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I finally met someone from the 'Tang
Sunday. 6.14.09 11:45 am
I've been a member on this website since December '04 and I've finally met someone else who is on here: lazypuppy. She's not really active on here anymore ... unfortunately she's gotten caught up in another website.

But she's doing well. Greg is so tiny, but I'm sure he's gotten much bigger in the last 2 1/2 years. I don't have picture proof; Greg wouldn't stand still. I guess that's what happens when you keep a 2-year-old out past 10pm.

We met up at the Fremont Street Experience. It's a nice place to wander for a little while. I suggest going to see it at least once. I'll let you be the judge as to whether you find it cool enough to visit again. The light show that they have every night is what most people go there to see. I do have a video clip of that; I just haven't figured out how to upload it to my computer.

I don't know when or if I'll see her again, but I think it'd be pretty cool if/when the opportunity arrives.

I don't want to go back to work tonight. The weekends really are never long enough. Even when we have a long weekend. I need a vacation. An actual vacation. One where I take time off from work and take a plane out of here. Stay in a hotel, spend money on souvenirs. Then come back and complain about how my vacation wasn't long enough.

Blah, okay. I think that's it. I can't think of anything else.

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hmm ...
Saturday. 6.13.09 2:46 pm
It's taking a little longer than I expected for my thoughts to organize themselves.

But I am actually going to write something today.

I watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button yesterday. It was a good movie. Some of the parts were playing around with my tear ducts, but not for the reasons you would normally think. It's a story all on it's own that's not fit for this entry.

I've got some plans for tonight. Those should be fun. I'll write about them tomorrow, depending on how it goes.

I really feel like baking something. Like a cake or a batch of cookies or something, but I don't have any of the ingredients I need. And I'm way too broke to go to the store to even buy the "just add water" cookie stuff. Oh well.

I might take a nap. I slept decently last night, but I'm still tired. I guess that feeling won't ever go away.

The mailman that brings the mail here likes to talk. I'm not a big talker when I'm tired. Hell, I'm not really a big talker when I'm not tired, but even less so when I am tired. He stopped me today to have a quick chat. To him it probably felt like an easy enough conversation. To me it felt like I was being polite by making small talk. Either way. I want to go check my mail, but I don't know how long I should wait until I think he's gone. It sounds rude, but I don't really want to talk. I just want to check my mail and come back inside. I guess I'll wait till 4. Then I know for sure that he'll be gone. It shouldn't take him more than two hours to deliver mail in an apartment complex.

I really should start actually trying to find a second job. I need the extra cash. At least for a little bit. Long enough to get caught up and get money saved up. It would be nice to have some luxury cash.

Alrighty, I'm done. The random thoughts aren't making sense anymore.

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Wednesday. 6.10.09 11:57 am
I want to write an entry, but I don't know what exactly I want to include in it yet. So this is going to save it's place ... until I get my thoughts in order ... which could take a while.

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Sunday. 6.7.09 11:44 am
I'm really mixed about things right now. Mostly it's because of Jacob and his recent change in attitude, but there are other things that are bugging me as well.

Whatever is going on with Jacob, it's not making him the most pleasant person to be around. He's not moody all the time, but it comes in doses that are not few and far between. I know of a few things that are possibly and probably triggering this attitude change, but I have a feeling there's more to it.

Why is it whenever I can't talk to him is when I want to the most? And why is it that when I finally do talk to him I can't say or ask any of the things I had been wanting to ask/say? I want to, but for whatever reason it just doesn't come out. Right now, though, with the mood I'm in, talking to him probably wouldn't be a good idea. I'm likely to say something I don't mean or have something that I do mean come out wrong and it be interpreted the wrong way.

Argh! This whole thing is frustrating. This thing called life. Weekends are never long enough. Work never just flies by. Bills are too expensive for the little amount of money I'm making. I'm trapped in Vegas because I can't afford to leave. Summer is approaching way too effing fast. The last two days have been really nice, but it's starting to get hot again. And with it being almost the middle of June, the tripple digit temperatures are very quickly approaching.

I need to go back to school, but I'm not sure if I want to right now. That and I can't afford it. I don't want to take out a loan because that would be even more money that I don't have coming out of my bank account.

I realize I should be greatful. I have a roof over my head, food in my fridge, freezer and pantry, cool air, a phone, a computer w/internet, cable and a car. But right now I just don't feel like being happy about those things. I want to focus on the things annoying me.

Just like I want to simply sleep the day away and I can't do that either. I'm done for now, but there might be more to this later. Depending on what happens {if anything} and whether I feel like writing about it.

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mixed emotions ... and a new phone!
Saturday. 6.6.09 1:05 pm
Jake is not having much luck with certian things recently and it's causing his mood and attitude to be very rollar coaster-ish. I like when he's talkative and laughing and joking. Which is not the way he's been the last two days. He's being distant ... kinda like he doesn't really want to be around or say anything, but doesn't exactly see any reason why he shouldn't be around. I dunno.

I just know I don't like the way he's being right now. I'm mixed about it because it hurts, but at the same time I'm annoyed. I actually typed up a rant about it this morning, but after reading through it, I realized how ridiculous I started to sound after a couple sections, so I just deleted it.

All I can do is be there for him, as a friend, when he needs it, leave him alone when he wants that and just wait for him to get through whatever it is he's dealing with.

Anywho, on a brighter note, I got a new phone yesterday. Finally. I'd had my RAZR since 2006. It was a few months past time for me to upgrade, but I had waited because I couldn't afford a new phone yet. Even with the upgrade, discount price. Until yesterday ... when the speaker on my phone suddenly stopped working. Only the speakerphone worked and I hate using speakerphone.

I still couldn't afford a new phone, but I kinda had no choice in buying a new one, unless I wanted everyone to hear my conversations all the time or only wanted to talk in text. Not the way I wanted to go.

This is the phone that I bought. I'm really starting to enjoy it. There are a few things I don't like; the fact that I can't adjust the tone for text messages seperatly from regular tones is one of them, but I still love the phone.

I've got a 2GB memory card for it and I've already got pictures transferred from my computer onto the phone. It'll also be a lot easier to put the pictures onto my computer from the phone. I won't have to e-mail them to myself.

I want people to keep texting me so that I can use the phone, but alas, not everyone has no life like I do. I have yet to try out the camera. I might do that later.

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Thursday. 6.4.09 12:50 pm
Not sure what to title the entry and ehh? looked too Canadian. . . Not that there's anything wrong with Canada, but meh just feels like it works better for this.

Still broke. I get paid tomorrow, but most of it is going into bills. Joy. I just hope I don't go back down to nothing in my account again. I do have things I need. And I don't really want to charge any of it unless I absolutely have to. Which in this case, I just might have to.

Damn. With my monetary luck, I'll have my $14,500 car note paid off before my $3200 credit card bill. The only difference is, with my car, the balance goes down every time I pay it. It will be paid off in 2014, if not sooner. My credit card has interest that just keeps building up. Lame, but true.

Work has slowed considerably since Monday. We got in barely half the amount of trucks today as we did on Monday. I wonder if tomorrow will be just as slow or if it'll pick up a little.

I dunno what else to say.

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