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I can't stand it here anymore Friday. 9.24.10 6:28 pm So this weekend was supposed to be a good weekend and now it's all gone to shit. Jacob's mom and grandmother were going to be out of town for the whole weekend and I was finally going to have some peace and quiet and alone time. But then I get a phone call from his mom saying that they forgot something so they were just going to come back. That they were already on their way back. Fuck! I seriously started crying. I'm so pissed off right now. I need some time to myself. I can't deal with having to be present all the time. I want to be able to sleep whenever I want and not have to worry about being interrupted or questioned on why I'm so tired. I want to be able to eat when I'm hungry without having to worry if I'm going to spoil dinner, even though I never know when dinner is ever going to be. I just need a couple days to myself! Apparently that's too much to ask. I'm already going out of my mind. It's only been two weeks. And I still have about two or three weeks left ... depending. I just want to leave. I want to get away. I want to be left alone. I want to hole myself up in my room and ignore any calls that aren't Jacob. I want my privacy back. I can't stand it here anymore. 3 Comments. Ahh wow.. I can defintely feel you on the needing days to myself away from parents and people..... If I had a dollar for every day that i've felt like that Hopefully you will get some measure of privacy soon » CPKviperpheonix on 2010-09-24 09:43:52 Hang on!! You're leaving soon, you're gonna have all the privacy you want then. » Nuttz on 2010-09-24 09:59:32 I know how you feel. My mom drives me insane every day about the most insignificant things. Remember what the future brings and how happy you will be. I bet Jacob misses you just as much as you miss him. » Midnight on 2010-09-25 07:59:11
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