Today is the 12 year anniverasry of my Dad's death. He died from brain cancer. Its hard to believe that its already been so long. Over the years I've learned to deal with celebrating holidays and such without being upset, but today is the day that I mourn. You can't erase a memory like that.

In other news, I got my hair cut. Its still long, but its layered. I also have red streaks in it. You can really see the red when I'm out in the sun. I'm happy with it, but I knew that I'd get criticized cuz the people at work can't keep their mouths shut or lie about something like that. Oh well. As long as I'm happy with it, that's all that matters.

I don't have any plans for tonight. I'm doing my laundry right now, but that's about it.

I'm broke. Like, really broke. I spent about 260 unncessary dollars in the last week. Between my tattoo and getting my hair done its a bit costly. Oh well.

Uhm, I don't really know what to say so I'll end this here.

Mourning is natural. I hope that you feel better tomorrow and continue to cherish the memories that you have of your dad.
» pyrogrrl12 on 2007-07-01 02:41:00

i've decided... I think that's why i kept tearing up yesterday... and I didn't even realize the date until today [well, technically yesterday] a few hours before anthony left... it really doesn't feel like it's been that long.
» MidnightMonkey on 2007-07-01 03:45:33

I have no money at all either. In fact...I don't really have the money that I need for gas to get to and from work this week so hopefully that won't be coming back to bite me in the ass. I didn't really spend all that much extra. No big purchases. But with having to put $26 into my new checking and savings accounts and our bassist not showing up to practice so I had to help cover his portion of our payment to the studio where we practice, I spent it here and there in small doses.

I doubt that 12 years would be enough time to keep anyone from feeling what you're going through now. I wish I'd had a father that I would even know if he'd passed away. But he's kinda still on the run for not having paid a cent of child support and every time his state's government tracks him down and tries to take action...he...pooooof...disappears. But that's enough of that. This wasn't supposed to be about me. I am sorry for the loss that you still feel and I hope that tomorrow will ease what you'd felt today.
» etheracide on 2007-07-01 03:49:14

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