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Quick one
Friday. 5.31.13 11:35 am
I'm writing super early compared to when I normally do in case I don't get home before midnight tonight. I most likely will, but this is just in case.

I got up fairly early this morning, around 7:30, but didn't get out of the house until closer to 9. Jake and I were supposed to go to breakfast this morning, but he picked up some early overtime and I didn't want to have to worry about being rushed through breakfast, so we're postponing until probably next weekend.

I'm also supposed to be hanging out with my friend in from out of town today, but I haven't heard from him yet so who knows if/when that'll happen. We're supposed to be getting together at noon, but if I haven't heard from him by 1 I'll probably text him to see what's up.

Depending on how today goes, I will either get my stuff done today or tomorrow. I want to go to the book store to buy the 11th and 12th books in the James Patterson series I started reading again. I am also expecting my shoes to arrive sometime today so I'll probably get the books when I go to get my shoes. There was something else I wanted to do, but now I can't remember. Hopefully it comes to me.

Anywho, I'm going to continue watching shows on Hulu for now. Possibly read some. We'll see how the rest of today goes.

Until tomorrow. . .

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So tired
Thursday. 5.30.13 8:25 pm
I worked some overtime today. I hadn't planned on that so I'm more tired than normal. The money is the only reason I volunteered to work 4 extra hours on my Friday. However, now I'm pretty drained so I'll probably be going to bed early. Which also means I will not be reading much tonight. It's barely 8:30, the sun is still up and I'm already fighting my eye lids.

Work was uneventful. It was nice to have an easy final day of the week.

Tomorrow should be good times. I may be writing a very early entry in case I'm out later than I expect to be. I am doing so well with writing something every day, I'd hate to miss a day now. It's actually not as difficult as I thought it would be, despite it being nearly June.

Alright, I will try to stay up for at least another half hour, mostly because my hair is still pretty wet from the shower. The other reason is because the sun is still up and I want to wait until it's darker before I call it a night.

Until tomorrow {hopefully} . . .

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On edge
Wednesday. 5.29.13 6:52 pm
I nearly punched someone in the face this morning. 20 minutes in to my shift and I was already ready to hurt someone. The day did not start out well.

I've been on edge for at least a couple days now, though I'm not entirely sure why. I hope whatever it is that's causing it passes soon. Or I break down and cry for a good 20 minutes. As long as it's not a panic attack break down. I feel that would almost make it worse.

Tomorrow will probably be busier than I'd like it to be. I will most likely spend a majority of my shift being as unproductive as possible. If I cared less about my job, I would just call off, but since I like earning money, I will save the remaining sick days that I have for a rainy day. Or a day when I actually might kill someone and the only way to avoid that is to call off sick. We'll see what happens.

I just need this weekend to come. I need two days off. Maybe it's time to start casting a line again and see if I get any bites. The last few times I've cast my line, I've gotten jack squat. Less than jack squat. More like air.

Ugh. These entries really haven't been the lightest recently. Sorry about that. Hopefully with the time off this weekend, I'll have some time to recover from my funk. Hell, I might even play the lottery. Just for shits and giggles.

Time to go lose myself in a book.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Two more days
Tuesday. 5.28.13 7:38 pm
I am definitely looking forward to this weekend and for several reasons. First, it's the weekend. No work. That is probably the most obvious reason. Second, it's payday. This particular check will have extra monies on it thanks to some overtime and with it being the third check this month, there will be no medical expenses extracted. So that will be fairly awesome indeed.

Third, my shoes are supposed to be arriving on Friday. Fourth, I will be buying myself a couple new books that I completely plan on reading {unlike a year and a half ago when I bought the book that I just recently read and finished. Although I think at that time it was more just me spending money in an attempt to alleviate sadness during a rough time and not because I actually wanted to read it.}

Anywho, I digress. The final reason is because I am supposed to hang out with a friend who is in town visiting for a week! I haven't seen him in probably close to two years now so I'm excited. I have no idea what we're going to be doing, but whatever it is, I'm sure it'll be a good time. The last time I was this excited about seeing someone who was visiting was probably when I drove to Tucson back in like, '09. So basically, never when someone else was visiting. I have always been the visitor.

Today was fairly uneventful. Hopefully the next two days are as well. I want this week to end smoothly so that I can be as stress-free as possible {for me} on Friday so that I can make the most of out it. I have moved on {mostly} from the funk that I was in yesterday. I slept horribly last night so this morning I actually kind of wanted to cry. I just felt like I was on my tipping point, but as the day went on and nothing too exciting/crazy happened, I calmed down a little bit. Hopefully tonight will not be a repeat of last.

Alright, two more days to get through before my weekend. Here's to hoping they go buy quickly and smoothly.

Until tomorrow. . .

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Not ready yet
Monday. 5.27.13 7:30 pm
Even if a change occurs that doesn't directly affect me, but still affects me, I like knowing ahead of time so that I can mentally adjust. I guess this is just the next step in moving on. I hate change. Even small ones. You'd think with all the fucking changes I've been through in my life, I'd be used to it by now, but no. I hate them even more. Which in a way makes sense because of how much I've had to deal with change. I want something to stay constant for once.

I bought a book today. Half Price Books was having their Memorial Day sale and I decided to take advantage. I will probably start reading it once I'm finished with the other one.

I had more, but I'm distracted so I'm going to try to lose myself in the book for a while. Perhaps tomorrow I'll have more.

Until then. . .

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Ugh
Sunday. 5.26.13 7:36 pm
Apparently when I bring in a home-cooked meal for my lunch at work, I'm not supposed to eat it at work. This is not the first time I've brought food in from home and didn't get the chance to eat it because shit hit the fan at work and my lunch break never came. I end up having to bring the food home and eat it there.

Just to test karma, I'm not going to be bringing home cooked food with me tomorrow. I do not want two busy days in a row. Especially not if they're both like today. I will probably wait until at least Tuesday.

I'm more than halfway through the book that I started reading a few days ago. I would probably be finished with it by now, but I think I skipped a day. I will probably have it finished before the weekend.

Tomorrow is a holiday at work. The clinics will be closed, but due to this, Urgent Care will be super busy. It always is on holidays that occur during the week. And guess who will be spending half the shift posted at UC? Yeah. Joy. You can feel my excitement through the screen.

Alright, I am going to make an attempt at being in bed early tonight. We'll see what happens.

Until tomorrow. . .

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