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change of plans
Saturday. 2.7.09 12:43 pm
We're not going to Michigan. I was trying not to say anything to anyone because I know my boyfriend and I knew that he would change his mind. I just wasn't sure how soon that would happen.

He's been feeling homesick lately and that's what pushed him to want to go back. But after some thinking it'd be smarter financially to stay where we have the guarenteed 40+ hour-a-week job. Especially with the way this economy is right now.

We're still going to be moving out of his mom's house, but we'll be staying in Vegas.

She still doesn't know I'm involved in any of this. But at least the blow will be softened a little with the knowledge that we're at least staying in Vegas.

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tagged on facebook
Wednesday. 2.4.09 4:24 pm
This is for Nuttz and lazypuppy who both tagged my on Facebook. I'm on there maybe once a month ... so I figured I'd just copy and paste it here. {btw, I'm not going to tag anyone so you guys don't have to worry}

If I tagged you, it is because I would like to learn more about you! Copy and paste this into your notes, then tag 25 more people that you would like to learn more about.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
{haha, yeah. my mom said I was named after one of my dad's ex-girlfriends cuz he liked the name Cheryl. not sure how true it is, but it's funny}

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
{it's probably been a ... no, wait. I cried last Monday}

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
{for the most part, yes. some days it doesn't look as neat as it usually does]

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
{turkey or chicken ... depends on the mood I'm in}

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
{no, no and no. not now, not ever}

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
{probably}

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
{me? use sarcasm? never how dare you accuse me of such a heinous act}

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
{yep}

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
{skydiving yes, bungee jumping no}

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
{honey nut cheerios}

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
{nope}

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
{half-baked}

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
{their apperance}

15. RED OR PINK?
{red}

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
{I'm not always as confident as I'd like to be}

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
{padre}

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
{it doesn't matter either way}

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
{smilie face pajama pants and no shoes}

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
{the computer fan}

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
{black or a dark grey color ... possibly green or blue though}

23. FAVORITE SMELL
{rain ... when I'm not in the desert; it smells different when it rains somewhere green as opposed to the dusty, dry desert}

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
[my boyfriend's mom}

25. Do you know the person who sent this to you?
{personally, no}

26. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH?
{I don't do sports}

27. HAIR COLOR?
{brunette}

28. EYE COLOR?
{dark brown}

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
{no, I'd rather skip over the contacts and get lasik, but since it's not cheap, I might go with contacts first}

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
{chocolate}

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
{both, but not in the same movie}

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
{in theaters: Taken ... on DVD: My Best Friend's Girl}

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
{white}

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
{winter}

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
{hugs}

36. FAVORITE DESSERT?
{something chocolatey}

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
{don't know, don't really care}

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
{see answer above}

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
{I'm not; I really need to get to the library}

40 WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
{don't have a mouse pad}

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
{I don't watch TV}

42. FAVORITE SOUNDS?
{I dunno}

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
{the Beatles}

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
{I'll be moving about 2000 miles away from my home in May}

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
{sure?}

46. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
{Huntington, NY}

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
{doesn't matter to me}

48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
{the internet}

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problem
Monday. 2.2.09 4:29 pm
His mom found out that he's going back to Michigan, but she doesn't know that I'm going with him. {that's the other part of the big news: I'm not just moving out of this apartment ... I'm moving to Michigan}

I don't want to deal with a confrontation until he's here ... but how do I avoid her without it looking like I'm avoiding her?

Fuck.

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here's the big news ...
Sunday. 2.1.09 3:15 pm
... at least part of it. Last Monday Jacob asked me to move out with him. It's something that I've been wanting to do for a while and it finally came true. It came as a big shock to me because of how adamant he had been about not doing it when the topic had come up in prior conversations.

But he told me that he's been thinking about it for the last couple months. The thing stopping him was fear. He was afraid to ask me, afraid of what the future would bring, etc. Then he finally decided that it didn't matter. He needed to ask me.

I was sooooo happy. I actually cried I was so happy.

It'll still be a little bit. We want to wait until we at least get our tax returns.

Anywho, this weekend was really good. It ended way too soon though. And I realize that I've still got the rest of today, but all that consists of is laundry, the Super Bowl commercials and sleeping. Nothing terribly special.

Unfortunately it's going to be a while before a weekend like this happens again. Oh well. Only a few more months to wait.

I'm excited and scared/nervous all at the same time.

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in shock
Monday. 1.26.09 2:43 pm
Something happened today. Not bad. Au contraire ... it was rather good. But due to past conversations and recent happenings, I'm not sure how exactly to react.

At this point in time, I'm in absolute shock. It's a lot to take in all at once, but I have time to think about it and consider the pros and cons of a very big decision I need to make.

I'm going to talk to my sister about it hopefully on Friday if not sooner.

I know none of you have any clue what I'm talking about, but trust me ... in a week or so I'll definitely fill you in. Be patient though. It might be a little longer.

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in the last few days
Saturday. 1.24.09 11:21 pm
Wednesday I worked an unexpected double. 3am-6pm. And then had to be back at work at 3am the next morning. It was not fun. But the pay will look nice on my next paycheck.

Slept half of Thursday trying to catch up on the lack of sleep between Wendnesday and Thursday early morning.

Went to the gym yesterday. The spinning class was not as hard on my legs this time, but working out on the machines afterwards with Jake did a number on my upper body. Still pretty sore.

Jacob is in a mood today. I'm not sure why and he's not telling me. So instead of going out after he got off work, he's spending the time at the gym. Who knows how long he'll be there. And even though he said he'd be awake to watch a movie afterwards, I know that as soon as he lays down, he'll fall asleep. {granted I didn't exactly know where I wanted to go or what I wanted to do ... still. I'm not the only one who can plan for things.}

I can only hope tomorrow is better.

Also, went to my first passion party tonight. It was a lot of fun. So much so that I'm going to be hosting my own in a few weeks. I told Jake he was going, but because of his mood he did not seem thrilled. Not even pretending to be happy about it or for my decision in doing it.

I hate when he's like this. It makes being happy hard for me. My good, happy mood that carried over from the party dropped almost immediately when he walked in and I saw nothing had changed from before.

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