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Saturday. 1.23.10 3:39 am
There's a certain thrill about getting your car up to 101mph.

In the dark.

In the rain.

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fairly decent
Thursday. 1.21.10 7:23 pm
This week has been a fairly good week. It started out slow, but the rain on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday ...

The fact that it's been raining off and on {moreso on than off} this whole week has made me happy. It's kept me in a pretty decent mood for the whole week.

It's a shame it has to end tomorrow. Who knows when we'll get rain again after this. And I doubt very much that the next time it rains here it won't be for a solid, straight week.

Anywho, I need to get some sleep for work tomorrow. I'm glad it's Friday. I'm sad the rain is ending. Hope all is well with the other NuTangers!

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rant about work {message for password}
Wednesday. 1.20.10 2:12 am
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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tired. just tired
Monday. 1.18.10 6:21 pm
I'm tired of living here. I'm tired of my job.

I have my good days, but once again they seem to be few and far between.

I'm enjoying the rain and the cold and the complete lack of sun. But that can only make me so happy when I'm trapped in an environment that is normally barren and dry.

I'm tired of not knowing who I am or what I want to do with my life.

I'm just tired of it all.

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completely unmotivated
Sunday. 1.17.10 10:43 am
I'm lacking in motivation today. I just want to stay in bed the whole day. You know what the only problem I see with this is? I'll have trouble getting to sleep before work tonight. And even that's not a very big problem. I'll just go to work tired and sleep when I get home tomorrow. It's not like I have shit to do anyway.

The mood I'm in today is not a good one. I'm not completely uncaring, but it's pretty damn close.

I see absolutely nothing good that will come from today. I'm broke, bored, alone and frustrated. Not a good combination. Which is probably why I'm completely unmotivated. I feel like if I do go out, it either won't be worth it because nothing interesting or worthwhile will occur. Or something completely fucked up will happen and I'll feel even more like shit afterward.

I'm not happy right now. I'm moody and likely to snap at anything. You know what makes this worse? It's not even a debate whether to turn my phone off to avoid people because no one is going to call me. No one ever calls me. At least not anyone that I'd care to talk to. And when they do call, it's either conversations that last 2 minutes or less or they have nothing good to say.

I've wanted to be reckless over the last few days, but my lack of motivation is even keeping me from wanting to do that. I'm just not seeing the point. I'm giving up. For today at least. The whole day I'm just going to remain in this mood. You know what? Yes, part of me is actually wanting to stay this way today. I'm purposely going to keep my attitude like this.

Fuck the world. At least for today.

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when a baby is born, why do they refer to it as "bouncing?"
Thursday. 1.14.10 6:45 pm
It's just a random thought that popped into my head just now.

Anywho, my sister just had an ultrasound done yesterday and I have a few pictures that I'd like to share. We found out she's having a boy.

You can view the rest in my gallery.

I'm feeling better. Still am kind of sniffling and the cough that comes with it, but other than that, I feel fine.

I wanted to go for a late night drive last weekend, but since I was sick I couldn't. Perhaps this weekend I'll be able to make that late night drive happen.

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