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holy wow I'm tired
Sunday. 4.27.08 12:27 pm
Alright, let's see. I've been up since 9:30am yesterday morning. I went over to Jake's yesterday afternoon, had a fun day and came home at 1am. I had to be at work at 3am.

I worked my scheduled shift and was asked to stay an hour later. So I did.

If I had come home at 10am, like planned, I would have layed down. But since I didn't get home until 11:30am, I just took a shower instead.

I felt so incredibly tired for the whole first half of my shift. I had a taquito for "lunch" {which was at 7am} and about half an hour later, I started to feel a little more awake.

I'm not sure if it was the food that was waking me up or if it was the fact that I was just waking up on my own or if I was simply so beyond tired that I didn't feel it anymore. Either way, I was more awake than I had been the whole first part of my shift.

I've showered and am now sitting in front of the comp. Oddly enough, I'm not feeling tired yet. At least I'm not having trouble keeping my eyes open. Something that usually happens even if I have a ton of energy when I get home; once I've sat down, my energy level just drops to nothing. I'm just waiting for it.

So bascially I've been up for 27 hours straight. I took about a half hour nap at Jake's and a half hour nap here yesterday, but I don't count that as sleeping.

I'll most likely just collapse tonight {since I've got plans for the remainder of the day.}

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broke to the nth degree
Friday. 4.25.08 5:54 pm
Alright, I've had my shower and I am sitting here with my turkey & swiss on 12 grain bread w/light mayo. It's yummy.

Last night was very, very nice. Jake stayed over again. I'm getting used to him sleeping here, which is a good and bad thing all at the same time. Good because it means I'm actually sleeping through most of the night instead of waking every couple hours. Bad because it means on nights I sleep alone, my bed will feel empty. I'm fine sleeping either way, but I prefer if he's next to me.

Anywho, the first payment towards my gym membership is being taken out of the bank tomorrow. I'm already broke. This won't help. It probably wouldn't affect me as much ... if I were actually still using the membership. I need to get the right clothes so that I can go. I need regular clothes too.

Yesterday Yvonne treated me to lunch again. This time we went to Ruby Tuesday. I got the buffalo chicken burger and she got the avacado turkey burger. I enjoyed my sandwich, but she let me try a piece of hers ... and I fell in love. That's what I'm getting the next time I go.

It was nice just sitting there talking about random things. We have a lot of views in common {considering the age difference; she's twice my age} and we can understand one another so it makes for some interesting conversations.

Other than that there's not really a whole lot that's been going on in the last few days. Just the normal stuff.

There has been a lot on my mind lately, though. It's not really helping my headaches. Oh well. I shall write again hopefully tomorrow, but if not then definitely on Sunday.

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continuing the irratic blog (edit)
Thursday. 4.24.08 5:12 pm
Blah! I remember the days where I would blog every single day. I don't seem to be able to do that anymore.

I still try though.

Yesterday was a good day. I didn't have to work, I got to sleep in {even though I didn't; my dream wouldn't allow me to} and I got to spend the whole day with Jake, including last night.

I decided that I wanted to go swimming yesterday, but I was only in the pool for about 10 minutes before it just became too cold to stand it anymore. So Jake and I hung out in the hot tub for about half an hour.

I got some sun, but not really enough to make too much of a color difference on my skin. Oh well.

The only problem with him staying last night was that I had to be at work this morning. It was still nice waking up to see him still next to me, though.

He'll be staying the night again tonight, but this time neither of us has to be up at any specific time tomorrow. I have to pick up my check and cash it, he has to be at work at 4pm and I have to chauffeur, but other than that, nothing specific.

I'll be spending the day with him on Saturday too. I would have been staying the night, but I have to work on Sunday so it's kind of out of the question. Meh.

Anywho, that's what's been going on in the life of me. Nothing terribly exciting, but still worth blogging about. I shall do my best to write tomorrow.

BTW, I'm not even close to being popular anymore. I think I was spoiled by seeing my name up there for the last few weeks.

{EDIT} Last night, we also stopped by In'N'Out before we came back to my place. I had me a Double-Double with everything on it. Pure deliciousness. If you haven't had one, get one.

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argh! the aggrivation
Tuesday. 4.22.08 12:00 pm
I hate truck day. Have I ever said that? Well, if I have, I'm sayin' it again. I. Hate. Truck day. With a passion.

Today just wasn't a good day. I'm not sure what made it a not-so-good day, but that's the attitude I woke up with.

Anywho, I got called in to work yesterday for a couple hours because they were extremely short handed. I couldn't even wear my uniform because I was in the middle of doing laundry when they called. I might have been tempted to say no, but Cindy had already called me twice earlier and she sounded a little desperate. So I looked to see if I had at least something decent to throw on and she came to pick me up.

It wasn't terribly busy until about an hour before I was supposed to be leaving. That's when everyone decided to check out and return their items at the same time. It got a little crazy, but no customer walked away too pissed off, so I'd say it was alright.

I'm still going to have a pathetic check next week, but there's not much I can do. Except look for another job and with me not sure when I'm moving now, I don't know if that would be a good idea or not. I can't afford to quit here, but I really can't afford to keep working these strictly limited hours. My situation is a little lame at the moment.

I've got plans tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it.

I have to call Yvonne to move up our plans to a later hour on Thursday because I forgot I had to work until 1 that day. I can't change the plans to Friday cuz I won't be able to get the car. There shouldn't be too much of an issue as long as I have the car back in time for ma to pick Steve up.

Alrighty, I'm done for today. I might blog later on another name, but I'm not sure yet. I'm a bit tired, so I might just nap later.

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last night
Monday. 4.21.08 7:08 pm
So Stuart had been in town for the last few days, but only asked if I wanted to hang last night. I told him that I wasn't sure because I couldn't get the car. Part of me was happy about it; the other part was a little bothered. I wanted to see Stuart, but I was okay if I didn't get to see him.

I tell Jake about Stu asking about me going down to the Strip, but how I couldn't go. So Jake askes if I want to, I say yeah, but it's okay if I don't ... and he offered to take me down there. I almost cried. Not because I was happy about being able to see Stuart, but because Jacob was offering to do this for me.

Jake just shrugged it off as "well, I know how it is when you have friends in town that you want to see." I was sooo happy. It made my blackfire blog that much more true.

After a couple hours, I gave up trying to figure out if we were going to meet up. We ended up not seeing him at all. I was quite enjoying my night with Jacob anyway and didn't want to ruin it by seeing Stuart.

Jacob and I parked at MGM Grand and wandered between there, The Excalibur, The Luxor, Mandalay Bay and briefly walked through the New York, New York. Other than the wind that kept picking up, it was a very nice night.

I'm also happy that Jake and I spent last night together, rather than today {like we were supposed to} because yesterday also happened to be our one month. That wasn't the reason we went out, but it was a sweet coinsidence.

Anywho, that was how last night went. I'm looking very forward to the next time I see him.

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rain rain come this way, come again every day
Sunday. 4.20.08 12:40 pm
We've been in a fire hazard warning for the last few days. And something tells me that the white clouds nearly blurring out the mountains, isn't just dust and dirt.

I can't even remember the last time it rained. Maybe two months ago? Three? I don't know. I just know I want it to rain every day. Or even just every other day would be good.

Now, don't get me wrong, I love fire. But I don't love fire that destroys the place I live in, nor do I enjoy it when it's already hot out.

Anywho, I spent the day lounging around the house with Jacob. Neither of us really had the money to go out and there's not much free stuff to do around here.

Last night, however, the two of us and my parents went down to Freemont Street. I had never been and Steve wanted to bring me there. He actually wanted me to drink a football {it's a football shaped plastic bottle, that holds 54oz of whatever alcohol you want and the only way to drink it is with a straw,} but I had to work this morning so I didn't want to be drinking that much. Instead I had a Strawberry Daiquiri. There was hardly any rum in it though. I guess I'll have to ask for a double shot next time.

At one point Jacob gave me his last dollar {of cash that he had on him; he's not that broke} to put in a machine. I hate gambling, but I decided what the hell. The worst thing that happens is I lose his dollar. Having that expectation in mind, I put the dollar in and place my bet. Two spins later, and to my complete surprise, I win $23.50. I cash out and I'd just won us back the money we had spent on drinks and dinner. It was nice to win.

I'm not doing anything today. Probably just sleep. Jake and I are planning on going out tomorrow morning. He wants to take me to a sex shop since I've never been. It'll probably be a little awkward; I always thought the first time I went would be with a girl friend, but this is something he wants to do. I'm thinking about maybe swimming instead. It'll be hot tomorrow and no chance of even a cloud in the sky. Perfect swimming weather.

We'll see what happens.

So that's what's been going on with me. I have read your blogs, but I just don't have enough in me to think of a good comment. My apathetic mood might have something to do with it. I promise, though, I'll make up for it.

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