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Thursday. 1.18.07 2:36 am
I know that I had said I wasn't going to keep adding songs to my playlist, but that I was going to make different ones. Well apparently I lied.

I keep thinking of different songs that I like and keep adding them to the one playlist I already have. At least they're all good songs. Good to me, at least.

Oh well.

I know that I have over an hour of songs on the list {its probably closer to two hours at this point}.

Its good though; while I'm reading, I have background noise.

Alright. That's it. I'm off to bed. I'll be back to write tomorrow after work.

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the day
Wednesday. 1.17.07 8:26 pm
Today was slow, business-wise. I had some prep to do, mostly bigger bulk stuff, but not much. I didn't get everything done that needed to be done, but I got enough done to get them through tonight. I'll do all the other, smaller stuff tomorrow.

This morning was kind of nice. Now, I like a man in camoflauge, and when the military guys come in for lunch, its a very nice sight for me. Unless of course there's 40 of them and they all don't know what they want; that's a pain in the ass. But today there was only two of them. One of them was obviously married {he had a wedding ring on}, but the other guy didn't appear to be as tied down. Both were cute, but it was sort of good that the guy without the ring was cuter. I flirted harmlessly. I doubt very much that I'll ever see him again, but he seems to be intent on coming back to try a different sandwich from the one he had today. So I'm sort of looking forward to seeing him again and flirting some more.

I had a very strange dream last night. I dreamt that it was just after my 21st birthday and since my boyfriend had had to work on my actual birthday, he decided to take me out a week or so later. He took me out to get my nails done, my hair done up and makeup done. I hesitated on the makeup, but I decided to humor him and go along with the charade. It was just the one day; I could handle one day.

After that he took me out shopping. Now, a friend of ours was getting married and we were invited so I had to go out and buy a dress. While we were out shopping for the wedding dress, he asked if I would buy something ... a little less formal. Something that would be seen while having a night out on the town. Again I was reluctant, but I was going along with the charade so I decided to humor him farther. I figured at this point that he was going to take me out to some nice restaurant so I eased up a bit.

The dress ~not for the wedding~ I ended up buying was strapless, and it went down to about 7 or 8 inches above my knees. {This is something I would NEVER wear in reality; this just happened in my dream} It was black, but depending on how I turned in the light, you could see red in it. So it was almost a dark, blood red color. {If, in reality, I were to ever wear something like that, I would want it that color}

It skipped ahead to where I had gotten dressed up and we were on our way out. We headed down the the Strip and when we turned into The Venetian, I frowned and questioned my boyfriend. {In the dream I had gotten the job I wanted at the Blue Man Group theater and my boyfriend was one of the Blue Men} I asked him why we were going to work? We didn't get any special discounts or anything if we ate at the restaurants. He just smiled and told me to hush; not to worry about it. I frowned again, but listened by not questioning him futher.

Once we parked, he led me to where the shops were. As soon as we started heading in the direction of Tao {an exclusive nightclub at The Venetian}, something in my head clicked and I immediately knew what the make over was for. He had gotten us into Tao! All I kept saying to him was 'Oh my God! I'm going to Tao!'

It was absolutely wonderful. I had drinks and I danced and I took pictures to document the night. I knew that no one would believe that I wore a dress or went to that kind of club. It was a crazy cool dream ... except for the fact that I was in a dress, and it was a very revealing dress! Oh well. It was just a dream right? One thing that occured to me about the dream was the fact that the guy who was my boyfriend, this was not the first dream he was my boyfriend in. In reality I have no idea who this guy is, but in the dreams, I'm in a relationship with him. Weird.

Anywho, I've been good at keeping up my obliviousness to the days. I keep track of the dates, but I try my best to ignore the day. It seems to still be working out fairly well.

I guess I don't have anything else to say. Nothing too exciting happened today other than what I've already written. So I guess I'll finish up this entry.

~BTW: Sorry, I know its kind of long. Thanx to those of you who have read all the way through this long entry.

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Tuesday. 1.16.07 5:52 pm
I thought about it, and decided that I didn't really wanna go anywhere today. So I'm just chillin out at home in my PJs.

I've got on Fuse. Loaded: Justin Timberlake is what's on right now. After this is over at 4, I'll be turning on Mad TV cuz there's nothing else on. I could put in a DVD, but I don't feel like watching a movie right now.

I finally opened the Glade Scented Oil candles that my mom got me for Christmas. I have the Spiced Rose & Vanilla burning right now. It smells really good. The other two scents I have are Dewberry Dreams and Orchid Oasis. I'm sure I'll be burning them soon enough. Then I can buy more to make my apartment smell all nice.

I've been thinking about what I'm going to buy to furnish my apartment once I get out to Las Vegas. I already know that I'm going to buy a bedroom set. I'm going to buy another TV and another stereo system for my living room. I'm going to buy a new couch {the one I have I'm not taking with me}. I need some new stuff for my kitchen. I guess I'm basically just going to start from scratch. I'm only going to be bringing a few small things that I have here. I just hope that I'll have enough money saved by then. I've got six months to save up. As long as I don't waste money on unnecessary things between now and then.

Alright, I have no idea what else to say right now. I'm sure I'll think of something eventually.

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Another day in oblivion
Monday. 1.15.07 9:32 pm
The only thing that signified that today was Monday was the fact that all the wine/beer distributers called for their orders. And Shamrock delivered our food order. Other than that, nothing overtly stated: today is Monday.

This numb, oblivious mind set that I have about the days of the week and the expectations I used to have, seems to be working out fairly well. Its even keeping me from becoming as pissed off as I usually get for small stupid things that normally annoy me. I come close to feeling nothing. No anger, no hate, but no happiness, no joy or excitement. Oh well. I guess its a slightly fair trade-off from becoming pissed off and angry.

I don't work tomorrow. I don't have any plans to do anything either. I might walk somewhere, but I have no idea where I'd go. Katie is sick so I'm not going to bother her with going out. Maybe I'll go up to the tattoo parlor to get my tattoo touched up. Maybe I'll go to the mall. Or I could just go wander around Wal-Mart. Oh well. I'll most likely end up staying in and not doing anything.

It was cold today. It would have been fine if it weren't for the wind. The wind made it cold. We had a freeze warning last night and we've got another one in affect for tonight. I give it another week before it gets back up into the 60s and 70s. It doesn't stay cold like this for longer than maybe a few weeks. I like wearing winter clothes, though. I don't get to do so a whole lot living in the desert. Oh well.

I'm watching the The 64th Annual Golden Globe Awards right now cuz there's nothing else on. I just got done eating a bunch of Hostess â„¢ mini donuts. I know, its such a nutritional dinner. I'll probably be having some Easy Mac later; I know! I'm sticking to the nutritious stuff tonight! Haha, I'll go back to eating slightly more healthy tomorrow.

Anywho, I can't really think of anything else to say so I'll write again when I can think of stuff to say. Later!

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Minor change
Sunday. 1.14.07 9:10 pm
Nothing exciting happened after the meeting was over. I layed down for a bit, but I never got to sleep. It took me about half an hour to get comfortable, but then people kept calling. First mom, then work, some text messages ... ugh.

After the movie that I had on at the time ended, I decided that I might as well get up again. I had to go back up to work, cuz this morning I wasn't awake enough to remember that I had to get my apron from Tiffany. So instead of waiting for her to get off work and hope that she remembered to drop it off at my place, I just made it easy and went up there to get it. I hung out for about half an hour, got some food {cheesy rice and chicken that Erin cooked up} and left.

Today didn't feel like Sunday, but since I've been back from Las Vegas, no day feels like the day it actually is. I guess its cuz I just stopped keeping track. The days go by easier and I'm not waking up with expectations of the day. It seems to be working out fairly well.

Anywho, I got this music player and put it up on my site. I already have a player on one of my other names, and I decided that this name needed something. So I added a player to this name. Its nothing special. I just picked a few of my favorite songs that I could think of off the top of my head and added them. I'll be making other playlists as I think of songs I like. This way too, I won't have an extremely long playlist and I'll be able to add different playlists depending on the mood I'm in.

Alright, I'm doing laundry, watching Anastasia on HBO, and about to get something to chow down on. Not sure what I'm going to eat, but I'll think of something. Its sort of a debate between brocolli and cheddar lean pockets, spaghettios or lean cuisine roasted garlic chicken pizza. All three are good, so I'm not sure yet.

I'm out of stuff to say so I'll write again most likely tomorrow.

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The meeting
Sunday. 1.14.07 1:16 pm
I literally woke up like 5 minutes before I had to leave my apartment. When I got to work, I clocked in {as instructed} and sat down in the area where the meeting was being held. Erin told us that we had to write down 3 things we liked about our job and 3 things we disliked. Having just woken up, my brain was not turned on, so this meant I had to actually think.

It was just as difficult as I expected to find things I like about the job. I very strongly dislike my job, yet I've been there for two years... go figure. I found more things I disliked {they were all legit, nothing dumb; though some people did write down some dumb stuff} than stuff I liked. Though I did think of a few things I like about my job.

Overall the meeting lasted much longer than necessary. The things discussed were mostly stuff we already knew, but weren't enforcing. I somehow doubt it'll all be enforced immediately. Even though people are more than aware of the rules, they'll all still complain regardless.

It was sort of fun though. We were all being serious, yet we managed to joke and have fun. Some people were more annoying than others. People who think they know all, who think they're funny, when in reality they're nothing close to either *coughLancecough*.

As much as I like having special privelages {seeing as how I'm a manager} I don't like when the other, lesser employees feel they do too because they've been there longer, or because they 'know more' about the place or for whatever reason. Lance was all about thinking he can get away with other stuff cuz he was here in the time of Marcus. Back when Marcus was manager, he and Lance were friends so sometimes Marcus would give in to certain things. Well since Marcus has been gone, Lance feels that he still gets those special 'privelages' and its not fair to anyone else. Ugh... okay minor rant over.

Anywho, my plan of going up there in PJs went through. I wasn't the only one so I didn't stand out in any way. But my plan of coming home and going back to sleep didn't work out too well. Once I'm up and have been up for a time, I have trouble going back to sleep. I'm too conscious to go back into unconsciousness. Oh well. Maybe I'll nap later.

Ha! At this time two days ago the temperature was already close to 70 {its 11:35am right now} but today, right now, its only about 34. That's funny, cuz I wore capris to the meeting this morning, and then it wasn't even 30 out yet. {I wore a hoodie don't worry, I'm not that crazy...} I love the cold! I don't like, however, the way the temperatures rise and fall as quickly as they do in such a short amount of time. It could be highs in the 50s one day then the next day it'll be close to 80. It gets really annoying when you're planning out what you're going to wear. Whatever. Its one of the many downfalls to living in the desert.

Alright, considering I haven't been up for that long, I seem to have found a lot to say. I'm going to end this here and probably write again much later on tonight.

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