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Friday. 5.9.08 8:42 am
This is the 4th morning in a row that I've woken up sore. Sleeping wrong the first night, even possibly the second night, would have been plausible. But to have it happen two more times? Something isn't right.

My headache seems to have also branched off down to my stomach. Yep, my stomach aches are back. I thought I had taken care of those; apparently not.

Blah! I need to go, but I'm not even close to finished.

To be continued later ...

Alright. I can't exactly remember where I was going with this earlier, but I've got crap to add to it.

It's hot. Plain and simple. I'm not looking foward to when it becomes freakishly hot {meaning up in the 100s during the day.} Hell, I'm not looking forward to when it's really hot {the 90s} and that's just around the corner.

I'm seriously beginning to have doubts about the whole moving thing. If I don't get something figured out, and soon, I'll be stuck moving with my parents regardless if I want to or not. It'll be like I'm a minor again without a say in what's happening. I can't afford to live by myself otherwise I'd already be there. And I don't have anyone who I can stay with out here if I want to stay when my parents are ready to move.

This situation sucks.

I guess I don't really have anything worthwhile to write about. This seems to be just an ongoing rant. I shall save you guys the trouble of having to read more by ending it here.

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Thursday. 5.8.08 6:59 pm
I can't think of a title.

Today was different. I confused a few people because I worked a later shift today. It's rare that I work any time past 1 so being there until 4 caught some people off guard. I don't mind those days every so often because it means I can sleep in and shower before work, rather than waiting until afterwards.

It was fairly slow today. I wasn't in the mood to do any kind of work, yet I managed to get out maybe 3 pallets of stuff. A lot of it was big and bulky, though, so it took up more space on a pallet. Oh well. I got done what they needed me to do.

Tomorrow is payday. I don't have any idea how much will be on my check. I'm hoping for more than $150, but who knows. I forgot how many hours I worked last week so I can't even guestimate.

I need to buy some more water while I'm out tomorrow. I'm already starting to get dehydrated today and I've still got a couple bottles left.

Saturday and Sunday will be a little confusing for people again, because I'll be there until 2 and 3pm, repsectively. I go in at 8am both days so I'll still be able to shower before work. Granted I actually get up in time to shower before work.

Jacob wants to take me out Saturday. I'm going to see if he can pick me up straight from work. This way ma can take the car and no one has to worry about picking her up when she gets off work.

The neighbor's cat had kittens. They're a few weeks old; their eyes are open, but they're just starting to walk around. They're doing that drunken-hobbling type thing. Lori brought one over for a few minutes and now Booffer won't stop meowing. I guess Boof wants to be a big brother. He'll have to wait until Lori moves out though.

Even though I don't have to work tomorrow, I think I might go to bed at a reasonable time. I've been tired the last few days. I just can't seem to catch up on my sleep.

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silly myspace
Wednesday. 5.7.08 12:55 pm
Myspace is trying to be like Facebook now. It's got all the same kinds of applications as Facebook has. It's dumb. And I can almost guarentee that the people who don't have a Facebook, but have a Myspace, will be excited about the new applications available.

It amuses me a little, but only slightly.

Anywho, I spent time with Jake up at his work yesterday. He was supposed to stay over last night and tonight, but he's still sick. I'm a little bothered by it, but I'd rather he stay home and get better than come here and have his illness keep kicking his ass.

I'm pretty sore today. I think it's because I slept wrong last night. If it's not that, then I have no clue what would cause me to be this sore. It's not focused in any specific point on my body; just all over.

My headache has been coming and going today. When I'm sitting still, it doesn't bother me much, but as soon as I stand up or go to move around, my head starts to pound. I'm thinking about taking a short nap. Maybe that'll help my head. But if sleeping wrong was the reason for being sore, I doubt more sleeping will help the soreness.

K, that's all I have for today.

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attempting to relax
Tuesday. 5.6.08 1:53 pm
The truck was horrid today. I joked saying that the truck didn't just suck today, it blew. Someone then decided to add to it asking me if there was a difference. I said yes, of course. One's more intense.

Work got a little better after truck. There was some good food waiting for us for when we finished truck, I didn't have to work on the floor and the person I was {sort-of} training was picking up on things pretty quickly. He'd already worked at another store for a short while so he kind of knew what was going on. There were slight differences in certain things, though, that he had to learn. But he didn't have to be told more than once how to do something.

Anywho, my migraine has diminished some. It's back to a normal headache. It started to go away after I ate something. I'm not sure why it got worse after I ate yesterday, but whatever.

I'll be sleeping for more than 4 hours tonight so maybe that'll help out in keeping the near-constant headache at a dull minimum. Something I'm pretty good at handling.

I ordered The Host today. I also ordered The Hollow by Nora Roberts for my mom for Mother's Day. I don't think I'll be able to afford to take her to Olive Garden as planned so I need to compensate. It's the next book in the series she's been reading and it's something she wants so it works.

Alrighty, that's it for today. I can't think of anything else worth writing about.

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hmm {edit}
Monday. 5.5.08 3:16 pm
I worked a full shift today. Which means my hours are up over 25 for the week. It's still incredibly lame because it's not 40, but 27, 28 is better than 19.

I got about 3 hours of sleep last night. Which is only about an hour less than I normally get when I'm working, but when I woke up it felt like I had only gotten 30 minutes of sleep. So when I got home from work, I layed down for a few hours.

I'm still tired. And now I have a headache.

One of my friends from middle school got married at the end of April. He finally put the pictures up on myspace. They're a beautiful couple. They both look so happy. Then again, I would assume most people would look happy on their wedding day. Their wedding was held place outside in a garden-like setting. All the plants and stuff made it look a little crowded, but it was still nice.

The only reason I'd have mine indoors {besides the fact I think the sun is evil} is because I want to get married in the late fall. Somewhere where there's snow. It'd be too cool outside to be wearing the sleeveless dress I have in mind.

Anywho, my sister is pretty badly sun-burnt. She used sunscreen, but it doesn't do much good if you fall asleep while you're outside tanning. She stayed home from school today because of the severity. When she gets up later I'm going to see if she wants me to put Aloe on her back. I'm a little jealous because once her burn is gone she'll have a nice, dark tan. Me? I burn and go right back to white. It's a little lame.

I got my goverment check. It was direct-deposited into my account today. I was going to take it and get contacts, but now I'm thinking about just saving it. Either withdrawing it or depositing it into my savings so I won't touch it. Something tells me that the eye doctor will be more than $300. Ugh. I need to go though.

There's so much I need to do and I don't even have close to enough to do it with. A few of the things I say I 'need' are more of a severe want, but the things I just 'want,' I can live without for a while longer. Examples: I need/want clothes. It's not that I don't have any, but I have so few that I can wear, I'm doing laundry more than once a week. I need/want a car. I was going to go up and chill out with Jake for a few hours tonight, but they won't let me take the car.

This whole not-having-enough-money-to-do-jack-squat is really getting on my nerves. The fact that gas prices are at $3.60/gallon {unleaded} makes the want to go out and do stuff a harder decision than it rightfully should be. I remember complaining when gas prices were up at $1.87. Now I'm pissed cuz where my friend lives {in Illinois} gas prices are $3.09. WTF?! How lame is that?

Blah. I think I'm done ranting for now. Till next time.

{EDIT} I haven't been watching TV much lately. It's been off more often than not. I'm not really sure why I have a sudden lack of interest in the TV, but I guess it's good for me. And it saves some energy. Maybe it's just because there hasn't been anything on that's worth watching.

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uhm ... yeah
Sunday. 5.4.08 3:12 pm
Sooo, the weekend didn't go as planned. It started out really well. I surprised Jake up at his work earlier than when I had told him. Even though we didn't meet up with his cousins, we still went out and had a good time. And as I also said, I got to stay at his place.

His throat has been hurting for the past week, but only at night and not too bad. Friday night is when it started to get worse. Then yesterday, it was killing him. As it is today. At least today his skin isn't super sensitive like it was yesterday.

His cousins came down, but one of them ended up with the flu. So Jake and his cousin were both sick. No partying, no drinking, no night out on the town. I'm not sure what his cousin did, but Jake spent most of yesterday and today sleeping while I watched episodes of House and the movie Donnie Darko somewhere in the middle.

Even though we didn't get to spend the weekend doing as planned, I was still happy. For the most part. I was away from my house and I was with Jake. That's what mattered most to me. Having fun and doing all the things we planned would have only made it that much better.

Anywho, I got called in to work tomorrow so I guess it's a good thing I came home today rather than staying one more night. It's one of those "I'd rather not be at home, but I need the money" type of things. I guess you'd call it a catch-22.

Right now I just want Jake to get better. I, of course, want his cousin to feel better also, but Jake's well being is more important to me, for obvious reasons. I just wish there was more that I could do for him than just sit back and wait.

In other news I've lost 6 pounds in the 3 weeks since I last weighed myself. Only this time I didn't starve myself. I didn't do it in the healthiest way, but I have still been eating. I've cut back on my chocolate intake and my fast food intake. I haven't been drinking as much water, but still about 2+ liters a day. If I could lose about 10 more pounds I'll be satisfied, but if I don't gain anything back from where I'm at, that'll be fine with me too.

Alright, I've written quite a bit for someone who really didn't do too much over the weekend so I guess I'll end it here.

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