's so darn cute. I really have nothing to say about work. It was the same as usual. I didn't have a good crew today, but I got through it without major complications. I have to be at work again in 13 hours. My hair is pretty. I'm almost used to it. Its still a little odd at how much shorter it is, but I like it this way. I'm really happy with the color. The red streaks seem to be staying ... unlike when I had the tips dyed, the color faded and was gone within a week. I don't actually have anything to talk about so I'll write again whenever. Comment! (5) | Recommend! 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