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Thursday. 6.21.07 2:52 pm
Time seems to be speeding up now cuz I only have so much time left here. I don't have a whole lot to do, but its enough to keep me busy in the next few weeks.

~ I have two weeks left at my job. I can only imagine how much they're going to realize just how valuable I am to that place. They're going to realize that they relied on me more often than not. And I won't be there anymore to fall back on.

~ Katie and I are going to the movies/mall on Saturday. We're going to be seeing Evan Almighty. The only other movie that we're going to be seeing together {that I know of} is the 5th Harry Potter movie.

~ Next Saturday {the 30th} I'm going to be getting my hair cut. I'm debating whether to get blonde or red streaks in my hair. I have a week to decide. The 30th is also the 12 year anniversary of my Dad's death. I'll be writing an entry about that later on.

~ I am going to be making plans to hang out with Steve one more time before I leave. I also want to make time to hang out with Caitlyn and Sarah before I go too. There are a couple other people that I'd like to hang out with before I leave, but I don't know if its going to happen.

~ I also need to fill out applications online so that I'll have interviews set up for when I get out to Vegas. Gah! That's the part that I'm worried about most; finding a good paying job.

Okay, that's a small list of stuff that I'm doing in the next 3 weeks.

Stuart is home from the hospital, but he's not in good shape. The fracture in his jaw is still there. He had to have surgery to drain and remove an abscess and they had to remove two of his wisdom teeth. He's got cellulitis right now and is on antibiotics to treat it. If it doesn't go away, they're going to have to operate again, but this time they'll have to remove a part of his face to get to it. He said he's lost the use of the left side of his face temporarily. Its affecting him in a big way because he can't play hockey again until the cellulitis is gone. Its putting pressure on his jaw and if he injures it further he may lose the use of the left side of his face for life.

I hope he gets better soon. I miss seeing him.

Alright, that's about it for now. I'll write more later or tomorrow.

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Wednesday. 6.20.07 2:45 pm
I don't feel good today. Its nothing like a cold or anything; I'm not getting sick. I'm just all achy. I should be good in a day or two. I'm glad that I don't have to work today. It allows me to stay in pajamas and relax.

I've been having weird dreams lately. I dreamt about Charlie last night. I've mentioned him before, but only once or twice. It was weird, I don't really remember exactly what the dream was about, but I distinctly remember that it was about Charlie. Oh well.

Gah, its been half an hour and this is all I've written.

Its kind of hard to believe that I've only got a few weeks left here. I'm not sad in any way, shape or form, but I'm realizing just how much I'm going to have to do once I get out to Vegas. Its not the same as the last few times I went out there. This time, its not a vacation.


I'm glad that Justin and I fell apart when we did. I can focus on working my final two weeks and keeping myself sane enough so that I don't walk out before my last day. I do miss Stuart, though. I haven't seen him in a couple weeks and although the reason I haven't seen him is legitimate, I still wish that I could see him. Hopefully I'll get to see him before I move. I wouldn't want to leave without saying goodbye.

My entries have been getting more and more boring. I'm sorry to all those who actually read it, but thank you for reading it and commenting anway.

I have a link to my Nutang from my myspace. I wonder if any of my friends on there ever click on the link and read my blog here. . .

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this is my un-title
Tuesday. 6.19.07 7:49 pm
... I can't think of anything good to title this entry.

I'm watching America's Got Talent right now and there are a few more talented people on this episode, but not many. Earlier there was a group of 4 guys who were absolutely sexy. I'm glad they were talented enough to go through to the next round. I really want to see them again.

I really don't know what to say.

I heard from Stuart. He's still in the hospital and he'll be there for a while. He had surgery yesterday and he said they might have to opperate two more times. He must have really messed up his jaw. I guess that's a risk you take when you play a sport like hockey.

I found a couple friends on myspace that I knew back in middle school. I haven't talked to or seen them in almost a decade. Also, my cousin found me on myspace. I haven't talked to her in about 4 years. Craziness.

Uhm, my sister is back from being inactive for a while. Its cool to see her on here again.

Alright, that's it. I've got nothing else.

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Monday. 6.18.07 7:18 pm
I'm so fed up with the bullshit at work. I'm so glad that I only have 2 1/2 weeks left. I'm not going to elaborate right now. I don't feel like getting pissed off or upset. Its sad that I'm not the only one who's fed up either. Over half the employees are sick and tired of the shit that goes on there. Whatever. It'll be over for me soon.

As far as I know, Stuart is still in the hospital. I haven't heard from him yet today. I'm hoping I'll hear something from him and hopefully it'll be good news.

When Katie and I go to the mall on Saturday, I'm going to stop off at Hot Topic or Spencer's and buy a vibrating tongue ring. Its basically just to see what it feels like. It'll probably be weird and not that easy to talk, but whatever. It should be funny.

Uhm, oh! The power went out for about an hour today. It was freaking hot! Without the hoods on to vent out the heat being emitted from the ovens, the heat was just gathering in the restaurant. We ended up locking the doors for a bit. It was so uncomfortable. The power finally came back on, but since we couldn't do anything for an hour, we were behind on prep. Oh well. Whatever I didn't do today, I'll just do tomorrow.

K, I'm done with the entry for today.

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Sunday. 6.17.07 12:40 pm
So, pretty much, I'm over being pissed off. Its a waste of energy. He still had no right to say things that weren't true, but whatever. That's his own business at this point. We were never meant to be together in the first place and if we hadn't broken up then, we would have been breaking up in a couple weeks anyway. Besides, we were just too opposite. We had almost nothing in common. However, some of the things Justin said got me thinking about some of the things I've heard and been told in the past. That's for another blog though. {If you wanna read what I was pissed off at, just scroll down to the previous entry}

Anywho, I was up till 3:30 last night watching Team America: World Police. I haven't seen that movie in a while and it was just as funny as the first bunch of times I watched it.

I was talking to my sister last night via myspace. She's sick of the shit that goes on at home. I told her that once I get my own place, she can stay whenever she wants; within reason of course.

There's like, nothing on TV right now. Well, there might be now, but I don't want to get involved in anything since I have to get ready for work here shortly.

Uhm ... I need to call the cable company and schedule to have them shut it off on the 15th of July. I'll still be able to get online since I have a laptop with a wireless card in it, but the signal will suck at certain points until I can get a wireless router. I also need to go Blockbuster online and change my shipping address to my mom's house. I also have to go to the post office and fill out a change of address form.

I'm getting my hair cut in two weeks {after I get paid again.} I'm going to the movies next Saturday with Katie. We're going to see Evan Almighty. I'm still wanting to get a tattoo before I move, but I'm not sure about the money at this point. Maybe, if I have the money, that's what I can do the last day before I leave. Who knows.

Oh, and Stuart is in the hospital. At least, last night he was. He had to get cat scans. A few days ago he fractured his jaw while playing hockey and ignored it for a couple days. The swelling got so bad, though, that he couldn't open his mouth at all and when he went to the doctor, they said that, due to the swelling, he's suffered severe bruising that might have caused damage to his brain. That really sucks. I hope he's okay. I'm sure he will be eventually, but I still hope that he gets better soon. I also hope that I get to see him before I move. I haven't seen him in a bit and I kinda miss him. Although the reason I haven't seen him is legit, I still miss him.

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a note to His Assholiness
Sunday. 6.17.07 12:02 am
Sooo, I was just browsing myspace and I came across Justin's blog. He just wrote up a new one and included a bunch of unnecessary bullshit in it about me.

~~I just recently broke up with my Girlfriend i guess you could call her. i was really getting tired of her. She was starting to annoy the hell out of me. Anytime we went anywhere she would immediatley start bitching about the country music i had playin. My car = My radio = My music. she changed it a couple of times. she actually changed it when Rodeo by Garth brooks was playing. One of my favorite songs of all time and she fuckin changed it. We couldn't have a conversation for 2 flipin minutes with out her bringing up her job. Constantly complaining about how much she hated it, but yet she couldnt stop talking about it. Doesnt make sense to me. then like a week or so ago, i went to California with some old college buddies for a weekend. I told her I was going twice in 1 week. not like it was any of her damn buisness anyways. When i got back i went to see her at her job and when i told her when i got back she said it wouldve been nice if i told her i was going to cali . which i replied " i told you twice the week before i left" then she said i didnt tell her anything. which pissed me off. she basically called me a liar. i mean, im not her husband, im not her dog, and im not her bitch. Ill go where i want, when i want,ill do what i want, how i want to do it, and who i want. so now im single again.~~

First off, Asshole, I never not once ever changed the fucking station in your truck! I totally respect the 'your car, your music choice' thing. And I even fucking told you that I was getting used to the country music. I still didn't like it and I probably never will, but I would tolerate it for your fucking sake. You're the one who changed the goddamn station. You didn't have to, but ya did. Don't blame that shit on me. Second, if me talking about my job bothered you, why the fuck didn't you say something? I would have stopped.

Don't make up shit that ain't true. I admit, maybe I overreacted when you came back from Cali, but you don't have to be an asshole about it. I even appologized for that shit. What you said was completely unnecessary.

And I hope he fucking reads this shit.

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