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you can check out these sites: vids & games my myspace page games to play if you're really that bored my facebook profile Foamy! Adrey's music page that's about it for now. I'll be adding more links later How well do you think you know me? My Love... The Colors of the Rainbow {© 2004}
Red is the color of blood That flows from my neck Orange is the color of fire That melts away my flesh Yellow is the color of bees That sting and send poison through my veins Green is the color of sickness That rests in my stomach Blue is the color of pain and sorrow That has caused me to do this Purple is the color of the flower That lies on my grave And black is the color of death That has slowly crept upon me Monkey's poem {© 2004}
And now you come to join the wonders of my life. So welcome, welcome all. Enter that which is my hell. That which is my life still unlived. Welcome to this the pain that keeps me alive. Welcome to my broken heart, a result of many relationships passed. And to this curse, I am forced to live. To my loneliness which has come from being forced to go. Welcome to this ... as I leave. Welcome now, to my suicide. Life and Love {© 2004}
Life and love alike are similar to flowers. Like a rose. Flowers are born, they bloom, they wilt and they die. That's exactly how life and love work. They are born, bloom, wilt and die and in that time frame we go through so much shit, a herd of cattle could not match it. Love/Hate {© 2004}
There is a very thin line between love and hate. You don't realize just how thin that line is until you are standing over it; half of you on the side of love and the other half on the side of hate. It is a really confusing time and it's not easy to deal with. All you can do is hope that the time passes quickly. | Sunday, April 1st Sunday. 4.1.07 8:00 pm Today started out pretty good. I woke up an hour earlier than I would normally have, but it gave me about an hour on the comp before I had to leave for work. When I got to work, I didn't have to turn any of the lights or anything on {seeing as how Erin had done that in the hour and a half she was there while the hoods were being cleaned} so I got started on prep. She even provided us with a prep list so that we'd know what we had to do. It was a decent length, nothing to difficult though. But at noon, when the store opened and my last employee was supposed to arrive, she didn't show. I tried calling her on both numbers, leaving messages on both, but no answer. I tried calling a couple other people who could have come in to work, but no one was available. That's when I knew that today was going to be a long day. We were a person short today and this person happened to be my delivery driver. I don't have a car so I couldn't take over. Tiffany was the only one with a car, but she's not old enough to deliver pizzas yet, so what I had to do was have Nic borrow Tiff's car so that we could take delivery orders. It sounds confusing, but it really wasn't. Luckily it wasn't terribly busy during the day shift so it worked out only having three of us there instead of four. We had to keep switching around every time Nic got a delivery. Tiff went into pizza {cuz I was manager and didn't feel like tossing pizza} and I was in the kitchen and at the register and checking the dining room and doing the dishes and answering the phones. When Nic wasn't delivering he was in pizza, Tiff was in kitchen and I was doing everything else. Oh yeah, add prepping food to that list of stuff I had to do. When the night shift came along, only one person was actually on time. Then I found out that the pizza closer couldn't come in {he had to go to Phoenix for some reason} so he had Tori come in for a couple hours and he was going to pay Nic for staying and closing. Nic opened and now he has to close. I hated doing that so I know how he feels. Finally, everyone from the night shift showed up and I was able to leave shortly after 7. Needless to say, today was a very long day. I texted Stuart today, but when he didn't answer {he hadn't answered my last few texts either} I called him to see why. I wasn't going to actually ask him 'why haven't you answered my texts?' I was just gonna say hi and see how he was doing and what he was up to; just casual. But when I called his phone wasn't on. Legitimate reason for not answering me. I still kinda wish I could talk to him though. I wonder why his phone isn't on. Whatever. Maybe tomorrow it'll be back on. I'm watching Pirates of the Caribbean right now. Its about the only thing on that I'm interested in watching. I have to work tomorrow and then I finally have a day off to relax. Till tomorrow. . . Comment! (9) | Recommend! Working on my day off Saturday. 3.31.07 11:08 pm I had to work again when it would normally be my day off and this time I had to close instead of open. It wasn't very busy. Theresa left early so that she could spend time with her mom before she leaves tomorrow. I had 4 people ask me more than once each if I needed help. After finally getting them together and letting them know I'd be fine, they left me alone. The only time I needed help was when I ran out of salad lettuce. Other than that I was fine. I haven't talked to Stuart in a couple days and I'm not as bothered as I thought I would have been. This is a good thing though; that I'm not bothered. I would like to talk to him on a somewhat regular basis, but I understand if I can't. I'd be even better if I could see him on a regular basis as well, but hey. *shrugs* Now that its getting hot out again, I want to buy more shirts that are going to show off my tattoo. Right now I only have two and I can't wear them more than once a week cuz that'd be weird. But I don't have the money to buy any more clothes right now so its gonna hafta wait. I don't really know what else to say. Its 18 after 11 and I need to be going to bed soon since I have to work tomorrow morning. So I guess this is the end of the entry. Comment! (4) | Recommend! Blah Friday. 3.30.07 10:23 pm Apparently NuTang has been hacked into again and the invasion of the MJ avatars has begun. This time its not as bad cuz not all the avatars have been defaulted back to MJ. Oh well. Hopefully Dave can do something to fix it again and to get rid of the person responsible for it. Today wasn't as bad as yesterday. I don't have to worry about being at work Sunday morning at 8:00am. Erin offered to go in and sit there for a couple hours while the hoods are being cleaned. I appreciate her doing that so that I might be able to get at least some sleep. I was kinda hoping to see Stuart tonight, but he's not responding to my texts and since its 10:30pm, its a little late so I'm not gonna bother him now. Oh well. I'm tired and my brain isn't wanting to seperate out the thoughts flying through it well enough for me to write them down. Maybe tomorrow I'll have something to talk about. Comment! (9) | Recommend! Its official, I hate my job Thursday. 3.29.07 11:24 pm I know that I'm always complaining about my job, and this entry is going to be no different. I was actually in a pretty good mood up until I got to work. Almost immediately, my mood was shot. Nothing happened, but just the fact that I was there made me pissed off. I didn't get really pissed off until I saw the schedule. I'm working 6 days again this week. Only this time I have to close Saturday and then open Sunday. But this isn't just any open, no; I have to be there at fuckin 8:00am! That's a good 2 1/2 hours before I normally have to be there all cuz some people need to come clean stuff. I'm not very happy right now. I fucking hate my job and I seriously cannot wait until the day I turn in my 2 week notice. I really wish I could find another job now and be able to quit where I'm at, but there's almost no point cuz I'll be quitting in 3 months anyway. I have so much shit to do tomorrow. I need sleep, but since I just got out of the shower it'll be at least an hour or so before my hair is even close to being dry enough to lay on without it being too uncomfortable. Whatver. Sorry about the rant. The good mood I was in earlier today is gone. Even with Stuart text messaging me earlier, I'm still not happy. Oh well. Comment! (2) | Recommend! Yay! I'm happy right now Thursday. 3.29.07 2:04 pm I got my new phone! Its all black except the motorola symbol, which is silver. I have to re-enter all the phone numbers into my phone cuz I didn't save them from my other phone before it broke. I'm pretty much starting over, except that my number is the same. Oh well. I'm not sure if I mentioned this before, but a couple weeks ago I lost another ball from one of my earrings. Only this one was from the 12s that I have and those are the only 12s that I have so I couldn't just put on another ball without it looking weird. I ended up putting a ball from one of the 14s that I have so that the earring wouldn't fall out, but since the 14s are smaller than the 12s it looked a little weird. Well, I found the ball today! It was on my bathroom floor under the bath mat. So far today is looking to be a good day. I'm in a pretty good mood right now, even with the knowledge that I have to work tonight. I have my new phone, and I found the ball for my earring. Oh, I know that none of you really know me, but you can take my test/quiz thing just for fun. Most of the answers I've mentioned at one point or another on here so if you read my blog and remember well enough, it shouldn't be too hard. Have at it and see how well ya do! Comment! (4) | Recommend! *sigh* Wednesday. 3.28.07 7:28 pm Today was a long day only cuz I had cramps for a majority of the day. It was slow, thank the Lord, and there wasn't a whole ton of prep to do. At around 4:00pm, my energy level just dropped. I could have fallen alseep standing up. Oh well. I'm home now and I'm sitting so I don't hurt as much. I should be getting my new phone at some point tomorrow. Hopefully. And hopefully it'll arrive early enough for me to be able to play around with it before I have to work. But that's if it even comes tomorrow. On May 5th, the radio station is having its annual KFMA Day. This year I really want to try to go. Its only $30. So far the bands that they've announced are: The Used, Sum 41, Chris Cornell, Chevelle, The Bravery, Silversun Pickups and Authority Zero. I've wanted to go to KFMA Day the last two years and this year I might actually be able to go. I have to call Katie and see if she's up to going. It'd be the last concert I go to in Tucson and I'd like it to be a good one. This Sunday I'm opening manager instead of closing manager, but I have to be there at frickin 8:00am. Normally I don't have to be there till 10:30am, but there's a cleaning crew coming to power clean our hoods {its like the fan thing above your oven to keep it from getting too hot, only these are much, much bigger} So I have to be there 2 1/2 hours early just to sit and do nothing while they clean them. I better be getting paid for it. I might be going to bed early tonight ... err, earlier than 1:00am cuz I'm so tired right now. Its too early to go to bed now and besides, I haven't eaten anything yet. But my energy hasn't come back. I don't think it'll come back until tomorrow when I have to work. Or when I get my phone. That might bring some energy back into me. No, that'll just bring excitement, but I guess I need energy to be excited. Ha, up at work earlier I got a papercut from a cardboard box, then later forgot about it and being the smart person that I am, I put my hand {cut finger included} into a thing of jalapeno juice. It hurt just a bit. Kinda funny though cuz we've all done it at some point. Alright, I guess I'm out of stuff to say. I'll write again whenever. Comment! (0) | Recommend! 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