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Friday. 10.4.13 5:11 pm
This is a precautionary entry just in case I don't get home before midnight. The show starts at 6:30 and is probably an hour and a half so I shouldn't have any reason to not get home at a reasonable hour, but still. I may be too tired to want to type anything when I get home.

So the shoe shopping was successful. I will be going back to the store tomorrow and returning a couple pairs of tights that I thought would be comfy, but don't fit {it's the curse of thick thighs and wide hips} and also finding out why my birthday discount was only applied to one purchased item and not the whole thing. The coupon says no exclusions and that was kind of why I bought so much. Hopefully they'll be able to refund my money or I will have to unfortunately stop shopping there. Which sucks because they kind of have pretty nice stuff now.

I got my peanut butter bars and there was a small birthday note etched in to one of them; if you're friends with me on Facebook, you'll see the picture. I've already eaten one and it was definitely the right choice alternative for a cake.

I did not get my laundry done today, but that's okay. I will just get it completed in the morning before I go out anywhere. This will give me the time to shower and relax a bit before heading out. I'll have to stop at Sam's and put gas in my car and possibly get a couple food items, but that'll be a big if. The gas is necessary. The food items can wait until I go back to work there Monday.

I guess it's time for me to get ready to head out. I'll write about the show tomorrow.

Until then. . .

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Thursday. 10.3.13 10:00 pm
Oh my goodness, I'm so glad I don't have to work tomorrow. Or the day after! Honestly, I'm really excited by the fact that I have two days off in a row. I have a bunch of errands to run tomorrow, but I should hopefully get them all done in a timely manor. The most time consuming would be the trip to Northgate to stop at Discount Tire and the mall. Laundry is the most annoying one because that's something I can't just not do.

Work finally mellowed out today and I still managed to get in a lot of walking. Or at least a lot of steps. I'm not sure how the step counter works when I'm fidgeting, but I don't really care that much.

Yeah, my brain really wants to shut off so that's all I have for today.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Can tomorrow be normal?
Wednesday. 10.2.13 9:46 pm
The crazy bitch that fucked up my day yesterday was STILL THERE this morning and didn't leave until quarter after 1. This became our new record-setting standby coming to a total of 33 hours. It was ridiculous. Then we had a Code Red because some fucktard decided to cook popcorn too long and it set off the fire alarm system. Then once that was reset, the 1st floor card readers stopped working and that took another hour of time to fix. It was ridiculous. I managed to set my new person record with steps tonight. Now, that's between both jobs, but still.

I have one more day to get through and it seems that every day this week there has been something to keep it from being a normal day. I just want one day to be normal and it would be great if it could be my Friday. Especially since I'll be working extra time tomorrow at the other job. I could totally use a break. And since this is my first full weekend in two months; I would really like that extra day to wind down and take things easy.

An errand has been added to the stuff I'm doing on Friday. Tonight is the second time in two weeks that my tire pressure light has come on and I'm thinking I may have a very slow leak in one of my tires. It could be that it's the weather fucking with the system, since it is dipping in to the 40s now, but twice in two weeks? It's probably safer to get it checked out in case there is a hole or something like a nail stuck in the tire.

Alright. I'm way under my calorie intake for the day, but it's too close to bed for me to eat a full meal so I'll just have to take the hit. I'll try to make sure I consume enough tomorrow.

Until then. . .

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Tuesday. 10.1.13 9:44 pm
Yeah, I'm definitely looking more forward to the fact that I have two full days off in a row than I am to the events that will be occurring on those two days. Now to just get through the next two days without losing my mind or killing anyone.

If the pattern keeps repeating itself at my regular job, I'm bound to snap at someone. I was ready to walk out today, but at my own fault. It's something that could have been prevented, but wasn't and I kicked myself over and over about it. I know that no one else felt nearly as badly about what happened as I did, but I was seriously ready to just walk off the job. At least for the day. I even thought about calling off sick tomorrow, but I know that I shouldn't.

The way I felt got better as the evening continued on, but I still am hesitant about the next time something like this occurs at work. Hopefully it'll never happen again in the time that I'm there.

Anywho, I am going to watch a couple videos and call it a night. Perhaps be in bed before 11 again.

Until tomorrow. . .

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I need a drink
Monday. 9.30.13 9:36 pm
Ever have one of those days where an hour in to your shift you were already wanting a drink? That was me ... at 7am. I was cranky today and it's mostly due to the fact that I didn't sleep very well last night. I just couldn't get my mind to shut off. All day I was just in a bad mood and everything that anyone said to me seemed to get on my nerves.

The first part of the shift at Sam's was like that too, but it mellowed out a bit as the night went on. It's hard to stay in a bad mood when the people around you are in good moods. It did bum me out when I got caught with my tongue ring in. I'm usually good about keeping it hidden, but this actually gives me the chance to gauge it up again. I'll be buying clear ones and I can go up to 8's and still keep it hidden.

Three more days and I finally get a full weekend. It'll be busy with stuff, but I will get to sleep in both days. It's the first full weekend that I'll have had since starting the second job two months ago. I'm ready for it. Honestly I'm more ready for just simply having two days off than I am the celebrating part. It'll be a nice, calming, stress-free weekend. I just have to get there first. . .

Until tomorrow. . .

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Time consuming
Sunday. 9.29.13 7:01 pm
Has anyone else ever sat down to think about how much of our lives are consumed by work? I'm not just talking about the time in which you're actually at work, but the time that occurs before and after. How many hours, or minutes, before you have to be at work do you wake up to get ready? How long is your commute to and from? How much time do you spend making sure you have sufficient sustenance for the coming shift? It's amazing how much time we lose for ourselves when we think about all the time that gets put in to work.

The coming shifts this week I'll be spending nearly every minute between the hours of 4:45am {when my first alarm goes off} until around 9:30pm {when I get home from my second job} as dedicated to work, whether it be the commute, prep or actual work. I don't count the winding down process because that's about the only me time I actually have. I also don't count the sleeping part of that because I need sleep for every day activities and I get about the same amounts regardless if I'm working or not.

I get that I'm crazy for working two jobs, but actually putting numbers to it and thinking about it makes me actually feel like I'm crazy. Besides, the payoff in the end will be worth it.

Anywho, I took a nap this afternoon when I got home from work and I woke up thinking I had slept through my alarm for tomorrow morning's shift. Then I realized that it isn't that light out at that time of the morning anymore so I was okay. I hate that feeling when you sleep really well and wake up, glance at the time and have a mini panic attack only to later realize it's only been a couple hours, not an entire day/night. It's worse when it actually happens and you did sleep through your alarm, but in this case having your heart race that soon after you wake up is not ideal.

Until tomorrow. . .

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