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I swear I'm going to stop making plans ...
Friday. 6.19.09 7:03 pm
... or at least change the way I'm making them.

I don't know how many times I've made plans in the last couple months and they've either completely fallen through or have gone only somewhat as planned. Like, certain parts of my plan went through, but not quite in the way I had seen them going.

For the most part, whenever I make plans to do something, whether it be with a person, a group or simply myself, none of it really seems to actually go all the way through. Maybe 7 or 8 times in the last 2 months have my plans played out the way I saw them in my head. The way I had planned for these events to happen.

I'm seriously getting tired of making plans and having them either crash and burn or get hurtled back in my face.

I guess the only plans I really have control of are the plans I make with myself. When I want to have a day where it doesn't involve anyone but myself, I am the one who needs to say no if someone wants to come hang out. I usually don't, though and that's where I'm making the mistake. I need to learn to say no and stick with my plan.

Then when I start to rely on other people to hold up their end of the plan, I either get pissed off, hurt or disappointed when they change their minds or something else comes up in their life that causes the original plan to change. It means I now have to come up with a new plan, for myself, instantly. So from here on out, I will always have a plan B when I start making plans with other people. Just in case something happens and the original plan falls through.

My plan for tonight? Watching movies. I'd go out to the movies, but I'm severely limitting my spending. I'm financially limitting myself because I have to. If I don't catch up soon, a second job will be a requirement. And that's something I really don't want to have to resort to.

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weinies in dough!
Wednesday. 6.17.09 12:16 pm
AKA: pigs in a blanket. Franki was talking about making pigs in a blanket yesterday and it sounded so good that when I got off work, I stopped at the store and bought the items needed.

I hung out with my sister for a bit yesterday and she helped me make them. I bought the croissant rolls to make them, but I think I'm going to try the breadstick dough next time. Would it make a difference?

Anywho, today is ... not special, actually. Just another Wednesday. As much as one of my coworkers may not like it, I actually don't mind it when I have both my bosses there. It tends to be a good conversation. And today, instead of going to lunch on time, like they usually do, they stayed over at the cage and hung out for a bit. It was nice.

One of the few good things about Wednesday {and usually the only good thing to come out of it being a Wednesday} is the fact that my week is half over. I only have two more days of work before the weekend. Other than that, not much else really ever happens in the middle of the week.

Still broke. I'll be lucky if I actually have enough gas in my car to get me to and from work tomorrow and to work on Friday. By then I'll have money in my bank account and can fill up my tank. However, even if I don't put gas in my car, I still won't have enough to pay all of my bills. I would put the U-Haul storage unit payment on hold until my next paycheck, but I don't think I'd be able to do that. Especially since my car payment and car insurance has to come out of that check.

Either way. I'll figure something out. If all else fails, I just charge it and owe just that much more towards my credit card payment. I swear, I'm pretty sure I'll have my $14,000 car balance paid off before my $3200 credit card balance paid off.

I guess that's it for today. Who knows what the rest of my day will bring ... {besides the obvious: food, shower, sleep. . . and even the food and sleep are iffy}

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huh ...
Monday. 6.15.09 3:15 pm
I find it quite odd that I'm in the top ten most popular. Though it is kinda nice seeing my avatar in that list.

Anywho, it's getting hot again. The temperature has slowly been inching it's way up through the 90s. I'm almost positive that by the end of the month we'll be sitting in triple digits and won't be escaping them until sometime towards the end of August. Lame.

It hasn't rained here in who knows how long now. I want it to rain. A steady downfall or a downright pour, doesn't matter to me, but I want it to last a while. Meaning a couple hours. Not the lame "rain storms" that Las Vegas gets that only last 10 minutes at the very most. Is it gonna happen? I have a better chance at winning $1,000,000 than it raining like that here. At least not in the near future anyway.

I guess I didn't really have much to say today. Just those three things. And two of them are complaints. Ha. Go me.

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I finally met someone from the 'Tang
Sunday. 6.14.09 11:45 am
I've been a member on this website since December '04 and I've finally met someone else who is on here: lazypuppy. She's not really active on here anymore ... unfortunately she's gotten caught up in another website.

But she's doing well. Greg is so tiny, but I'm sure he's gotten much bigger in the last 2 1/2 years. I don't have picture proof; Greg wouldn't stand still. I guess that's what happens when you keep a 2-year-old out past 10pm.

We met up at the Fremont Street Experience. It's a nice place to wander for a little while. I suggest going to see it at least once. I'll let you be the judge as to whether you find it cool enough to visit again. The light show that they have every night is what most people go there to see. I do have a video clip of that; I just haven't figured out how to upload it to my computer.

I don't know when or if I'll see her again, but I think it'd be pretty cool if/when the opportunity arrives.

I don't want to go back to work tonight. The weekends really are never long enough. Even when we have a long weekend. I need a vacation. An actual vacation. One where I take time off from work and take a plane out of here. Stay in a hotel, spend money on souvenirs. Then come back and complain about how my vacation wasn't long enough.

Blah, okay. I think that's it. I can't think of anything else.

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hmm ...
Saturday. 6.13.09 2:46 pm
It's taking a little longer than I expected for my thoughts to organize themselves.

But I am actually going to write something today.

I watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button yesterday. It was a good movie. Some of the parts were playing around with my tear ducts, but not for the reasons you would normally think. It's a story all on it's own that's not fit for this entry.

I've got some plans for tonight. Those should be fun. I'll write about them tomorrow, depending on how it goes.

I really feel like baking something. Like a cake or a batch of cookies or something, but I don't have any of the ingredients I need. And I'm way too broke to go to the store to even buy the "just add water" cookie stuff. Oh well.

I might take a nap. I slept decently last night, but I'm still tired. I guess that feeling won't ever go away.

The mailman that brings the mail here likes to talk. I'm not a big talker when I'm tired. Hell, I'm not really a big talker when I'm not tired, but even less so when I am tired. He stopped me today to have a quick chat. To him it probably felt like an easy enough conversation. To me it felt like I was being polite by making small talk. Either way. I want to go check my mail, but I don't know how long I should wait until I think he's gone. It sounds rude, but I don't really want to talk. I just want to check my mail and come back inside. I guess I'll wait till 4. Then I know for sure that he'll be gone. It shouldn't take him more than two hours to deliver mail in an apartment complex.

I really should start actually trying to find a second job. I need the extra cash. At least for a little bit. Long enough to get caught up and get money saved up. It would be nice to have some luxury cash.

Alrighty, I'm done. The random thoughts aren't making sense anymore.

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Wednesday. 6.10.09 11:57 am
I want to write an entry, but I don't know what exactly I want to include in it yet. So this is going to save it's place ... until I get my thoughts in order ... which could take a while.

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