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Thursday. 6.22.06 1:02 am
Today was nice. It was frickin hot as hell though. And what made it worse was that there was a storm moving in so not only was it over 100 degrees is was also humid and muggy. So it really sucked to have to even think about going outside. It sucked even more when it came time for me to go home from work. I don't have a car and since I only live across the street I walk home. Yeah it was HOT at quarter after 4 when I left to go home. Just after I got home though this big ass storm finally blew in and dumped a bunch of rain all at the same time. There was some sweet lightning goin on outside. And the thunder told me just how close it was to me too. Anywho I don't have to work tomorrow so I'm happy about that. I'll be able to sleep in. Sleeping in is great. It means that you can stay up as late as you want the night before. Okay enough about that. I sort of have a small problem that's not really much of a problem. I found one of my friends from high school through myspace (and I don't care what you think about me being on there, you should just be happy that I'm still a member on here). His name is Chris and I've been sorta crushing on him since just after I met him. He's the coolest guy. He's funny, nice, very artistic and talented in a lot of areas and very sexy. He makes me smile. Whenever I think about him it puts a smile on my face. My problem: I'm over 2000 miles away from him and I'm probably not gonna see him for at least another 2 years. I want to be able to hang out with him and just chill. I think that it'd be weird though for it to go any further than just a friendship. Just simply cuz of how long we've known each other and... I don't know. I would want it to be one of those where we were able to just chill at one another's place and not have to say anything. There would be an unspoken connection. And we'd both be very comfortable. And it'd be perfectly cool to go out places like the movies or like Downtown Disney or Old Town or something and not care about who saw us together and how they think about it. I dunno. Whatever. Two years is a long time. Its not that long but its long enough. A lot could happen in the next 2 years. I'm not really thinking about it that seriously either. Its just something that's crossed my mind. And I felt like writing about it. Alright I don't know what else to say so I'll write agian later.

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bowling
Wednesday. 6.21.06 2:15 am
So I went bowling tonight for the first time in like 7 or 8 years. I really suck at it. I didn't make one single strike. I made a bunch of spares and I kept the gutters company. I kept saying that I was alternating between gutters cuz every time I got a gutter ball it seemed to be the opposite gutter as the one I ran down before. It was fun though. It would have been more fun if everyone else had been there. But no one else showed up. They all bailed. Even though they said they'd go, they didn't. The shit talking they were doing really was shit. Whatever. Hopefully next week will be better. What's going on is that there are three stores owned and opperated by the Spina's. The three stores are supposed to competing with each other to see who can get the bragging rights. As of right now we (the Eastside store) have at least some bragging rights cuz some of us showed up. No one from either of the other stores showed up. And this is gonna be going on for the next 13 weeks. I should be getting better over the next couple weeks, this way we can kick the other stores asses. Alright I don't really have anything else to say so I'll write again later.

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I think its finally done
Sunday. 6.18.06 11:58 pm
I think I've finally reached the goal that I've been trying to reach for the past year. I think I'm finally over David. When I work with him I don't feel anything towards him. When I talk to him, there's nothing there. I don't think about him outside of work. I don't think about going out with him anymore. And even more importantly, I don't really give shit when he hugs one of the other girls at work. I don't care whether he likes them or not. Its just not there anymore. Thank the Lord. I've been trying to get over him for over a year. And now its finally happened. It feels so good to not like him in that way. It actually feels really good right now to not like anyone. I'm very happy being single and I don't want to even think about getting invlolved with anyone. Only one person and he's just simply in my dreams. Just for fun almost. And if you've read the other entries then you know who. I'll give you a hint: Tourgasm! I love that new 'documentary' series on HBO. All four of them are hilarious. If you aren't watching it you need to. I don't care if you don't like stand up too much cuz its not all stand up. Its like I said a documentary-type series. Anywho, I don't really have much else to say. I'll get on again sooner or later.

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blah
Thursday. 6.15.06 10:58 pm
I'm not sure why I suddenly don't like David, or why I don't want to talk to him or see him. I mean sure I still care about him, but I just don't want to have anything to do with him. Today kinda proved why I don't want to leave any of my shit up at work. He saw one of the stuffed animals that Lance had won and thinking it was mine he ripped its head off and hung it in the walk-in. I don't get it. What did I don to him to deserve this kind of treatment. The shit that I go through. Its not worth it anymore. I want to know a way to get him to leave me alone. But I have no clue how. Maybe if I ignore him, he'll stop. Then again same senario, he might do more shit to me to get attention. To get me to react to the shit he's doing. Whatever. I have to open tomorrow. I don't want to. Its money though. I don't know what else to say so I'll write again later.

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Iffy
Wednesday. 6.14.06 8:09 pm
Have you ever woken up and thought to yourself, "today is gonna be a good day" or "today is really gonna be shit"? Well this morning I woke up and did not know how the day was gonna go. I went to work and it still remained iffy. Now that I'm home my day is pretty much over and I guess the day went alright. Nothing really went wrong, but nothing exciting or too good happened either. I think I'm almost done with David. I was very glad to have not seen him today. And I'm glad I don't have to see him tomorrow either, granted I'll be able to get out of there before he gets there. I don't mind working with him, I just don't want to. I don't really give a shit anymore. I care about him, just not in the same way. Its not worth it to like him. Its never going to go anywhere, so I'm done. I paid my cell bill and my cable bill. They took up half of what I had in my account. Ya know, I was in an 'I don't give a shit' mood again today. I've been in that mood lately. I don't know why either. Oh well, I guess that's just how its gotta be for now. Uhm, I really don't know what else to say so I'll end this for now. I'll get on later.

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Grr
Tuesday. 6.13.06 9:47 pm
Today was slow, but I guess it was normal for a Tuesday. It was only me, Erin and Gary today and there wasn't a whole lot of prep to do. Philly came in today; she was in Hawaii for a few months. I don't know how to react to her homecoming. I'm sorta glad to see her, but at the same time I'm not. I know I'm not too happy with what she said to me today. She told me that she texted David last night and he called her back and they talked for an hour. I thought he didn't like talking on the phone. And I didn't realize that he was that into her to talk to her for an hour on the phone in the middle of the night. Oh well. Whatever. I'm sure me and Philly will hang out eventually. I'm not sure when though. Anywho, Marcus came in today and I got his keys. Lance hadn't been over there yet, I wonder if he's there now. He's supposed to be bring the DVD to Marcus's so that he can watch it too. Tomorrow I have to open, but I get to work with Brandon tomorrow so that's a good thing. I don't have to see David either. Or Joey so that's even better. Alright I'm out of shit to say so if I have something else to write I'll get on later and write it.

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