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Sunday. 2.17.08 8:52 pm
My leg is swollen. The puncture wound that hurts the most is at such an angle I can't really see it, but according to my sister, it's the puncture wound that looks infected. Fuck.

I think I spent too much time walking around earlier today when I should have been resting it. Because now it's swollen more than it was earlier today.

I'm not bleeding anymore, which I would think is good. The only thing I'm concerned about right now is clotting.

If it worsens, I'm not going to be able to avoid the doctor. I can see how this would be worse than the gigantic bruise I had gotten the week after I started working, but then again, if I healed just fine from the bruise, these wounds shouldn't be too big of a deal.

Damnit. I had a whole entry planned out for today, but I can't remember what it was going to be about. Oh well.

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Saturday. 2.16.08 7:20 pm
Earlier today, the cat attacked me. Teeth, claws, full force. No foul though, because he was simply doing what his instinct has him do. I just happened to be in the wrong spot at the wrong time. He was trying to protect his territory from the outdoor cat. There was an outdoor {male} cat sitting outside the back door and since Booffer was unable to get outside to attack the cat, he attacked the closest fleshy thing there was to attack; it just happened to be my leg.

There are total of 12 scratches and 6 puncture wounds spread out between the top of my right foot and lower right leg. And one scratch on the underside of my right pinky finger. I'd take pictures, but I'm too lazy right now and the light isn't good anyway. Two of the puncture wounds are kind of deep and are still bleeding, but I've been keeping pressure on them. Band-aids are out of the question so don't even suggest it.

Anywho ma and Steve will be going out of town again, but this time only overnight. They're leaving tomorrow afternoon and will be back Monday night. Will I be doing anything? Probably not. The only difference between this time than last is if I want to leave the house, I can because I'll have the car. They've rented a car for the trip.

I really don't have a whole lot to say. So I guess that's it for today.

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Friday. 2.15.08 9:34 pm

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

It says that Greed is what will do me in, but the two that are my favorite are also higher up on the list.

I don't know why, but I've been thinking about the Seven Deadly Sins lately. Maybe it's because of the situation I'm in? Though, I doubt it because I've had a fascination with them for a while. I dunno.

Anywho, I went out today, but just to cash my check. I had a friend with me; he asked if I could bring him up to the casino so that he could cash his check. Since I know how it is when you need to get somewhere, but don't have a car, I had no qualms giving him a ride. After we left the casino he came to the bank with me so that I could cash my check and deposit money into my account, then I dropped him off at the bus stop. He had other places he needed to go, but ma needed the car so I had to go home.

I'm off work until Tuesday. I was kind of hoping to go in tomorrow for a couple hours, just to get more, much needed, money, but Cindy hasn't called me yet so I won't be going in.

I'm thinking my next paycheck will be used to go to the eye doctor. We'll have to see how much it is and how much the glasses/contacts/appointment will cost.

Alrighty, I'm done for today. I shall write again whenever.

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v-day b-day
Thursday. 2.14.08 12:23 pm
Today is my youngest cousin's 17th birthday. That's about the only significance the day has to me. Even the V-day candy really has no appeal to me. Easter candy is better. But that's another holiday that I don't really care for.

Anywho work was decent. I was able to keep busy and I was okay until I had to stock the Easter candy. I got really sick of looking at jelly beans, really fast.

I'll be going out later with ma to play bingo. Something we haven't done since ... just after my birthday, actually. We get a free t-shirt for just showing up {with the invitation, that is} and we have a chance at winning a million dollars. I'd be happy with $1000. Hell, I'd be happy with $100 at this point. We'll have to see what happens.

I'll be going out tomorrow to get my check and cash it. I really should give Monica my direct deposit paperwork, but I keep forgetting. One of these days I'll remember. Hopefully.

I'm kinda tired so I think I might lay down for a little bit. I'll write again whenever.

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Wednesday. 2.13.08 7:56 pm
By the time I got home after work today, I was ready to just pass out. Which is exactly what I did. I took my hair down, changed into pajamas, pulled the blanket over my head and passed out. I only woke up once because of a stupid wrong number, but I was almost immediately out again after I hung up.

Today started out alright, but after "lunch" {which was at 4am} it started to go downhill. The pallets we were working on just started to become nasty. Stuff was stacked precariously and the styrofoam ... oh god, the styrofoam. It was everywhere. I had styrofoam beads on my clothes, in my hair, on my face, everywhere. It was crazy. There were boxes in boxes; it was a big pain in the ass.

I have to be at work tomorrow at 2am. Originally I was going to be there from 6am till 1pm. But since there was shit we needed to do today that didn't get done {for whatever reason} we're going in early tomorrow to get it finished. So once again, I'll be leaving before customers come in to the store.

Once I get home tomorrow, I'll be able to sleep in the next two days because I'm off Friday and Saturday. The only thing I've got going on Friday is that I need to pick up my paycheck. Other than that, no plans.

Anywho, the wind is atrocious right now. The wind is holding steady at around 40mph with gusts upwards of around 60mph. I'm going to have to put gel in my hair before I go to work so that I won't have a crazy amount of knots. I kinda wish it was raining, but with these winds that would mean they'd be like pellets.

Uhm, I think that's it for today. I'm still kinda tired and I'm out of stuff to write about anyway. See? I told you I'd make today's entry less confusing.

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Tuesday. 2.12.08 4:22 pm
Today was quite the day; it was just busy in general. I got to work at 4am, after only getting a little over 3 hours of sleep. It's not my fault; I was watching the Westminster Kennel Club Dog Show. It's something that I watch, almost religiously, every year. I only missed it one year because I had just moved out of my house and I wasn't about to take over the TV for six hours {split up between two days} at someone else's house.

The second night of the Dog Show is on tonight. I planned on watching it regardless of what time I had to work. My original schedule for tomorrow was the same as today: 4am-12noon. About an hour before my shift ended today, Cindy asked if I could make it in at midnight. I didn't have a problem with it because that means even with a full 8 hour shift, I'll be long gone before the store opens to customers.

The problem with it is that I couldn't really sleep when I got home today. So now I'm up, then I'll be eating dinner a little later and after that, the Dog Show. It's not the first time I'll have gone in to work on very little sleep and I'm pretty sure it's also not the last time it'll happen either.

Anywho, I have to be careful now. I've started to give in to the thing I'm trying so hard to resist. But now that it's started and there's really no going back, I need to be very cautious. I can't afford to be caught, for an incredible amount of numerous reasons. And I feel exactly the same way I thought I'd feel if I were to give in; I want it so badly, but I feel guilty because of how much I want it. It's not just me who can keep it from happening, but I'm not adding to the resistance by playing along.

I'm also aware that none of you have any idea what I'm talking about and actually, that's now I want it. I go into the details in a password protected entry on one of my other blogs. Like I said before, if you want the password, please feel free to ask. I'm just doing this in case certain people happen to read my entries {since this is the blog I have linked from other sites.} If any of those certain people were to find out about what was going on, I could be in serious trouble.

Don't worry, what I'm doing isn't illegal. It's just bad. There's really no other way to better describe it. I'm sure there are plenty of words people use to describe the situation and actually, because of the position I'm playing in this particular situation, I'm not the one who would be looked down upon the most.

Haha, now that I've got all of you thoroughly confused, I think I'll end this here. I'll do my best not to make my next entry so confusing.

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