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stuck in limbo
Tuesday. 6.30.09 5:34 pm
I'm at the point right now where I'm tired and I'm sure I could fall asleep if I layed down, but I'm not actually sleepy enough to purposly lay down.

I've been talking to about 4 different people through text and they've all suddenly stopped. Like, all at once. It's a little frustrating. I'm waiting on answers from two people and I'm half expecting responses from the other two. But I'm stuck. I don't want to text them again until I get responses, but if I don't get anything in the next half hour, I'm considering doing so.

I've been listening to the new single, New Divide by Linkin Park, over and over again. I'm pretty sure I'll reach a point where I don't want to listen to the song again, but right now I can't get enough of it. I heard it once, on the radio, and I was hooked. This was before I saw the movie {which, by the way, was spectacular.}

Today is the anniversary of my Dad's death. It's been 14 years. I was hoping to hang out with some people today, but everyone is busy. I keep forgetting it's the middle of the week and everyone that isn't me actually has shit to do in the afternoon. As long as I don't completely focus on what happened, I won't break down. A very small part of me wants to, though. RIP Dad. I love you.

It's getting hot outside now. We've hit triple digits and it's looking to stay that way for a couple months, at least. It's sad when you walk out of your house at 2:30 in the morning and start sweating before you reach your car. Either way. As long as the AC in my apartment and my car work, then I'm okay. I'll still complain, but not as much.

Yeah, I think that's it for today.

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new plates
Monday. 6.29.09 1:51 pm
Well, I have new tags on my car and it is registered through next July. Even though it didn't take very long at the DMV, it was still a pain in the ass having to go up there. I think I was done within an hour.

Hopefully I won't have to go up there again until next year when I have to register my car again.

I don't actually have a whole lot to update on. Perhaps I'll add more later if something comes to mind.

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have you ever had to file a police report?
Saturday. 6.27.09 8:03 pm
I haven't ... until today.

This morning when I left my house to go out and do stuff, I noticed the license plate on the back of my car was gone. The front one was still there, but it didn't have a registration sticker on it so apparently it didn't benefit the person who stole the back plate.

I called 911 and was told because the car isn't gone, just the plates, it wasn't an emergency and to call 311. I didn't think about calling the non-emergency number, I just wanted to notify the police. So I call the non-emergency number and they tell me I have to go to the police station and file a report.

The closest one wasn't that far from me, but it was not the way I wanted to start my day. I spent about half an hour at the police station, got my report, was told to take the other tag off my car and to get new ones ASAP.

The problem? I don't have the money for new plates until the middle of next month. Another problem? It's Saturday. The DMV isn't open tomorrow. I have to work Monday morning. Until I can figure out how to get the money sooner than the middle of July, I'm going to have to drive around without plates on my car. And only a police report stating it's okay that I don't have them, for now.

I was lucky enough not to have gotten pulled over today. But what about tomorrow? Or the day after?

I'm beginning to really hate Vegas. As soon as my lease is up {unless I can come up with enough money to break the lease and move} I'm leaving the state. I've given myself until my birthday to figure out where I want to move to. At this point I've narrowed it down to either the Pacific Northwest or the Atlantic Northeast. Either way, it'll be close enough to the coast.

Today was not the best of days, to say the least. I can only hope tomorrow brings good news.

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meh! random thoughts and such
Wednesday. 6.24.09 2:45 pm
Alright, so I'm really bored right now. I just had some ramen noodles and I'm full, but I want cereal too. Maybe in a little bit.

I'm tired. Perhaps instead of eating I'll just lay down.

No one is texting me right now. That's not helping the boredom.

I'm dealing with some personal issues right now. I'm sure I'll get them figured out. Eventually. . . Or so I can hope.

It's kinda cloudy outside. If only it would rain. But if it does rain, I better be awake to experience it.

Sometimes I wish I was a man. I don't like dealing with the emotions that run through my mind. Being emotional isn't always a blast.

Today was a really long day at work. I hope tomorrow is better. It's Thursday so I at least get ice cream. I think i'll bring in an extra quarter or two so I can get a better kind of ice cream.

If you haven't guessed already, the mood to this entry is really blah. Pretend it's just one, big, giant

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meh, it's Monday
Monday. 6.22.09 2:33 pm
I've never really been a big fan of Monday. Granted, there have been Monday's that were good. Mainly those in which I didn't have to work.

It's always hard getting up when my alarm goes off at 2am Monday morning. It signifies the end of yet another too-short weekend. And the start of a long work week. Hell, it's hard waking up to my 2am alarm any day of the week, but after not having to get up that early for two days it's worse at the beginning of the work week.

Monday seems to be my dedicated laundry day. It was that way when I was living at Jacob's and I planned on changing it when I moved out, but it seems to have stuck. That's okay. When you have a community laundry facility, it tends to be less busy on Monday.

I'm having a lot of personal issues right now that I need to deal with. I don't feel like elaborating.

But don't be surprised if I don't blog for a while. My thoughts aren't in the best shape at the moment. I'll still be around. I enjoy reading other people's blogs.

Yeah that's it. I just wanted to complain about it being Monday.

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I swear I'm going to stop making plans ...
Friday. 6.19.09 7:03 pm
... or at least change the way I'm making them.

I don't know how many times I've made plans in the last couple months and they've either completely fallen through or have gone only somewhat as planned. Like, certain parts of my plan went through, but not quite in the way I had seen them going.

For the most part, whenever I make plans to do something, whether it be with a person, a group or simply myself, none of it really seems to actually go all the way through. Maybe 7 or 8 times in the last 2 months have my plans played out the way I saw them in my head. The way I had planned for these events to happen.

I'm seriously getting tired of making plans and having them either crash and burn or get hurtled back in my face.

I guess the only plans I really have control of are the plans I make with myself. When I want to have a day where it doesn't involve anyone but myself, I am the one who needs to say no if someone wants to come hang out. I usually don't, though and that's where I'm making the mistake. I need to learn to say no and stick with my plan.

Then when I start to rely on other people to hold up their end of the plan, I either get pissed off, hurt or disappointed when they change their minds or something else comes up in their life that causes the original plan to change. It means I now have to come up with a new plan, for myself, instantly. So from here on out, I will always have a plan B when I start making plans with other people. Just in case something happens and the original plan falls through.

My plan for tonight? Watching movies. I'd go out to the movies, but I'm severely limitting my spending. I'm financially limitting myself because I have to. If I don't catch up soon, a second job will be a requirement. And that's something I really don't want to have to resort to.

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