welcome to my mind ...

The arrival of the family has made it inevitable that I'll be leaving in three days. I'm thinking that my nerves are kicking in because I've felt sick to my stomach all day.

The tears have come and gone all day. Its mostly because I'm really afraid that I won't see Stuart. I don't think I'd handle it too well if I left Tucson without seeing him.

I am excited for tomorrow, though. Its my last day of freedom and leisure. We're going to the mall. We're going to be seeing Harry Potter 5 first, then we're gonna be going to lunch {I have no idea where yet} and then later in the evening we're going to be going bowling. I'm not sure what we're going to be doing inbetween lunch and bowling, but I'm sure we'll figure something out.

I've just about cried my eyes dry. When I do cry now, I don't cry near as long. I just can't. My eyes get dried out. I've woken up the past two mornings with my eyes dry and hurt, but I can't help it. My mind starts to wander off to the bad and the tears just come. I'm not an optimist; I never have been. Its hard for me to think of a good situation for myself. However, when someone else is having a problem, I can pick out the good in that. Optimism just doesn't work for me.

Alright, I don't know what else to say. I'll write again at some point tomorrow.

Tell me about Harry Potter.. I so far have one vote that it's boring and one vote that it's awesome.
» Nuttz on 2007-07-13 12:04:09

Don't know anything about the Harry Potter movie. Like Nuttz I've heard it's great then it sucks so I'm lost, lol. But I do hope you have a great time tomorrow.
» Princess_00 on 2007-07-13 12:29:41

I'm not much of a Harry Potter fan, but I hope have a good time.
» Southern on 2007-07-13 12:41:03

Do you think you could just call him and tell him how you feel? About not seeing him before you leave, I mean.
» randomjunk on 2007-07-13 09:00:58

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