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question for the regulars ...
Tuesday. 7.13.10 7:27 pm
Including this one, I am now up to 908 posts and that's after deleting some a couple years ago.

I've already deleted nearly every post from when I first started this website due to the fact that I was finally ready to completely let go of what my ex had done to me and that's what most of the early/beginning entries were about.

I'm considering deleting some more of them; mostly the posts from '06 and earlier, but I'm not sure if I should delete some of the later ones as well. Most of them aren't bad. Just me bitching about work.

My question to all of you is this: in your opinion how long should I keep up certain posts? How long would you wait before deleting stuff from the past?

It might not happen for a while, but for right now I just want opinions and suggestions on what everyone would do in this current situation.


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strange feeling
Wednesday. 7.7.10 2:26 am
Every time I wash my hands, I walk away feeling as if I'm forgetting to put something back on. Like a ring or bracelet.

It's weird because I don't wear either piece of jewelry, yet every single time I wash my hands, I get that feeling.

I wonder why ...

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burnt to a crisp
Saturday. 7.3.10 4:30 pm
Although today's hike/climb was a definite good one, I am paying the price. I can understand my face and legs being burned like they are because I didn't put any cun block on them. My face I avoided because I don't like the slimey feeling it gives me. And my legs I just didn't think about putting any on. My arms and shoulders, however, should not be burned just as badly, yet they are. I put frickin SPF 50 on my shoulders, chest and arms and they're still burned just as much as the parts that I didn't put anything on. It doesn't make sense. Next time I go out there, I'm either going to have to seriously layer that stuff on or I'm going to have to purchase SPF 100 or something. It's absolutely ridiculous that I'm so white even using decently strong sun block doesn't work.

Needless to say I'll be applying quite a bit of Aloe Vera over the next few days, at least. And I'll be doing my best to avoid the sun and heat unless absolutely necessary.

I also had a little mishap on the side of the mountain today. I guess I got my legs a little too far apart and when I went to move again, I slipped on some loose rocks and fell flat on my stomach. My hand happened to land on a cactus though. Just a small one, but about 10 prickers came out in my hand when I managed to get back up. One particular one went completely through the small web of skin between my middle and ring fingers. It'll probably bruise. You can still see some of the spots where I was punctured. My hand will probably be sore for a couple days, but then I should be fine.

Alrighty, I just wanted to write about the fact that I'm so white SPF 50 doesn't work on my skin. And my falling mishap. I'm not sure when I'll write again. Hopefully soon. Everyone have a safe Fourth of July!!!

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with me ... without me
Sunday. 6.27.10 5:25 pm
Knight and Day was a funny movie. So was Grown Ups. Over all it was a good weekend. I'm definitely not looking forward to having to go back to work, though. But it's necessary.

This weekend consisted of hanging out, watching shows on Hulu, going to see Knight and Day and Grown Ups, watching the movie The Road, getting my car washed and hiking. I got some much needed sleep. His bed really is more comfortable than the futon mattress I have on the floor. It has springs in it so at least it's more like a normal mattress than just the foam pad that usually comes with futons, but still. He has an actual bed.

Next weekend will be even nicer. I've got Monday off so it'll be a three day weekend. I plan on spending Friday, Saturday and Sunday night over at his house. I might or might not come back home. If I do come back home it'll be Sunday while he's at work so that I can get laundry done. This way I won't have to worry about it Monday. But who knows. That's still a whole week away.

I still have yet to break in my bathing suit... the one that I bought months ago. This coming weekend, though, it will be used. Whether to go swimming or to just sit in the hot tub, it will be used.

Anywho, I just wanted to give a quick update. Until next time ...

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first time ...
Monday. 6.21.10 6:12 pm
Disclaimer: This entry will be about woman stuff. It's not bad or anything, but you can't say I didn't warn you.

I went to the gynecologist for the first time today. Technically I should have gone and seen one at least a few years ago, but I never had insurance or money. They say you're supposed to see one within three years of becoming sexually active or when you turn 21, whichever comes first. Well, I just kept putting it off.

It was definitely a different experience. Nothing bad. Just different. I already knew what to expect because I'd heard stories and read up on what would be happening during the procedure. I was there for an hour, but the exam itself was only maybe 15 minutes. Most of that time was just waiting and filling out the ever-annoying first time patient paperwork.

I think what helped make it a more comfortable experience was the fact that I already knew who this doctor was. He was my sister's OB/GYN and the doctor who delivered her baby. I'd been referred to this guy by her and her friend so I knew that I was going to be dealing with a good doctor. And he was. He explained everything and I already knew that he was friendly and a nice guy.

However, I am glad that I only have to deal with going to a gynecologist once a year. Even though it's a short process, I still don't like doctors.

Right now I'm just waiting on the bill from the doctor's office and the results of my PAP test. He said that everything looked normal and he didn't see any kind of abnormalities so I really shouldn't have anything to worry about.

He also told me some good news. Due to the fact that breast cancer does not run in my family, I shouldn't have to worry about getting a mammogram until I'm 40. So that's definitely a good thing. I still need to check every month, but as long as nothing suspicious pops up, then I should be good.

I think another thing that also made the experience easier was the simple fact that I'm nearing 24, I'm a grown woman and this is something that I have to accept as a part of life. It was a little weird getting naked in the room and wearing just a gown during the exam, but hey, that's just something else I have to deal with. It's not like he can exam my lady parts with my clothes still on.

This really isn't for anyone but myself. I just kind of wanted a record of it for the future. It'll be fun looking back and reading about my first GYN experience.

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huh ... this could go either way. it's entirely 50/50 {message for PW}
Wednesday. 6.16.10 9:27 pm
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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