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Saturday. 9.21.13 9:35 pm
I feel like when my manager isn't there, the one that I was crushing on, it's actually easier for me to do my thing. I hate feeling distracted and that's what happens when I know he's there. Also, the supervisors that I wasn't too sure about at first are warming up to me. I'm worried less about certain things than I was before, which is a good thing. It makes it easier to sell items when I'm not stressed about it. I really don't care anymore if I actually sell stuff. If I do, I do. If not, then I'm at least trying. Besides, I only have 2 1/2 more months of this and I can quit. I probably won't, just so that I can get my debt paid off faster, but still. If I need to, I can; just have to wait until the end of December/beginning of January.

Tomorrow starts back up to my daily grind. Hopefully it's an easy day. Sunday usually is so my fingers are crossed. Then Monday is Chili's Big Day with their St. Jude's Childhood Cancer Research night. 100% of their net profits go to St. Jude's for Childhood Cancer Research. This is the first time since I heard about it that I've been able to make it and I'm excited. My friend is coming with me so it'll be even more awesome. I can't wait.

Alright, I'm gonna relax and wind down before calling it a night.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Chill day
Friday. 9.20.13 7:35 pm
I pretty much got everything done today that I wanted, with the exception of the mall trip, which will wait until next payday. I forgot that my cell bill was going to be higher than normal thanks to the activation fee. So the heels {that I decided on} can wait until I get paid again.

A new give/take situation arose this week and I'm going to take the deal. I have two credit cards that went to collections and I'm currently dealing with taking care of one; it'll be easier to do so once my car is paid off and I have that extra money each month, but the other one was just sitting there. I received a thing in the mail earlier in the week giving me some offers and one of them I can actually do. I'd rather pay just one chunk payment, but I don't think my next Sam's paycheck will be enough to cover the whole thing. I'll have to see. If not, then I can take advantage of the two chunk payments over the next month. I'll be about $500 short from what I wanted on my trip, but if I can get some debt taken care of now, that would be fantastic. As is, I only have about 10 car payments left. I'll be even more excited when I can count on one hand how many are {is?} left.

There's a definite chill to the air now. Fall doesn't officially start until Sunday, but a cold front moved in and the highs will be sitting in the 60s for the next week or so. It did get up to 73 today, which is still pretty warm for here, but it's cooled off about 10 degrees in the last couple hours. It rained for a little bit too, which will continue to happen off and on throughout the next week as well. Time to break out my jacket for work.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Advantage taken
Thursday. 9.19.13 7:46 pm
I napped today when I got home from work. I slept for about 3 hours and I woke up feeling pretty good. Despite the fact that I slept away a good chunk of my suddenly free afternoon, that was kind of the plan to begin with when I realized I had a free afternoon. If I get the chance to say something about it to my manager, I will, but if not then oh well. I put in the request for October 19th off so hopefully it gets approved. I'll keep checking once he gets back from his trip.

I've decided that I'm going to be buying a new outfit for an upcoming event. It's a dress and high heels, actual heels, not just a wedge. Unless the wedge is more comfortable. I'll have to go to the store and try them on to decide which would be better. I also have to figure out which dress I want to get. I saw one that I liked in a JCP ad, but I'm not sure if I want it in red. If I could get it in green or blue, that would be better. That'll also be something for me to check out when I get to the mall for the shoes.

Tomorrow is payday {which I didn't even realize until just recently} so I have a handful of errands to run. It shouldn't be too bad since most of the stuff I can actually do at home. I'll probably head out sometime in the early afternoon to get the other stuff taken care of. Hopefully, if I stay up late enough tonight, I can sleep in later than 7 tomorrow morning. If I can sleep until 8, that works for me. For some reason, sleeping in for an hour or two doesn't really feel like sleeping in.

Alright, I am going to enjoy the rest of my evening watching YouTube videos and possibly some Hulu shows.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Calm before the storm
Wednesday. 9.18.13 9:51 pm
I'll have to take full advantage of the fact that I won't be working tomorrow afternoon. I am off Friday, working a full 8 1/2 hours Saturday, off Sunday and Monday, but then I'll be putting in 25 hours next week and 27 hours the week after. So pretty much I'll be working nearly 132 hours over the next two weeks. I'm definitely going to enjoy the three afternoons that I'll have off.

Tonight wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I always like when a specific supervisor closes, regardless of who the manager is. He's been there forever and is just one of the most laid back people. He rarely gets annoyed; I have yet to see it in the almost two months I've been there. He just makes the night go by a lot smoother. So that definitely helped.

I just have to get through my 8 hour, normal, shift tomorrow and I'll get to actually start my weekend on time for the first time since I got this second job. Woot!

Until tomorrow. . .

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Short lived
Tuesday. 9.17.13 10:23 pm
It's obvious he's in to someone else. I had my suspicions, but it was kind of confirmed tonight. I wished him a happy birthday and he didn't even break eye contact with her when he said thanks. It sucks, but it is what it is. I asked for a sign and I sure as hell got one. Now to just back off and hope that he never works the same shift as me. Or just not interact with him the same as I had been. It'll be difficult, as I still think he's attractive and funny, but I'll need to back off if I ever want to gain some kind of sanity over this situation.

I've been there less than two months so it's not like I'm losing a whole lot. This just means that come January, I can quit without feeling so much as even a little remorse. And I'll be leaving with my dignity in tact, not having exposed the fact that I was even in to him. This also means that when I see my friend again, I'll just tell her to pick where she wants to eat lunch since she kind of wins this deal.

My hours for Thursday were cut there so I'll actually have some extra time to myself, which will probably be spent sleeping. I need some time to catch up on sleep anyway. As is, I won't be getting much sleep tonight because I got home late and had to wash my hair so I'll be up until at least midnight. Which will carry over in to me being tired tomorrow and then even more so on Thursday since I'm still working both jobs tomorrow. Ugh. I'm so ready for my weekend.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Throwing in the proverbial towel
Monday. 9.16.13 9:31 pm
I'm giving up, sort of. It's all probably just in my head; perhaps I'm spending too much time thinking about things and playing scenarios through my head that I'm actually discouraging myself, but I feel like I should just go ahead and back off for now. If it means buying lunch for my friend, then so be it. I think it would be cool to go hang out with her outside of her own coffee shop anyway. I will still talk to him if I get the chance, but I'm not going to look for it or expect it. I've decided that if this is going to happen, the opportunity will make itself known.

Today felt like the first day of fall, despite the fact that it's not for another 6 days. It barely made it in to the 70s and it was cloudy, cool and rainy throughout the day. I'm hoping this is a lasting trend; I very much enjoy this kind of weather.

This is going to be short tonight, as I don't have much to actually talk about. I think got out what I wanted to. If not, then there's always tomorrow.

Until then. . .

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