Home | Join! | Help | Browse | Forums | NuWorld | NWF | PoPo   
welcome to my mind ...

The weather
A constant state of being.
My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
Well, hello there.
Flag Counter
Tuesday. 1.26.10 2:54 pm
There's no chance of going back. That's becoming made very clear to me.

The question becomes, what now?

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

anything is possible; not everything is probable
Sunday. 1.24.10 11:03 am
I find myself asking the question "why" an awful lot. And very rarely do I ever get answers.

Sometimes I'll get answers, but it won't be the one I want to hear. At that point, it is up to me to accept the answer that I've been given and move on. Do I? Not really.

Certain things are predictable. Yet it's still bothersome. I just sit back and wait for the inevitable, yet when it comes, I'm still affected by it.

I try to understand things, but I'm not always successful. When someone tells me to just give up after I've been trying for a while to understand something, it makes me want to understand it that much more. And the fact that people seem to like to show that they have no faith in something I tell them I'm going to do, pushes me to want to do it that much more. Just to spite them.

Ugh. I have a good week and then the weekend comes and things start to go to shit again. I don't look forward to the weekends anymore. I don't look forward to work days either. What is there to look forward to? Leaving this place.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

rush
Saturday. 1.23.10 3:39 am
There's a certain thrill about getting your car up to 101mph.

In the dark.

In the rain.

Comment! (3) | Recommend!

fairly decent
Thursday. 1.21.10 7:23 pm
This week has been a fairly good week. It started out slow, but the rain on Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday ...

The fact that it's been raining off and on {moreso on than off} this whole week has made me happy. It's kept me in a pretty decent mood for the whole week.

It's a shame it has to end tomorrow. Who knows when we'll get rain again after this. And I doubt very much that the next time it rains here it won't be for a solid, straight week.

Anywho, I need to get some sleep for work tomorrow. I'm glad it's Friday. I'm sad the rain is ending. Hope all is well with the other NuTangers!

Comment! (2) | Recommend!

rant about work {message for password}
Wednesday. 1.20.10 2:12 am
Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

Comment! (1) | Recommend!

tired. just tired
Monday. 1.18.10 6:21 pm
I'm tired of living here. I'm tired of my job.

I have my good days, but once again they seem to be few and far between.

I'm enjoying the rain and the cold and the complete lack of sun. But that can only make me so happy when I'm trapped in an environment that is normally barren and dry.

I'm tired of not knowing who I am or what I want to do with my life.

I'm just tired of it all.

Comment! (1) | Recommend!

LostSoul13's Weblog Site • NuTang.com

NuTang is the first web site to implement PPGY Technology. This page was generated in 0.036seconds.

  Send to a friend on AIM | Set as Homepage | Bookmark Home | NuTang Collage | Terms of Service & Privacy Policy | Link to Us | Monthly Top 10s
All content Copyright 2003-2047 NuTang.com and respective members. Contact us at NuTang[AT]gmail.com.