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Wednesday. 1.30.08 5:51 pm
Sooo, I was going to try and avoid writing anything depressing today, but alas, the cards dealt have not allowed me to do so. I warn you now, I'm basically just going to be complaining so read at your leisure.

First, apparently 'the crew' hung out again, but was I informed? Not at all. How do I know they hung out again? Two of them were talking about it today.

I've pretty much accepted that pursuing Sam is a lost cause, but that doesn't mean I want to cut off all contact and friendship. It seems, as of late, that's how he wants it.

One of the people who I thought was my friend from Tucson, apparently isn't. Her deleting me from her friends just kind of added insult to injury.

I haven't talked to Tiffany in what seems like forever. I miss it, but I feel like I'd bring her high down just simply by talking to her. Which is why I haven't really attempted at contacting her lately. She's got so much good going for her right now, my boring, dullness would definitely not help.

I feel like the world is coming down around me. I thought things were starting to look up, but before I could get my hopes too high, the good feeling was trampled down.

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*yawn* *sigh* ugh
Tuesday. 1.29.08 7:32 pm
I don't think I wrote yesterday, but I honestly can't remember. Nor do I want to take the time to look.

Nothing happened yesterday.

I didn't have to be at work until 6am today which means I did actually get 5 hours of sleep last night, but for some reason, I've been very tired and lethargic today.

Even half-way through the truck, I was not as awake as I usually am once I've been working for a couple hours.

When I wasn't working on the truck, I was doing busy work stocking up the Valentine's candy. In my opinion, Valentine's Day is another waste of a holiday. About the only significance the day has to me is that it's my cousin's birthday. He'll be 17 this year.

The smell of the chocolate started to get to me about an hour before I was finished. It's a good thing I'm broke, otherwise I would have bought myself quite a bit of chocolate. Instead I bought two small boxes of 100 calorie pack of M&Ms and Twix.

I work tomorrow at 4am and then I'm off again until Sunday. This job is becoming bullshit. I didn't start working because I only needed some extra cash. This is the job I'm supposed to be living and surviving off of. I now know how I'm more broke now than I was in Tucson. Yeah, I'm getting paid the same, but I'm working less than half the hours here than I was in Tucson. It's bullshit.

Ugh, I have no emotion right now. And before this entry gets any worse I shall end it here.

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Sunday. 1.27.08 7:42 pm
Altogether between the three nuTang accounts I have, this is the 896th entry. Crazy.

Anywho, I went and saw Meet the Spartans earlier today. I'm glad I only paid for the matinee prices. It wasn't bad, but the stupidity made it funny. I was a little annoyed that it was only just over an hour long. Oh well.

When I saw the schedule I was happy to see that I was actually working more hours this week ... until I checked it again. When I questioned my boss, she told me she had to cut hours back because she went over the hours she was given to use. I mean, seriously? I need the fucking hours. Grr.

We fed Lotus yesterday. Haha, she was apparently hungrier than we thought. I mean, she was only twitchy for a day. The mouse didn't even have 5 seconds to run around the tank. You hear the mouse hit the bedding, then a squeak and it's all over. Lotus's immediate reaction was funny.

Uhm, I'll be watching the Screen Actor's Guild Awards when it comes on at 8.I haven't noticed anything else on that's caught my eye. Actually, I didn't even really look, but it's Sunday night so there probably won't be much on anyway.

Alrighty, that's about it for tonight. I shall write again whenever.

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Saturday. 1.26.08 10:06 pm
This is the 600th entry on this account.

I was supposed to go see Meet the Spartans tonight, but by the time Anthony got a vehicle and made it back home to pick me up and then back up to the theater, the movie had already started. I don't like walking into a movie once it's started so we're just gonna have to go another time. Maybe tomorrow after work.

Speaking of work, Jean has been kind enough to come pick me up tomorrow. The Jean from ma's work. Ma will be home tomorrow, but not in time to bring me to work. She said they might be home in time to pick me up from work, but something says she won't be. If that's the case, I'm going to ask Jean if she'll bring me home too since I'll be getting off at the same time as her.

I really don't want to work tomorrow. I just have a feeling it's not going to be a good day. I'll try my hardest to stay in a good mood, but if the feeling I have now is still there tomorrow when I get up, it'll be hard to pretend to be in a good mood.

Last night Lori cooked her infamous pork chops with mashed potatoes as the side dish. It was delicious as always. Tonight, I cooked grilled cheese. It's not a hard dish to do, but apparently Lori has problems with it so whenever she wants grilled cheese, she has me make it. I don't mind.

I was looking forward to this weekend because I'd have the house to myself. I was expecting more to happen. The most I did this weekend was go up to the store with my sister and her boyfriend. All-in-all, it was boringly disappointing. Whatever.

Alright, I think that's it for this entry. Here's to hoping I make it through 600 more.

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spot clean
Friday. 1.25.08 2:45 pm
I was not in a cleaning mood today, so I only hit certain spots. The day is not through, but I doubt I'll want to clean more later than what I did now.

There was this one spot that looked horrible and prevented people from walking that way around the couch. I wanted to get that cleaned up, so I did. It definitely doesn't look spotless, but it's accessable now.

I very quickly ran the WetJet over the rest of the livingroom floor, scrubbing a little harder in some places. You can tell I didn't thoroughly clean it, but it looks better than before. We also only had a limited amount of Swiffer pads and a complete lack of the various cleaning chemicals I used last time I thoroughly cleaned the floor.

I managed to get a ride up to work and to the bank. Mom's friend was nice enough to do that favor for me. I have no idea how I'm going to get to work on Sunday though. My boss didn't adhere to my telling her I need to work the same shift as someone else so that I'll have a ride.

The vibe that I've been getting recently is that something is wrong. That I said or did something ... and now people are acting weird around me. Maybe I'm just being paranoid, but I'm rarely wrong with these feelings. I really hope I'm wrong about this though.

Uhm, I don't mean to end this on a not-so-good note, but I don't really have anything else to say.

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this morning started out okay
Thursday. 1.24.08 4:53 pm
But this is not one of those days where it slowly got worse or better. It just kind of flatlined at a medium.

When I woke up it was wet and drizzling. Over the period of two hours, it drizzled off and on only to end about an hour before the sun rose. I was hoping it would be raining the whole day, but as the sun got higher into the sky, the clouds blew through and were gone about an hour after the sun was in the sky.

The North mountains actually got snow last night. Which means it was cold in a low enough elevation level to snow on those mountains. I have pictures. The first one is a little sucky because the more I zoom in, the smaller the picture. But you can see the snow. The second one is regular size, but you have to look a little harder to see the snow on the distant mountains.

I wish it had snowed down here in the valley, but it was too warm. All we got was the wet stuff. I like the mornings, however, when it's cold enough for you to obviously see your breath, but it doesn't feel like it's that cold. So this morning's weather was nice... until the sun came up and the snow on the North mountains melted. By noon it was all gone.

Anywho, ma and Steve left this morning. They'll be gone until late Sunday. Which means that with me being off tomorrow and Saturday, I'll pretty much have the house to myself. Lori and Tony will be here simply because Tony doesn't have a vehicle. But they'll be in her room and I'll be in mine. Do I have plans for this weekend? Nothing other than cashing my check tomorrow. Originally I was worried about it because I didn't have transportation, but Charlotte was nice enough to say she'd take me to the bank.

I still haven't gotten around to seeing Cloverfield and something tells me Sam and I aren't going to go, like he said he had no problems with. I mentioned something about Meet the Spartans to him and he said he didn't want to see it cuz it looked dumb. It's just like the Scary Movie series, Not Another Teen Movie, Date Movie and Epic Movie. They're all stupidly funny.

I'll be cleaning the house tomorrow. I also need to do laundry.

And I think this rambling entry has gone on long enough. I shall write more tomorrow.

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