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waiting it out
Thursday. 12.10.09 5:31 pm
I have one week and one day until I move in to the new apartment. I plan on packing this weekend; I'm going to spread it out between both days. I have so little with me, it could actually all be done in one day. I could always just procrastinate, like I'm known to do, but I know I'm not going to be wanting to pack during the work week and I don't want to be rushed on the 19th.

Right now I'm just waiting it out.

I'm still pissed. I was easily agitated at work today; stupid little things pissed me off. Like the off-loaders getting jackets ... really? I got pissed at that? The trailers are freezing. They're like going into refrigerators so of course it makes sense for the off-loaders to receive jackets. It's probably got to do with the fact that we're getting ours taken away from us. We got jackets because standing by the open docks for hours at a time tends to get cold. Then supposedly people {the coworkers} started bitching that we had jackets and technically jackets aren't allowed in the warehouse {cuz we could steal something by hiding it in the pockets ... even thought the metal detectors we have are as sensitive as the ones at the airports} We're getting fleece jackets instead and, although I'd much rather have one of those, it's the reason behind why we're getting them that pisses me off. That just tells you how inferior contract security is compared to the actual warehouse coworkers {in-house security included.}

Anywho, it's supposed to be colder tonight than it has been all this month. Joy. Don't get me wrong, I do prefer the cold, but its usually helpful when I can stay warm in the cold. I can only layer on so many clothes before it starts to get uncomfortable. I really should go to Wal-Mart and buy some thermals. Maybe with this next paycheck. Right now, however, I have on either one or two shirts {one short sleeve, one long sleeve} a company provided sweatshirt and the company provided jacket. I also just bought gloves to wear. Even with all that on, it still cold. I would love to have a thermometer in the warehouse one day just to see exactly how cold it actually is.

I'm tired. I took a nap earlier, but I'm still tired. Maybe I'll go to bed early again tonight. It seems I've been doing that all week. I usually am laying down around 8pm. This week the latest I've gone to bed was just after 7pm. I don't like going to bed early because I feel like I'm wasting the time. Even though I have nothing to do during that time, I still feel like it's being wasted on sleep. Oh well. I'm just weird like that.

Okay, I think I've ranted enough for the day. Until next time. . .

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I'm a little aggitated
Wednesday. 12.9.09 5:38 pm
I don't actually have a specific reason to be pissed; I just am.

People are pissing me off. I hate how no one seems to have any kind of confidence in me. I say I'm moving and I'm immediately told that "no, there's no way you're leaving. it just won't happen."

Thanks people. Thanks for your support and confidence in my decision. I really fucking appreciate your feedback that I never asked for in the first goddamn place.

As I sit here eating my ramen noodles, I'm thinking about how much I rely on technology. I stopped the habit of watching TV on a constant basis. I hardly even watch shows online anymore. But I can't go anywhere without my phone nor can I even simply turn it off for an hour or more. I could probably go longer without my computer than my phone, but even that would bug me.

I just want to get away from this place. The people here {and when I say that, I mean the people I work with} just get under my skin. They're either lazy, incompetent or just plain, flat out bothersome. Some of them don't know when to shut up. It's a warehouse full of controlling drama.

I'm sick of being tired all the time. It seems no matter how much sleep I get I can never seem to get away from this tiredness.

Fuck. I'm just pissed off. This half-assed rant is pissing me off. I'm just going to finish my noodles and probably head to bed. See if I can sleep. Part of me wishes I hadn't brought and left my Jager at Jacob's.

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I'm not one for cuteness, but this I had to share
Monday. 12.7.09 5:43 pm

btw, if anyone still has ideas on a good horror movie, I'm still open for suggestions. see entry below for more details.

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suggestions please! {EDIT}
Sunday. 12.6.09 2:11 pm
I just watched 1408 for the first time {I know, I'm really behind} a couple days ago and that has put me in the mood for Horror films. Here's the problem. I don't get these moods very often so I haven't a clue as to what's good.

So if you could help me out that'd be great. If you know of any good Horror films, recent or not, doesn't matter to me, I'd greatly appreciate suggestions.


{EDIT} I have committed the ultimate blasphemy ... I joined Twitter. if you feel up to it, you can follow me @saboof. Ugh, what have I done?

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back to normal, unfortunately
Saturday. 12.5.09 7:29 pm
Here I am, sitting at home, doing nothing productive. At least not right at the moment. I was working on my Japanese some more; something that I haven't done in about two weeks.

For the most part I'm working on it because I truly want to learn the language. But there is a slight ulterior motive behind it though. And it's probably not a very good one. Oh well.

This morning I spent a few hours walking around with at least a thousand other people dressed up as Santa. It's this thing called the Santa Run where people gather in one area dressed up as Santa and either run or walk a certain, specified distance. There are vendors and sponsors there selling and giving away stuff. It wasn't exactly fun, but it wasn't boring. It basically wasn't a big deal. Registration involves the Guinness Book of World Records. If enough people registered and it beats the record from the last time, then my name, amongst many others, will go in the book for the world record: the most Santa's in one area. Or something of the sort. I highly doubt there was enough people to beat the record, but I guess we'll see. They should have something in the paper tomorrow.

Ugh, I guess I'll go back to working on my foreign language. Or maybe I'll sleep. Something to pass the time.

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I had a good title idea for this yesterday, but I forgot
Thursday. 12.3.09 4:42 pm
I recently downloaded Google Chrome. I'm really liking this browser. It hardly ever craps out on me and it's actually much faster than IE and Firefox. One cool thing is the way your bookmarks are lined up at the top for easy clicking. Right now I only have three: NuTang {of course,} YouTube and my Japanese translation site. I haven't found anything else yet that I want to bookmark.

Here's a small, sad reality. I go to Facebook so often that I don't even have to type it in the URL space. I just type "www" and the first option is Facebook. I guess it's convenient in the lazy person's way; I don't have to type out the whole address. You could also that I might bookmark it so its only just a click away also, but if all I have to do is type "www" then what's the point in bookmarking it?

I'm not looking forward to this weekend. I'm sure it'll be stunningly boring. Just as my weekends used to be, a few months ago. Oh well. That's why I have a computer. But even that doesn't do it for me all the time.

I'll have money tomorrow, but only for a brief moment. Once I pay the bills for my car and my car insurance, poof! there goes the money. Word of advice: Don't buy a brand new car if you know you can't afford it!

Wait, I could afford it ... back when I was living with Jacob and only having to pay his mom $250 each month in rent. Everything changed for the worse, in my financial situation anyway.

Ugh. I need to call the people in charge of our benefits to see if they'll cover a therapist. I need to start talking to a professional about this shit. I want a neutral party. I suppose that you could call this site neutral, considering no one I know actually reads my stuff, but I sort of am wanting professional feedback. These people have degrees in psychology and whatnot. I like getting the comments on here, but you all understand where I'm coming from right?

Anywho, I guess that's it for now. Who knows when I'll write again. Oh and I've decided to stay away from Twitter for a while longer.

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