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unintentional hiatus. ooops
Sunday. 10.18.09 10:26 am
I just realized I haven't been on here since earlier in the week. Its not really like I have anthing going on, but ... Idk. Maybe I was trying too hard to come back that I subconsciously overloaded myself? What the hell am I saying? That doesn't even make any sense.

I've been hanging out with Jacob, but mostly just on the weekends. I went over there once during the week and I payed for it the next day because I hadn't gotten home with enough time to get more than a couple hours of sleep before work.

We saw Zombieland on Friday. It was funny. A little on the gorey side, but funny either way. Its definitely a movie I recommend if you can handle the gore. After the movie we stopped at Wal-Mart cuz I was looking for a movie and his mom needed aluminum foil. While we were there, we felt it necessary to buy Twinkies. If you've seen the movie, you'll understand.

I really don't want to go back to work tonight, but hey, the rent {and every other bill I have} isn't going to pay itself. So I'll be just diving back into my routine. I should probably work on a new routine.

Alrighty, I really don't have a whole lot to say...

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a brief change in routine {EDIT}
Monday. 10.12.09 6:49 pm
This is an insight into how lame my current life really is. Just to let you all know.

Tomorrow is laundry day. Nothing changing in that particular routine. But I am determined to go one day without getting on the internet. I won't turn my computer off because I do still have a few offline games on here, but I just feel like taking a one day break from the internet is necessary.

Shit. I just thought about it ... I talk to someone on facebook every day. Alright, so I'll go on just long enough to respond to the note and then exit out of the browser.

Instead I have a couple DVDs from Blockbuster that have been sitting on my cabinet for about a month now that are in need of being watched. This way too I can return them and get the next few DVDs in my queue. I don't like sending movies back without watching them first.

I won't be texting anyone tomorrow either. A couple months ago that particular task would have been really hard to resist. As of lately, however, it doesn't seem that difficult. Seeing as how I've gone quite a few days with only texting a couple times ... my amount of sent and received text messages has gone down considerably over the last month. A good thing, though. It means I'm not running down my battery every few days.

This is where it becomes sort of lame. I even planted seeds on Farmville that take a couple days to grow just so that I won't be tempted to go on in order to save my crops from dying. Lame right?

Yeah, that's pretty much all I've got right now. I was going to rant about work, but I lost the steam for it even before I started the entry. Oh well. It'll only be a matter of time before something else happens that pisses me off.

{EDIT} Alright, so I admit I have a problem. I think the only way for me to not be on the internet is if it suddenly stopped working. And that's after I try for a good while to get it back working again before I give up. I like the way randomjunk put it once. She said that I'm addicted to communication technology. Hey, looking at the positive side, at least I'm only addicted to the computer and the phone. And not drugs and/or alcohol.

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Saturday. 10.10.09 10:27 pm
I am not one of those typical women who will get offended if you ask my age or my weight. I haven't anything to be embarrassed or bothered by so I just answer truthfully. So yes, the title of this entry is how much I weigh as of today.

It's probably about a pound less since that weight was taken at around 3 in the afternoon.

I know that I've been losing weight, but when I saw that number I didn't think it had been that much. For some reason I thought I was still up over or around 135. Before Jacob's surgery, I weighed about 138-140. So 7 pounds lost in less than two weeks. Isn't that supposed to be bad? I'm not entirely sure, but I'm not really complaining. I want the weight to go down under 130. I guess I'm just a little surprised at the number because I can't really see the difference in the mirror. Either way. Maybe I can lose the other three pounds over the upcoming week.

Yesterday was a good day. Jacob was feeling good which meant he was in a good mood. He pushed himself a little too far because of it and I have a feeling he was paying for it today. Which didn't exactly help keep him in the highest of spirits. So today was not as good as yesterday.

I'm pretty tired, even though I didn't do much of anything today. I think it's time for me to sleep. I have to be up sort of early tomorrow anyway.

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quiet, simple birthday ... and falling behind
Tuesday. 10.6.09 7:17 pm
As Nuttz mentioned in the SB, yesterday was my birthday. I turned 23. Nothing special. 25 is what I'm looking forward to because then my car insurance goes down.

I worked my normal shift, came home, changed and left again, stopped at the store to pick up single serve cake slices {not everyone wanted chocolate; I'm willing to compromise} and made my way over to Jacob's.

It was a good, simple, quiet day. It's probably the most relaxing day I've had in a while and definitely one of the better birthdays I've had in years. I mean, sure, I've had good celebrations for my birthday, but the actual day of usually sucks. This year was a nice change.

Jacob, his mom and grandmother all got me cards {two had some cash in them} and Jake also got me a couple things of candy. I hung out for about 6 or so hours and his mom was nice enough to fix a birthday dinner for me. We had steak fajitas.

So yeah. My 23rd birthday was actually a good one.

I'm falling pretty far behind on NuTang, though. I still come on here, but I'm not always in the mood to read blogs. I like to try and comment on every blog I read, but lately, it just hasn't held my interest. I'm trying, though.

I think I might go to bed soon ... even though my hair is wet. I'm tired. The nap I took earlier, I think, was a bad idea because I don't feel well right now. Eating Carl's Jr and then going to sleep wasn't the smartest thing to do. And I'm paying for it now. Oh well. Hopefully I'm drinking enough water right now to flush everything out of my system.

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precautions and preparations
Saturday. 10.3.09 9:08 pm
Jacob came home from the hospital today. Which is damn lucky because we were expecting him to have to stay at least one more night. But when we ran into his surgeon we talked for a few minutes and the doctor told Jake that he could be discharged today. It really is spectacular that he had open heart surgery on Tuesday and is home today. He's just recovering incredibly fast.

Due to this occurrence, I will be taking certain precautions over the next few days in order to stay as healthy as possible.

First thing I'll need to do is get a flu shot. I wouldn't want to get sick and risk getting Jacob sick. Not the best thing to do when you've just had a major surgery and are trying to recover.

I'll also need to invest in a lot of antibacterial hand soap and hand sanitizer. I want to do everything I can to keep from getting sick. I could care less if I get myself sick, but if I'm around Jake for any period of time in which I have any kind of viral bacteria, I can't risk making him sick. So I simply do what I can, short of completely avoiding him, to keep everything and everyone as healthy as possible.

In buying the soap and sanitizer, it'd probably be a good idea to stock up on more lotion too. I can't stand how dry my hands get when I continuously wash them. A minor setback, but all necessary precautions that need to be taken.

I'll be going over there tomorrow and Monday, then Tuesday I'll be getting the flu shot. The only reason I'm waiting is because I want to be there on my b-day and I'll need to give myself a couple days in order for the shot to kick in. This way just in case I get sick from it, I won't be around Jake.

We're all relieved that he's home. And I'm sure he's feeling much more comfortable now that he's not stuck in the hospital. This is probably going to be the hardest week of his recovery at home, but after that it'll only get easier.

I'm not tired, but I'll be getting up in about 8 hours so I should at least try and sleep. Until next time ...

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prayers and exhaustion
Wednesday. 9.30.09 6:40 pm
This is only going to be a quick update. I'm too exhausted to write out a ton of details.

Jacob has his surgery on yesterday. It went very well. And was quicker than the estimated time we were given.

We were at the hospital for 12 hours yesterday, though. It was a long day.

His mom was nice enough to let me stay at her house last night instead of making me drive all the way back to mine. She probably understood that it was an exhausting day for all of us and no one was awake enough to drive really anywhere.

We got to see him briefly last night. He was still on the breathing machine and the anesthetic hadn't completely worn off yet, but he was happy to see us.

This morning he was looking really good. They even had him up walking for a short distance. Isn't that crazy? Less than 24 hours after open heart surgery and he's walking around. It's amazing. But Jacob's amazing so ... yeah.

I don't even know how many times I sanitized my hands between yesterday and today. Probably a lot more today than yesterday, though, because I was going in to see him whenever the visiting hours allowed.

Over the next few weeks, I don't know how often I'll be updating because I'll be trying to spend as much time as I can with him. Once he's home though, after about a week, I'll only be going over to his house when he's okay with it. I don't want to intrude.

Alright. I really should eat something, but I'm feeling sick to my stomach again. And hopefully I'll be able to get some kind of sleep before work tonight. I really, really hate that I have to go back in to work tonight. But it's necessary.

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