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Friday. 3.9.07 10:03 pm
Its a good thing it finally came back, cuz I needed to write tonight. I was alright going without writing yesterday cuz nothing exciting or interesting happened. But tonight was a different story.

It was slow until the night shift. Then a softball team of about 50 people came in and ordered $235 worth of food. You could imagine the mess that was left behind once they were gone. But that wasn't the reason I needed to write.

Its about Stuart.

I finally got up the courage to ask him to the movies. He said yes and we're supposed to be going Monday night.

But something seems out of place. Something isn't right. I can just feel it. Maybe its the fact that he's quitting. He said he's completely fed up with this place and he's got another job that pays much better. I don't know if that's what's making me uneasy or if its something else that I'm not aware of yet. But I am happy about him saying yes.

I really wish I knew why I have this uneasy feeling. I just hope it doesn't affect my sleep any considering I have to work tomorrow.

Yeah, that's it. Stuart said yes about the movie, but he's going to be quitting.

I changed my avvie on this name and on Blackfire, but I have the same one as before on Bug. I'd had the old avvies for so long that they don't have them available anymore. I needed to change them anyway and this just allowed the opportunity to break my laziness.

Alright I'm done for tonight. Hopefully something good will be brought with tomorrow {even though I'm already working on my day off}

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Wednesday. 3.7.07 8:00 pm
It was busy at first, but then it slowed down. Nothing special happened today.

Nic wouldn't stop talking about his girlfriend. It sort of gets annoying after a while. But whatever. Not much I can do about it.

I might have to work Saturday day, cuz Gary is dumb and misread Stephanie's request to have it off. If Theresa can't work it, then I'll be working it. I'm not too keen on it, but Tiff already has the day requested off and there's really no one else. Besides, it'll be an extra day to see Stuart. Oh well. I'll most likely be finding out tomorrow.

I really have nothing else to say except that I'm bored.

Sorry this wasn't more interesting.

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Bored!
Tuesday. 3.6.07 7:40 pm
I'm so bored right now. I kind of want to go out, but there's nowhere to go.

I went up to work earlier. Its my day off. I was only there for two hours and I didn't work. I didn't go up all on my own though. Gary called me and asked if I would hang out and 'babysit' since he and Steve both had to leave. Since I wasn't doing anything important at the time and I had no later plans, I went up there. I didn't have to wear a uniform, nor did I have to put my hair up so I didn't have too much of an issue. I didn't have to work, so I was alright with just hanging out for a bit. It gave me something to do for two hours.

While I was there, Tiff came up to the store and the three of us {Gary, Tiff and me} just stood around talking for a while. Gary really did find out about my liking Stuart and he confronted me on it. He'll forget, though, cuz that's just how things work with him. He'll forget until Friday; the next time Stuart and I work together. Everyone else up at work knows too. So I have a feeling he knows as well. I have no idea what it'll bring next time we see one another. But that's not until Friday so I'm not going to think too much about it until then.

I watched the movie Happy Endings earlier today. It was an interesting movie. There were some interesting twists and turns, but it was alright. I wouldn't buy it though. I might rent it again, but I'm not going to spend the money on it to own it.

Ya know something? Girl Scout cookies are delicious. I'm eating Thin Mints right now. And I'll be having more later along with some Tagalongs. Mmm Mmm Mmmm. They go best with a tall glass of milk.

Okie doke, I'm out of stuff to say. I'll write more tomorrow. Or later if I think of anything.

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Heroes night
Monday. 3.5.07 7:15 pm
The only reason today felt busier than it actually was, was due to the fact that we were out of half the stuff needed. This was one of our busiest weekends in a while. That's why we were out of stuff. Most of it got done, but not as quickly as I could have. Whatever. I wasn't in the cheerful mood that I was in yesterday so I wasn't all bouncy and full of 'let's get stuff done!' It was bound to happen, though. As rare as my good moods come, its even more rare for them to last.

Anywho, I couldn't stop thinking about Stuart {I was spelling it wrong in the other entry} today. I had to keep forcing myself to think of something else so that I wouldn't get too distracted. Its starting to annoy me. I haven't actually liked a guy in this way in a quite a while. I sort of want to ask if he wants to go to the movies; that I would pay, but he has to provide transportation {seeing as how I don't have a car}. I'm not going to ask, though. Its not that its wrong for the girl to ask the guy, I'm just really really shy and I'm afraid he'd say no.

Ugh! I hate when this happens.

Oh well. The Class is on right now and later Heroes is on afterwards. This entry is officially over.

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Technically speaking
Monday. 3.5.07 12:18 am
Since its after midnight, technically its Monday. I know that I said that I wasn't going to write after I got off work, but something happened and I had to write about it.

First off, I was in a really good mood again. And for no apparent reason. It was kinda nice. It was busy as hell, which made it even more surprising. Whatever. For me, being in a really good mood for no apparent reason is a rare thing so I'm not gonna dwell on figuring it out.

I officially hate changing beer kegs. I went to change one of our kegs tonight and I had beer shoot straight upwards at my face; I had beer in my nose! It was gross. I don't really care for beer anyway, but its official, I hate changing out beer kegs. {I have showered and no longer smell like beer }

Now, the reason I had to write this entry after I said I wasn't going to. There's this guy. End of story. Haha. No, but really, I was doing so, so well at not liking anyone. But then Stewart happened. There's this new guy Stewart that works at the store as a cashier/dish person. He works three nights a week cuz he has school and we really have no need for him any other night. I worked with him last Sunday and then tonight. I'm trying so hard not to let myself like him, but I'm having some trouble.

And apparently I've been flirting with him without realizing it! Normally I know when I'm flirting with someone, but I didn't realize I was flirting with him! Tiffany and Theresa told me tonight what they have seen between him and me. Also, that everyone else seems to think I like him. Ugh. Is it a bad thing when I flirt with someone without my own knowledge?

The reasons it won't work: I'm moving in the middle of July. Even if I wasn't moving, he's going into the military in August. He's taken a vow to stay single, as have I, due to the short time we have left in Tucson. And I work with him. I've also taken a 'vow' {more like a promise to myself} not to get involved with anyone I work with. Even though I only work directly with him on Sundays {which are going to stop soon cuz I'm going back to opening }. I say directly cuz I see him for a short time on Friday before I go home.

Ugh!

K, I'm gonna sleep on it. I don't see him for another few days anyway so maybe I'll be able to figure out a way out of this predicament I've managed to get myself in to.

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quick one
Sunday. 3.4.07 12:53 pm
I won't be posting tonight cuz I have to work. By the time I get home, I don't think I'll be up to writing anything.

I have to go in to work an hour early tonight ... well I don't have to, but I need to get in extra hours and the only way I can is to go in earlier than I'm scheduled. Oh well.

I've been thinking about moving back out to Vegas. Thinking about pretty much the same things that I always think about when moving comes to mind. I just hope that things go as planned. Or about as planned as I've got so far.

So, I've been renting through Blockbuster Online and the service is pretty good. You can only rent three movies at a time, but with total access, you can bring the movie directly back to the store rather than wait for the main place to mail you the next movies on your list. Even though I live right across the street from a Blockbuster, Dylan still works there and I'd rather not see him.

Anywho, there's this one movie that I rented that I've had for a few weeks {there's no late fees so I have nothing to worry about}. I know I should send it back, but I can't seem to. Its not even the best movie, but the guys in the movie are just so hot. I know that I'll eventually send it back, maybe in the next few days, but I know that if I buy it, it won't be watched. Oh well.

Alright, I guess this is about it. And I should probably start getting ready for work.

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