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Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
Sunday. 7.9.06 1:08 am
OMG!!! I went and saw Pirates today and it was awsome!! Like there's no word to describe the movie. It was hilarious and it had more action than the first one. I wish I could go see it again. I want to go see it again. I don't care if I'm by myself I just want to see it again. Even though it just came out in theaters yesterday I seriously can't wait for it to come out on DVD. I'll be buying it first thing. I don't even care if I have to put it on my credit card. I'll do it as long as I get that movie. Katie is the one I went and saw it with. We went up to the Foothills Mall. Which is like a 45 minute drive from my place, but I also wanted to go to Northside. We did that too. We were gonna go see the 11:00 showing of Pirates but all the shows were sold out up until 4:00. So thats the one that we saw. But since we were there that early and, let me just tell you how much that mall sucks. They don't even have a Hot Topic or a Spencer's!! We weren't gonna wander around a mall that didn't have anything to do in, so we went to the Northside for lunch. It was good. I ate all of my half of the pizza. I was just a little hungry. Dana was there just like I had hoped. He came out and sat with us for a little bit. He talked with me and Katie. There was this other guy there, James, and he was really cute. I told Dana that I like him, which I mean I knew he knew I just wanted him to hear it from me I guess. Anywho, I was really happy about seeing him. Joey called at one point and Dana told Joey that I was there. So I know that I'm gonna get crap on Monday. Oh well. Its to be expected. Dana said that'd he'd try and make it down here at some point this week. I'm not sure if its gonna actually happen. I can hope though. That'd be nice. Alright I have nothing else really to say. Just that I finally got to go to Northside, I saw Dana and I saw Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest. I'll write later.

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a different Friday
Friday. 7.7.06 11:04 pm
Today was different because it was not as busy as a normal Friday. I also had help in the kitchen with prep. It was nice to have the extra help. So I've still been thinking about Joey. I have no idea why now. I got what I wanted. But he's still there. He's still on my mind. Dana really isn't on my mind anymore, but he still pops up every now and then. At least David isn't on my mind anymore. That's a good thing. I don't think about him or what it would be like to get a second chance with him. I saw Steve tonight. I kinda didn't want to. I know what he wants. He wants to sleep with me. Just like another specific person. I don't want to though. And I know that I have to tell them both. But I'm not sure exactly how or when would be the best time. Oh well. I'm pretty sure that I'll figure out a way. I kinda want to know why Joey won't leave my mind. And its not even in the same way as before. I'm not crushing on him. That's done and over with. I just want ... nvm. I'll write about that on my other name. I just hope that it doesn't take as long to get Joey off my mind as it did to get David off my mind. I don't want to be thinking about him for a year or so afterwards. But at the rate things are going its gonna soon be a year. I started liking him around my b-day, which is only 3 months away. Alright I'm watching TV right now so I'll write later on.

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Another day
Thursday. 7.6.06 9:50 pm
Well today was a decent day. I woke up in a decent mood. However as the day progressed my mood went to just simply blah. I'm not really sure for what reason. I don't even really know why I was in a decent mood this morning. Probably cuz of the things on my mind. And when my mood changed it was probably cuz whatever had been on my mind was no longer on it. Whatever. It doesn't really matter. Well it stormed really hard for about a half an hour last night. I was still at work and it just came out of nowhere. I wasn't clocked in anymore; I had gone outside to see if I could help Joey out on the patio again. While I was out there it started to rain slow at first and then out of nowhere, boom! I was suddenly extrememly windy and raining so hard that you couldn't see very far. And within a half hour it was gone. It was like a lake in the parking lot. There was a lot of water. So anywho, after that Joey gave me a ride home again. I gave in to him. And now that I've had my fix I don't think its gonna happen again. Anywho, I was talking to Thomas yesterday and I really liked it. I'm just gonna try and keep from getting into him like I did Chris. I don't want to get bothered by him if some shit goes down. I still want to see him. Just like Chris. Alright I have no clue what else to write. I'll write later.

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Rain
Wednesday. 7.5.06 2:16 am
Its raining!!!! And the fact that its at night makes the lightning so much more obvious. Now, there's not a lot of lightning but its still there. As long as it stops raining long enough in the morning so that I can get to work without being rained on. Then it can pour all it wants. Hell it can even knock the power out while I'm at work. That would be awsome!! Not being able to do anything cuz nothing is working. Alright that's all I wanted to write. I have to work in the morning so I need to be getting some sleep. I'll write probably tomorrow.

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Monday. 7.3.06 11:21 pm
Today was busier than a normal Monday. Of course its also a holiday weekend so that probably accounted for most of the business. So I had to open today. I was there at 9:30. And I was able to get most of prep done, but since we were as busy as we were I had to do more prep later in the afternoon. I was on the clock until about 6:30. Joey came by around 5, 5:30 to work out on the patio. When I was done doing my work, I clocked out and went outside to see if I could help in any way. I ended up helping him outside until just past 8. He gave me a ride home around 9 as a 'thanks for helping'. He had to go and do it though. He had to wear the thing that make me interested in him in the first place. It sorta distracted me. I'm glad that I wasn't working for too long after he got there. I'm so tired. I don't have to open tomorrow but I do have to be there in the morning. I have no clue what else to say cuz I basically already summed it up. I'll write again probably tomorrow.

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Sunday
Sunday. 7.2.06 11:09 pm
I'm watching Mulan right now, but since I've seen it so many damn times I can write and watch it at the same time and not have it matter. Today I'm actually glad that I went in to work cuz it was busy and I ended up getting a few hours that I wasn't planning on getting. This also means that I will be able to go home early on Thursday. I just have to get prep done. Well maybe I can go home early on Wednesday like I planned originally and this way I'll have more time to finish shit on Thursday. Anywho I was thinking about Joey this morning. I was also thinking about Dana. I don't know why. They were just both on my mind. I wonder when the next time I'll see Dana is. I hope its soon. But I doubt it. I have to call Katie and make sure that she'll be able to hang out this weekend. And I have to see about going up to the Tucson Mall. I just know that I have to think of something to get her to go up there. Maybe if I fill her tank. Maybe that would get her to agree to go up there. And if we're gonna be going out early like she wants to there shouldn't be too much of a problem. Ugh. Why dod I have to like someone that I can't have. Just like David .. well sorta. I liked David in a different way since there had been something there. With Dana there's nothing. It'd be nice to start something that could go somewhere, but how is beyond me. I know that I keep writing the same shit over and over again only in different ways but its what's on my mind. Grrr. Why do I have to be so much younger than him? Or why does he have to be so much older than me? Why does he have to live so damn far away? And why is there no way to contact him aside from going to his job? Why? That's one of the biggest questions ever. You can ask that question to anything at all and almost never get a reasonable answer. Alright I have no idea what else to write except that I want Dana. That's it. So I'm done now.

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