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new high score
Saturday. 3.8.08 1:29 am
I have achieved a new personal high score. My previous one was 116 ... tonight, I got a 125. It was cool cuz usually my first game is crap. This time, my second game was crap; I only got an 82. My third game was 112.

I had fun. Still no drinking, but I'm alright with that. I was undecided earlier whether I wanted to drink or not, but shortly before it was time to leave for the bowling alley, I wasn't in the mood to drink. Instead, I had my typical Mt. Dew ... the only time I ever drink soda is when I'm bowling. I have no idea why; that's just the way it is.

My sister went this time. And apparently had issues with her boyfriend cuz she stayed to herself the whole time. I asked her and him what was wrong, they both told me nothing so I left it alone. It's shitty when they're going through problems. The vibe is wonderful. {please assume I'm using as much sarcasm on the word 'wonderful' as you possibly can.}

I have to work tomorrow ... er, I guess it would be today at this point. But I can sleep in until 9am. It's only a four hour shift. Which is good cuz I have to be at work at 4am Sunday morning. As soon as I get home from work tomorrow, I need to do laundry. I was going to do it today, but I never got around to it.

Gah! I need to buy another pair of jeans. I discovered a small rip on the inside of the upper thigh. Not quite in the crotch area, but close enough to not be able to wear them out in public. Especially not to work where I'm moving as much as I do. This shit sucks. If I have enough money, I'm gonna buy two pairs.

Alright, I need to get to bed. I just realized how tired I was. I did have fun tonight, though. And I'm happy about my new high score.

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apparently, I'm the only one ...
Friday. 3.7.08 4:23 pm
Who actually knows how to do the dishes. Granted, I have seen ma do them, but that's only when she's pissed off and has to clean. My sister has to be basically forced to do the dishes so we stopped trying. She gets all pissy and rolls her eyes and bitches about having to do them.

This house disgusts me. I hate that my sister won't take care of her own damn cat unless she's told to do so. She's almost 18 years old. WTF?! She shouldn't have to be told.

I try to avoid ranting about her because she has a NuTang and as little as she uses it, the possibility of her coming on here is still there. Oh well. Whether I say this shit to her face or if she reads about it later, she'll get pissed off either way.

I can't fucking wait to be back in my own place, where I am the one who controls what goes on in the house/apartment and Iam the only one responsible for the messiness/cleanliness of the household.

Damnit. I'm done. I wasn't planning on writing anything until after bowling tonight, but I had to get at least some of that off my chest.

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sleeping in
Thursday. 3.6.08 7:17 pm
I get to sleep in tomorrow. I'm looking forward to it.

I went in today on my off day because of the truck, but because the truck was small, Monica wanted me out on the floor. I was not complaining. This is the first truck in quite a while that I haven't had to work on so I was glad for the reprieve.

I was also asked to stay an hour later today than originally planned, so combined with yesterday's 3 extra hours, I've gotten 4 extra hours on next week's paycheck. It'll still be pathetically small, but it'll be better than what the original schedule had in store for me.

What to write, what to write...

I'm going bowling tomorrow night. I'm not sure if my sister will be going this time or not. She's more than welcome. I might get a ride so that I can drink. I do have to work on Saturday, but not until 10am. I hated that I had to leave early last time.

New Amsterdam and Lipstick Jungle is on tonight. I'll probably be browsing NuTang during commercials.

Uhm, wow. I just haven't had the energy to blog lately, but I've managed to come up with a few things to say. Hopefully I'll have an interesting story to tell after bowling tomorrow night. I won't be posting until after 1am though.

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called in?
Wednesday. 3.5.08 7:51 pm
As I had said yesterday, I worked from 4-8am this morning. I left, got home, changed and turned my computer on ... and my phone rang. I looked to see who it was, but I didn't recognize the number. Expecting it to be a wrong number, I answered the phone a little less politely than I would if I knew who was calling me. It was Cindy. I changed my tone to more a pleasant one and asked what was up. She needed me to come back in because she didn't realize she didn't have a cashier until 11.

I was a little bothered because I was just about ready to lay down and nap for a few hours, but I really need the money and the more hours I work, the more money I get. I get back up to work and confused the people that I had just said bye to. I work as a cashier for a few hours, buy the few things I needed {I wasn't going to buy them because I didn't want to go back out, but since I was out, I bought the stuff I needed,} came home, changed back into pajamas and napped for a few hours.

Anywho, the vibe in this house is spectacularly horrible as of late. Everyone is either happy or pissed off, the latter being the most common attitude. There seems to be no comfortable medium. I know I'm not the happiest person, but when everyone else around me is in a bad mood, it tends to affect my own mood. Something that doesn't help the depression any.

Right now, stress is the biggest contributer to the mood in the house.

I couldn't resist any longer. My leg has been itching and itching like crazy over the past few days and the skin around the scabs was peeling away; I did my best to resist, but today, I couldn't handle it. I took off both the scabs covering the bite marks ... to discover small indents in my leg. The scabs that have reformed over them are actually below the level of my skin. It's kind of cool, in a weird, sick kind of way.

Alright, I've been sitting here staring at the screen for the last 5 minutes with nothing coming to mind {except a rant, but that's for another entry} so I'm done writing for today.

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half shifts, split days
Tuesday. 3.4.08 5:31 pm
My full shift tomorrow has been split up between tomorrow and Thursday. It's not exactly what I want, but there's really nothing I can do. Since I'm just a minion, I do as I'm told.

The reason tomorrow's shift has been split up is because the truck that was supposed to come tomorrow, is now coming on Thursday. But there still needs to be stuff done tomorrow. It will be a small truck on Thursday, which is why I'm only working half a shift.

Anywho, I'm still stressed out. I need to find something where I can constructively relieve my stress, without having to put forth any money. So that means going for a drive is out of the question. Walking would be good, but by the time I'm home from work, I'm tired and I don't want to be on my feet any longer.

I had something to write about, but I completely forgot; just drew a total blank. Oh well.

I've also just lost my energy to blog. If I think of what I was going to write, I might add it later as an edit. But, if not, then I guess I'll just write tomorrow.

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the eyes that follow
Monday. 3.3.08 5:26 pm
A lot of people have commented, over time, about the eyes I have on my page. I've had them since just after I started my account and at this point, I will not be getting rid of them. Even though, at times, they annoy me when I'm trying to click on something, but I can't because the eyes are in the way. The web site that I got them from doesn't exist anymore. I have no idea why the code still works, but because I can't get them anywhere {that I know of} I'll be keeping the code as long as I keep this account.

Anywho, I spent most of the day doing absolutely nothing. Yeah, there's no other way to describe what I did today. Doing the dishes was the height of my day.

I have work tomorrow; at 4am, of course. Tomorrow is truck day. And apparently we're getting another truck on Wednesday too. Damnit. But, this means I might get to work on Thursday, for at least a few hours.

I'm thinking about going to the library at some point to check out a book on American Sign Language. I really want to learn, but I can't afford to take classes, nor purchase videos or professional books on the language. When I get around to going back to school, ASL will be the course I take as my foreign language. I know the alphabet because I learned it when I was in the girl scouts. In middle school, I learned a little more, the Pledge of Allegiance {which I don't even think is said in schools anymore} and some random words, because I had a deaf friend who taught it to me. But I've long since forgotten them.

K, I'm done for the day.

Oh! I almost forgot. The new song Superstar by Lupe Fiasco is one of my new favorite songs right now. And it's not even because of Lupe Fiasco. The guy who is featured in the song, Matthew Santos ... oh em gee. He's got a beautiful voice and amazing looks. That's all I'm gonna say. And you can check out the song; it's in my playlist.

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