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A really blah day
Monday. 6.12.06 8:48 pm
Today was really blah for me. Like, I wasn't in a good mood, but at the same time I wasn't in a bad mood either. I was just blah. Mostly cuz today was my Dad's b-day and I couldn't exactly celebrate it with him. He would have been 50. The entire month of June isn't exactly a good month for me, although I've gotten more used to it over the years. Its something that will never go away though. Ya know, I've come to the conclusion that I will never fully get over David until one of us quits. Once I'm not interacting with him on a somewhat normal basis, then I would hope that I will get over him. I know I'll never forget him and I don't want to because he's a good person to know, but I just want to stop liking him the way that I do. I came to that conclusion today when Tori told me something and I got that tinge of jealousy. She told me that she helped David move. Which means that they hung out together outside of work and that she knows where he lives. Now I don't care that they hung out, I just wish that it were me. I wish that we could do something like that together and not have it mean anything. But I know its not gonna happen. I mean look how long it took for me to get over him as much as I have. So, I'm just gonna hafta deal with were I'm at now. Anywho, Joey found out today what happens when someone touches the back of my neck, and he decided to fuck with me the rest of the day. Man, I'm so sick of working. I wish that I could get paid to do nothing. Oh, I had another dream about Dane Cook last night. It was similar in the fact that we ran into each other and became a couple, but the events leading up to it were slightly different. Oh well. Its just a dream right? Alright I'm done writing for now, so if I have something to write about, I'll get on later.

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Tourgasm
Monday. 6.12.06 1:11 am
OMG!! I love Tourgasm!! Dane Cook is frickin hilarious. I'm watching it for the second time tonight. And I still can't stop smiling. I love all of them. They're so funny. If you haven't seen it yet then you missed out on the funniest show on TV. Its the best. No doubt what-so-ever. I can't wait till next Sunday for the next episode. Alright I'm done writing. That's all I wanted to write about. I'll write tomorrow.

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Another day
Sunday. 6.11.06 8:41 pm
Today was just another Sunday at work. We got most of the prep done, unlike normal Sundays. Usually we'll get half the prep done and end up having to stay so that we can get it done. Not today though. We got most of it done, the fact that there wasn't much to do kinda helped. Anywho, I really don't want to work tomorrow cuz I don't want to have to work with Joey. I mean he's not that bad with me anymore (at least not at the time being) so I guess its alright. I just don't like working on a day when all the prep has to be done by me without any help. I don't always need the help, but it is appreciated. David is working tomorrow morning so I don't know how its gonna be. When Joey and David are together I can't win. I can usually deal with them when its just one of them, but when they're together I can't normally win. Tori works tomorrow too. I don't have any complaints about that. My only problem is that she likes to toy around with David and Joey doesn't really care. Tourgasm starts tonight. I can't wait for the DVD to come out. All the extras. Man I can't wait. Alright I don't have much else to say for now. If I think of something, I'll come back on and write about it.

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I'm so frickin bored
Saturday. 6.10.06 6:52 pm
I'm so bored right now its not even funny. I know that its my day off and I don't have any plans, but I'm still really bored. I kinda wanna go out somewhere, but I don't know where. Ya know I don't get why people up at work are always in one another's business. I mean yesterday Joe said something to David about me and Tori was in the room. Now that's not the first time Joe has said something like that, but no one else was in the room then. Yesterday however, when Tori heard that she thought it was 'cute'. I don't understand why everyone up at work has this image in their head that me and David should be together. I told him last night that I wuold like to think that it wouldn't be as awkward for us if everyone didn't have that image, but since they do its a little more complicated. Joe said that if David took me to the movies he would pay. I don't know how to convince him that its never gonna happen. As much as I would love for that to happen, I know it never will. But hey I can dream can't I? Anywho, I really don't know what else to say so I'll write later.

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Back in Tucson
Saturday. 6.10.06 12:34 am
Well I have returned to Tucson and to my normal life. I'm back at work (whoopdie fucking doo). Back to the same old shit. Today was a somewhat normal Friday only we were busy as fuck first thing this morning. They called ahead and told us that they would be there, but they didn't place any orders. Now I realize that we told them last time to give us a heads up so that we could be prepared, but I guess we had to specify that next time they were planning on coming in to call ahead with their orders. That's where we get into trouble. We're not prepared for what they want to eat. Sure we can be prepared with the space they need, but if we don't know what they want to eat then we don't know how much extra of certain things to make. After they left though, it pretty much died down. I was able to get most of my prep done; all except the little things. I have a feeling that I'm gonna get written up tomorrow cuz I forgot to look at the desserts again. Anywho, tonight was good. I clocked out at 6 to take a half hour break and I never clocked back in. I ended up talking to Joe for a while. Then David and I talked for like two hours. That was nice. I'm glad that we were able to talk like that. I was able to get some things off my mind that I was afraid to say and even though its been even more confirmed that nothing will ever happen between us, it still felt good to be able to confide in him and for him to do the same with me. I just hope that we can keep it up. Now not all the time, but I want us to be able to talk just whenever. He finally moved out of his parents house and into a house with Jeff. I want to see the new place, but I'm cool if I don't. Ya know even though I don't want a relationship with David, if we were to hang out, one of us would end up doing something that would lead to another night like the one we spent together. Which is probably why we won't ever hang out. There will always be something between us irregardless of the circumstances. Damnit. Some wishes and dreams will never come true. Oh well. Anywho, there's this guy who is working here from the Northside store a couple days a week cuz he needs the hours. His name is Brandon. He's cute, nice and he's only a couple years older than me, but he apparently lives with his girlfriend whom he also works with up at the other store. So he's just cute and nice. Lance is working up there again. Which is cool. Lance is a good kid. Marcus isn't working there anymore because he can't. The cancer just won't go away. It sucks but there's nothing that I can do except pray. I hope that he lives through it and is able to finally fight it off, but only time will tell. Alright I think I've written all I can write for tonight. Besides I'm like out of things to say. If I think of anything I can always come back on and type it up.

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Going home
Saturday. 6.3.06 12:08 pm
Well I leave for Tucson tonight. I'm not looking forwad to going back this time. I know I have to though. I have to cuz, though its not much of one, I have a life there. I don't want to go back to work and I really don't want to go back to walking everywhere. I didn't get my license like I wanted to just cuz it didn't happen. There's a few things that we never got to do mostly cuz I got sick and that set us back a few days. I hate being sick especially when it screws up already made plans. Nothing really interesting happened since I wrote last. I'm just not in the mood right now to be all happy and excited. This sucks. Having to go back. Its almost like the more I come out here the more I don't want to go back. But I know I have to and living here again wouldn't work. At least not living at home. I would have to get my own place out here, find a job and be able to support myself without worry. But that also goes against what I keep telling everyone. That I don't like living in Vegas its just a good place to visit. Oh well. 2 more years and I'll be out of Tucson. Maybe even sooner, but its highly unlikely that I'll be out of there in less than 2 years. I'm supposed to be getting my computer anytime between Tuesday and Friday so by this next weekend I should be able to get onto the internet from home. Damn I don't want to go back. Oh well. I have to do what needs to be done. I'll write when I feel like it again.

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