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Two more weeks
Wednesday. 12.6.06 9:16 pm
I only have two more weeks of torture, aggrivation, and the annoyances that we all come to know as work. Two more weeks of putting up with the bullshit that goes on in the work place and the gossip that spreads faster than wildfire. Even people who have the day off find out shit when it happens. Two more weeks in this God forsaken state. Two more weeks till I get a break from it all. I can't wait.

Today was alright I guess. I wasn't pissed or feeling crappy. I was just sort of blah. I'm slowly working up from shitty, to crappy and now I'm at blah. Tomorrow I doubt there'll be any improvment cuz I have to work with Joey. And ya'll know from past entries how much of a pain in the ass working with Joey is. But I have tomorrow and Friday, then I have another day off.

Saturday Katie and I will be going out. I'm getting her and Lance their B-day/Christmas gifts as well as a couple things for myself. I'm broke and I really don't have the money for any of it, but I guess its worth it since I'm sort of benefiting from it. It should be fun though. Hanging out with Katie is always fun.

I've come the realization that I want Lance to be my boyfriend. I want this to become a relationship. I feel really bad that I don't have a car, though. I know that its not entirely my fault that I don't, but I hate that I have to rely on him to take me out and to come to me. I've spent the last few days really thinking about it and it seems as though the pros outweigh the cons. Now all I have to do is figure out how to tell him this without it being all weird. I sort of want to find out if he feels the same way. At first it felt that way. But now I'm not so sure. Maybe this weekend I'll talk to him about it; granted I see him. He's got the rest of his finals this week so I'm hoping that next week I'll see more of him. I'll figure something out.

Anywho, I don't really have anything else to write about. So I guess I'll write another time.

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I can't think of a title
Tuesday. 12.5.06 11:15 pm
My day was yet again a normal, typical, uneventful day off. I did go to McDonald's like I said I was going to do. I got a large chocolate shake and two spicy McChickens. The dollar menu is great.

I called Lance so that I could ask him if he could take me to the airport in two weeks. He said that he was about 98% sure that he'd be able to do it. He was going to do some double checking and I told him that I need to know by next Wednesday. I wanted to see him tonight, but since his mom is being bitchy, he has to stay home and put up Christmas lights. Oh well. Maybe this weekend I'll see him.

I'm so unbelievably bored right now. There's nothing on TV. I was watching Eight Below. If you haven't seen that movie, you need to. Its a very heart warming story. It's an emotional story based on true events, about an Antarctic exploring team and their eight sled dogs. There's a storm that moves in causing the team to have to evacuate, leaving no choice but to leave the dogs behind to fend for themselves. The movie is about the dogs survival alone in the Antarctic and the team's journey to get back to get them. Like I said, you need to watch it.

Anywho, I have nothing else to say. I'm bored. I want to see Lance. I don't want to work tomorrow. Yeah I think that's it. I'll write again whenever.

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Up early
Tuesday. 12.5.06 12:10 pm
I've been up now for about 45 minutes. I woke up right around the time that I usually get up for work. Normally, when its my day off, I sleep in. But I'm not used to having Tuesdays off so that's probably the reason I'm up as early as I am.

I called Erin at work to let her know that I forgot to do a produce order yesterday so that she can do one. Even she asked what I was doing up so early. Oh well. Maybe I'll take a nap later.

I don't feel pissed off anymore. I still feel crappy. But I guess its better than yesterday none-the-less. My crappy feeling is mainly cuz I have cramps. Hopefully they'll be gone later in the day as long as I don't over exert myself.

Lance stopped by last night like I asked him to. I sent him a text asking him to stop by after he was done playing his game. I didn't care what time; I just told him that I could really use company. He did stop by and like I told myself, I didn't keep him. He was here for maybe 20 minutes. It was nice. . . I guess. When he left I told him hat I was off today so he said he'd probably come by again. I dunno when though.

I'm gonna go to McDonald's later on today cuz last night I was really craving a shake. I haven't had a shake in forever and since I don't have a Sonic right by my house and Arby's or Jack-in-the-Box are my only other two choices for a shake, I'm going to McDonald's. I forgot to buy milk at the store yesterday; I even thought about buying some, but I thought I still had some here. When I got home and started putting stuff away, I realized that I should have gotten milk. Oh well. That's another reason I'm going to get a shake. It'll fulfill my dairy craving.

Anywho, I think I'm gonna watch some TV and play on the net for a bit. I know that I hate writing two entries on the same name in the same day, but I figure it'll be later tonight so it'll be alright. I'll be off and on Nutang to leave the comments that I didn't leave yesterday.

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Pissed off
Monday. 12.4.06 9:16 pm
Have you ever had a day when you woke up pissed off? There's absolutely no reason, you just wake up in a bad mood. Well, that happened to me today. I woke up pissed off. That didn't make the day good at all. I was in a really bitchy mood the whole day. Even right now, when I should be happy that I don't have to work tomorrow, I'm still pissed. I should be getting in a somewhat better mood for all of about an hour when Heroes is on, but I doubt that I'm gonna be able shake the mood. Oh well.

Today was just a long day. There was nothing really bad about the day, it just sucked. I appologized to Gary before I left for being really bitchy towards him. I didn't mean it, but I have the ability to say sorry and make it sound like I mean it. The only other person that was there was Diana and she wasn't really around that much. So Gary got the worst of my attitude. Whatever. At this point I really don't give a shit.

Alright, I'm watching TV and I'm since I'm not in the best mood ever, I don't want to start ranting. I'll write again whenever. Hopefully I'll be in a better mood the next time.

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Business + hours = more money for me :)
Sunday. 12.3.06 10:53 pm
Today was much busier than anticipated. There were people waiting at the doors when we opened. Then, people just kept coming in every so often that when we finished the last orders, we got more. We barely had time to keep up on prep. There were only a few things that hadn't been done before the night shift began, but with all the business that we had to deal with, I'm surprised that we got as much prep done as we did.

I got there at 10:30 this morning {right when I was supposed to be there} and although I was supposed to leave around 5:30, I didn't get out of there until 7. See, how it works at my job is that there's a set time when you have to be there, but there's no specific time that you leave. If its slow, then you may be sent home early. If its busy {like it usually is on the weekends} then you'll most likely be kept later. I like when I'm kept later only if I have no prior plans. It gives me the opportunity to make more money. And at this point I need it.

Anywho, Lance will probably be coming over tomorrow night to watch the last episode of Heroes with me. And then since I don't have to work on Tuesday, I'm gonna see if I can keep him from going home too early. I'm glad that he's not coming over tonight cuz I'm just not in the mood for company.

But alas, I must end this entry here. The secong half of the Dog Show is on and I'll be paying more attetion to that than the computer. They're so cute!

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My Saturday
Saturday. 12.2.06 10:58 pm
Today was definately one of the most uneventful days that I've had in a while. The only thing I did today that involved leaving my apt was my normal Saturday laundry. I watched TV, I played on the comp, and I took an hour and a half nap. Other than that, nothing.

Right now I'm watching a dog show in Animal Planet. I love watching dog shows cuz the dogs are just so damn cute! The only downfall to watching dog shows is that it makes me want a dog even more than I already do.

I will be getting three dogs, eventually. Once I have a house of my own and it has to have a nice big backyard. I'll be getting a Chihuahua, a Puli and a Great Dane. All of them will be male and they'll all be black {or as close to black as possible}. I realize the size difference in all of those dogs and I've read up on care and medical issues that come with each dog. I check the sites every so often just to keep up on new things that might be discovered with each of those breeds. Trust me, I'm not getting the dogs just cuz I think they're adorable. If that were the case, I'd want and own more than three quarters of the breeds recognized. Since that's not the case, as of right now, I only want the three dogs. I might decide on more later on, but for now, three will be good.

I love all animals in general. Which is why I want to major in Animal Sciences once I go back to school. I want to major in Zoology and minor in Marine Biology. This way I'll be able to work in a zoo or somewhere like Sea World and be able to handle both types of animals. Its something I look very forward to. I'm not in school right now cuz I plan on moving again, twice, in the next two years and I don't want to worry about transfering my credits like I had to do in high school. Once I get back East, I'll be going back to school.

I hate the people who tell me that I'm not ever going back to school because I didn't go to college right after I graduated. I mean, look at how many people go back to school after they've had families! I'm not going back just to prove them wrong because I've been planning on it after me and my ex broke up and I started moving on with my own life. {I was engaged right out of high school and the relationship fell apart. That's why I didn't go to college right after high school; I was only 17, too involved in him and didn't know any better}. But I think you all understand.

Okay I'm done ranting about that. Damn, I can't get enough of these dogs. They're so cute! I want my dogs now. Oh well. Not only do I not have the space, but I don't really have the money either. Maybe I'll get a tarantula or a snake. Maybe a gerbel or hampster. I don't really want fish, cuz there's not a whole ton of interaction with them; they're just for show. But the other smaller animals you can interact with.

Alright, I don't plan on having any company tonight so I'll be able to just chill out and enjoy the Dog Show. I don't have anything else to talk about so I'll write again most likely tomorrow.

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