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Sunday. 5.4.08 3:12 pm
Sooo, the weekend didn't go as planned. It started out really well. I surprised Jake up at his work earlier than when I had told him. Even though we didn't meet up with his cousins, we still went out and had a good time. And as I also said, I got to stay at his place.

His throat has been hurting for the past week, but only at night and not too bad. Friday night is when it started to get worse. Then yesterday, it was killing him. As it is today. At least today his skin isn't super sensitive like it was yesterday.

His cousins came down, but one of them ended up with the flu. So Jake and his cousin were both sick. No partying, no drinking, no night out on the town. I'm not sure what his cousin did, but Jake spent most of yesterday and today sleeping while I watched episodes of House and the movie Donnie Darko somewhere in the middle.

Even though we didn't get to spend the weekend doing as planned, I was still happy. For the most part. I was away from my house and I was with Jake. That's what mattered most to me. Having fun and doing all the things we planned would have only made it that much better.

Anywho, I got called in to work tomorrow so I guess it's a good thing I came home today rather than staying one more night. It's one of those "I'd rather not be at home, but I need the money" type of things. I guess you'd call it a catch-22.

Right now I just want Jake to get better. I, of course, want his cousin to feel better also, but Jake's well being is more important to me, for obvious reasons. I just wish there was more that I could do for him than just sit back and wait.

In other news I've lost 6 pounds in the 3 weeks since I last weighed myself. Only this time I didn't starve myself. I didn't do it in the healthiest way, but I have still been eating. I've cut back on my chocolate intake and my fast food intake. I haven't been drinking as much water, but still about 2+ liters a day. If I could lose about 10 more pounds I'll be satisfied, but if I don't gain anything back from where I'm at, that'll be fine with me too.

Alright, I've written quite a bit for someone who really didn't do too much over the weekend so I guess I'll end it here.

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Saturday. 5.3.08 1:14 am
Just got back from seeing Iron Man. Amazing movie. I give it my full recommendation.

I'm also staying the night at Jake's. Something I've been wanting to do for quite a while. I'm not sure why his mom gave in, but I'm happy about it.

I'll be busy the whole weekend so I'm not sure when I'll be writing again. It won't be any later than Monday, though.

And trust me, I'll be writing about the happenings of the weekend.

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mood-altered entry
Thursday. 5.1.08 6:19 pm
Isn't it funny how your mood is what solely affects the contents of a blog? If you're feeling down, angry or apathetic, that's how the blog is going to come off as. If you're happy and energetic, that's how the blog is going to come out as.

See, the reason I bring it up is because I had an entry in mind that I had started formulating at work, but then my mood changed and I forgot what I was going to write. The only thing I remember was the title. Which, if I can think of a good enough entry, might use for a future blog.

Anywho, I still keep getting random pangs in my stomach. Sometimes it's just cramps, other times it feels like I'm going to be sick. Originally I thought it was because I wasn't eating very much, or at all, but it was still happening after I had eaten. Then I thought, maybe it was what I had eaten, but that couldn't be it either; what I had eaten wasn't varied from my usual 'diet.'

It sucks feeling sick to my stomach all of a sudden. It makes eating rather difficult. One minute I'm hungry, the next I feel like puking. It's one of the more annoying ailments to deal with.

I have to feed Lotus. She's getting twitchy.

Blah! I wanted to drink with Jake tonight, but I have to work in the morning and if I go over there, one of us would have to drive me home before morning. As much as I enjoy getting money, I wish I could just say screw it. I've been wanting to drink for the last few days, but because of work, I haven't.

I will be drinking this weekend, though. Even if I have to work Sunday, I will be consuming alcohol. Believe me, I'm looking forward to it.

Alrighty I think that's it for today. I never did write that hand-written entry. Maybe I'll go do that now.

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as the headache continues
Wednesday. 4.30.08 5:36 pm
I've said it before and I'ma say it again. I'm sick of living with my family.

It seems the more invovled I get with Jacob, the less my family and I get along. I can't seem to do right by them anymore.

Take today, for example. I wasn't supposed to work today, but Monica asked me to go in. So I did. It meant not being able to sleep in and spend more time with Jake, but it meant money. Something I am in desperate need of.

So I went in, worked my shift and when I get off, ma was just getting there. I got in the car, she asked when Jake would be coming over and when I told her later tonight, she suddenly got pissed.

Apparently, since I was supposed to be off today, Steve made plans for after work since he would have the car. Well, with me needing a ride home, ma had to take the car. Steve had to cancel his plans.

This was somehow my fault.

Forgive me for taking an extra shift so that I would be able to get an extra $30 on my next paycheck. Forgive me for being a lazy, pain in the ass who would rather go home in a car than walk in the heat. Next time, take the fucking car. I'll find my way home.

*sigh* I have to stop before it turns into more of a rant.

Anywho, the stress is starting to build up. As of late, my headaches are more prominant than usual. I really should get it looked at, but I don't for two reasons. One, I can't afford to go to the doctor {the main reason I haven't gone to any doctor} and two, because honestly, I'm afraid of what kind of diagnosis would be in store for me.

Blah! I'm done writing for today. I'm just not feeling it anymore.

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Tuesday. 4.29.08 1:39 pm
Holy wow I've got quite a bit to do today. Some of it I've already taken care of though. Which is good since the day is already half over.

I only got a couple hours of sleep last night. I was pretty upset and even though I was tired, I just couldn't get comfortable enough to sleep. Eventually I just passed out from emotional exhaustion. I'm doing a little better now. Then again, I'm alone in the house. No family to deal with.

I got to work, had to deal with the annoying truck {which they can never seem to pack properly} and then had to deal with floor work. Not something I was planning on. I was hoping to be back in the warehouse pricing stuff, but Monica had me out working on one of the most annoying pallets. I had to unnest 4 sets of suitcases and put them up on the risers. I definitely got my weight lifting and stair climbing in today.

Then I had to deal with running the register for Monica because we were short handed this morning. I was happier being there than at home, though.

When I got home from work, I had to take ma to her work and then I went over to the store to get a few things. Something for me to eat this afternoon being one of them.

Now what I have to do is clean my room, do the dishes, pick Steve up from work and shower at some point. I also have to call my boss, if she doesn't call me first, to make sure I'm not working tomorrow. She asked me to come in at 4 tomorrow morning, but I'd already made plans for tonight {and actually tomorrow also.} So instead of completely refusing, I told her that I couldn't do 4; that the earliest I could go in was 6. I figured if she did needs me to work, I could postpone the plans for another day. I haven't heard from her yet so I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I still get the day off tomorrow.

Anywho, apparently a fiasco of tornadoes hit the county that my aunt lives in. Tornadoes are not normally in Virginia so it was a little odd hearing about it. My mom used my phone this morning to call her to make sure she was alright and left a message when she got the voicemail. Well, my aunt called back and they're doing just fine. One of the larger tornadoes touched down less than 2 miles from her house, but luckily it steered clear.

Hmm. I had something else to write about, but I forget. Oh well. I shall write again either later or tomorrow.

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holy emo moment batman!
Tuesday. 4.29.08 12:01 am
All I can do is wait for it to pass.

Until then, one can only hope it doesn't worsen.

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