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Monday. 6.18.07 7:18 pm
I'm so fed up with the bullshit at work. I'm so glad that I only have 2 1/2 weeks left. I'm not going to elaborate right now. I don't feel like getting pissed off or upset. Its sad that I'm not the only one who's fed up either. Over half the employees are sick and tired of the shit that goes on there. Whatever. It'll be over for me soon.

As far as I know, Stuart is still in the hospital. I haven't heard from him yet today. I'm hoping I'll hear something from him and hopefully it'll be good news.

When Katie and I go to the mall on Saturday, I'm going to stop off at Hot Topic or Spencer's and buy a vibrating tongue ring. Its basically just to see what it feels like. It'll probably be weird and not that easy to talk, but whatever. It should be funny.

Uhm, oh! The power went out for about an hour today. It was freaking hot! Without the hoods on to vent out the heat being emitted from the ovens, the heat was just gathering in the restaurant. We ended up locking the doors for a bit. It was so uncomfortable. The power finally came back on, but since we couldn't do anything for an hour, we were behind on prep. Oh well. Whatever I didn't do today, I'll just do tomorrow.

K, I'm done with the entry for today.

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*sigh*
Sunday. 6.17.07 12:40 pm
So, pretty much, I'm over being pissed off. Its a waste of energy. He still had no right to say things that weren't true, but whatever. That's his own business at this point. We were never meant to be together in the first place and if we hadn't broken up then, we would have been breaking up in a couple weeks anyway. Besides, we were just too opposite. We had almost nothing in common. However, some of the things Justin said got me thinking about some of the things I've heard and been told in the past. That's for another blog though. {If you wanna read what I was pissed off at, just scroll down to the previous entry}

Anywho, I was up till 3:30 last night watching Team America: World Police. I haven't seen that movie in a while and it was just as funny as the first bunch of times I watched it.

I was talking to my sister last night via myspace. She's sick of the shit that goes on at home. I told her that once I get my own place, she can stay whenever she wants; within reason of course.

There's like, nothing on TV right now. Well, there might be now, but I don't want to get involved in anything since I have to get ready for work here shortly.

Uhm ... I need to call the cable company and schedule to have them shut it off on the 15th of July. I'll still be able to get online since I have a laptop with a wireless card in it, but the signal will suck at certain points until I can get a wireless router. I also need to go Blockbuster online and change my shipping address to my mom's house. I also have to go to the post office and fill out a change of address form.

I'm getting my hair cut in two weeks {after I get paid again.} I'm going to the movies next Saturday with Katie. We're going to see Evan Almighty. I'm still wanting to get a tattoo before I move, but I'm not sure about the money at this point. Maybe, if I have the money, that's what I can do the last day before I leave. Who knows.

Oh, and Stuart is in the hospital. At least, last night he was. He had to get cat scans. A few days ago he fractured his jaw while playing hockey and ignored it for a couple days. The swelling got so bad, though, that he couldn't open his mouth at all and when he went to the doctor, they said that, due to the swelling, he's suffered severe bruising that might have caused damage to his brain. That really sucks. I hope he's okay. I'm sure he will be eventually, but I still hope that he gets better soon. I also hope that I get to see him before I move. I haven't seen him in a bit and I kinda miss him. Although the reason I haven't seen him is legit, I still miss him.

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a note to His Assholiness
Sunday. 6.17.07 12:02 am
Sooo, I was just browsing myspace and I came across Justin's blog. He just wrote up a new one and included a bunch of unnecessary bullshit in it about me.

~~I just recently broke up with my Girlfriend i guess you could call her. i was really getting tired of her. She was starting to annoy the hell out of me. Anytime we went anywhere she would immediatley start bitching about the country music i had playin. My car = My radio = My music. she changed it a couple of times. she actually changed it when Rodeo by Garth brooks was playing. One of my favorite songs of all time and she fuckin changed it. We couldn't have a conversation for 2 flipin minutes with out her bringing up her job. Constantly complaining about how much she hated it, but yet she couldnt stop talking about it. Doesnt make sense to me. then like a week or so ago, i went to California with some old college buddies for a weekend. I told her I was going twice in 1 week. not like it was any of her damn buisness anyways. When i got back i went to see her at her job and when i told her when i got back she said it wouldve been nice if i told her i was going to cali . which i replied " i told you twice the week before i left" then she said i didnt tell her anything. which pissed me off. she basically called me a liar. i mean, im not her husband, im not her dog, and im not her bitch. Ill go where i want, when i want,ill do what i want, how i want to do it, and who i want. so now im single again.~~

First off, Asshole, I never not once ever changed the fucking station in your truck! I totally respect the 'your car, your music choice' thing. And I even fucking told you that I was getting used to the country music. I still didn't like it and I probably never will, but I would tolerate it for your fucking sake. You're the one who changed the goddamn station. You didn't have to, but ya did. Don't blame that shit on me. Second, if me talking about my job bothered you, why the fuck didn't you say something? I would have stopped.

Don't make up shit that ain't true. I admit, maybe I overreacted when you came back from Cali, but you don't have to be an asshole about it. I even appologized for that shit. What you said was completely unnecessary.

And I hope he fucking reads this shit.

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another boring day
Saturday. 6.16.07 7:55 pm
I can understand that I'm not meant to be with anyone here in Tucson, since I'm moving, but I didn't think that I'd be alone for the last month of my time here.

I've been watching these movies all day where the ending is the exact same: the guy gets the girl/the girl gets the guy. I'm not doing it on purpose, but its making me feel even more alone than I actually am.

Maybe that's why I move so much. I can start fresh in a new place. But then again, I don't have what some of my friends have: friends that they've known since they were young. Friends they've had most of their lives and know everything about each other. They can read one another's minds without even having to be in the same room. I wish I had that, but I know at this point I can't. I can only start out fresh.

Its 8pm on a Saturday and I'm sitting in my apartment alone with no one to even call or text and absolutely no hope of having company. Whatever.

Its so hot outside. That's one of the few things I'm not looking forward to about moving. When I leave, the temperatures during the day will be between 110 and 115. Not fun when moving heavy furnature down three flights of stairs. At least I don't have a whole lot of heavy stuff to move.

Hmm. I have a lot of stuff on my mind right now; I'm having trouble sorting it out.

Oh! Haha, funny story. Yesterday Liz {one of the owners of the restaurant I work at} was in the office using a stapler. At one point she started cussing at the stapler. She then proceeded to come out of the office and say, "I'm about to kill someone because of a fucking stapler!"

What happened was that she was having trouble with both of the staplers we have in the office. The small one {its a regular size} for just stapling anything. And the big one for stapling thicker stacks of paper {10- 50 sheets of paper}. She was in a rush to leave so she didn't have time to fix the staplers. As she was leaving, she said that she wanted both staplers fixed before the next time she came by.

So last night after my shift, I stayed for a bit {I have no life and I didn't want to go home right away} and decided to work on fixing the staplers. It took me about 45 minutes to fix the small stapler. There were two tiny pieces of staples stuck in the sides, preventing the stapler from working properly. After I fixed the small one, I moved on to the big one. This is where its funny.

The problem with the big stapler ... it was out of staples.

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Fortune cookie
Friday. 6.15.07 8:56 pm
Work was slow the first part of the day. Stuff got done in a timely fashion. It was so hot, though. The heat outside was not helping the heat inside. Working around three 500 degree ovens and two 350 degree fryers makes it a tad on the hot side.

Anywho I was in the mood for Chinese food so I had Steve go to the Chinese place right around the corner to get me some food. I got veggie eggrolls and some chicken fried rice. I ate the eggrolls, but I barely touched the rice. I was just too full from the eggrolls. I put the rice in the walk-in so that I can eat it on Sunday or Monday.

Of course, the meal came with a couple fortune cookies. I love those things. They're just delicious. Inside, my two fortunes actually sort of went together. I'm not sure if it was done purposely {which I highly doubt since its just a random draw} or if it was crazy weird coinsidence. The first one I opened said, "Beautiful things await you." And the other one said, "You will receive an unexpected gift from an acquaintance." I don't actually believe in them, but its fun to pretend. So, I wonder what's in store for me. . .

I'm watching Brian Regan: Standing Up on Comedy Central right now. Its about the only thing on. Later on tonight in the Secret Stash, Team America: World Police will be airing. I haven't seen that movie in quite some time. Its hilarious. I think I might need to buy it.

I have no idea what else to say so I'll write again whenever.

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Mmm, tasty!
Thursday. 6.14.07 11:35 am
I finally took care of my hot dog craving. But I have a feeling that three was too much cuz now I'm overly full. But not too full for chocolate! Reese's Big Cups are delicious.

I'm not very happy with the cable company right now cuz they're doing scheduled weekly tests of the emergency alert system. It keeps interupting a Scrubs episode that I actually haven't seen. Its annoying me. I guess I can watch it online, but its not the same. And I have to actually search for the episode. Oh well.

Today is payday. I get to flirt with the guys at the bank. They keep bugging me to give them a free pizza and I thought of a bribe. I doubt very much if the one guy will go for it, but its worth a try. I want to go out to the movies and I want this one guy to take me. If he does, I'll get them a free pizza. If not then oh well. It can't hurt to try right?

I have one month left in Tucson. I have 3 weeks left at my job. I'm getting a little nervous about getting everything done accordingly when I get out there. It won't be a vacation. It will be my life. I'm sure everything will work out, but I'm still a little nervous.

I had a dream about David last night. I don't really remember where we were or what happened, but I remember that it ended with us kissing. Its unfortunate that the dream felt real. I only wish it would become a reality.

That's it for now. I can't think of anything else to say.

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