Nothing like succumbing to eating your dinner, that you tried to miss, at 10pm... def not a good idea. *sigh* when will I learn? Well, tomorrow morning I shall be waking up bright and early, run, off to appts, home to pack and on the road! Gonna get to the hotel around 6 or 7pm, dunno what we plan on doing all night so call me, but it IS Pittsburg sooo... the possibilities are slightly endless, then up at 6 the next morning to get to SRU by 7:45am.... Orientation over at 4, get home by 9 with a stop for dinner. Maybe chill with the amigos or save that till Sunday, which stil may be postponed till Friday when we have NO SCHOOL! So thennn we will have no excuse for festivities. Hope the weather is nice. Soph/junior prom is saturday, it's kinda cute to listen to all the girls talk about their dresses and whatnot. Anyway, nothing much else to say so I'm off.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

Inspired by boredom, laziness and Courtney....

a short reflection on this year: Prom- don't care. Pro/Anti whatever- stay open to other's views and respect them, don't make rash judgements. Looking foward to- psych dinner (clean up crew wooh!), end of lax season, senior dinner, graduation, beach with court.

Some of us have drifted away (ash, robbie, tim, kelly) and some of us toward (court, tom, david, li, keith) and some of us overall the same. The people we meet are for a reason, a season or a lifetime. Some of your seasons have come and gone, some have proven your reason countless times, but we never know for sure who will stay for a lifetime. I am not willing to give up on the chance that many of you will. No matter which category u fall in, I am greatful for the time we had, the laughs we shared and the hard times we helped each other thru. It's been quite a ride and I would not go back to change a thing.

When I look back on my senior year- I will remember it as being one my hardest to live thru but also one of my best. The past year has been pretty manic, many amazing ups and quite a number of downs. It was a hard year for me personally bc I lost sight of myself for a while, still finding my ground again. I guess that that comes with the territory of taking chances and letting urself explore. If you've never been in a situation or felt an emotion u don't know how to respond. Now I know. So if I take away with me all that I have had the opportunity to learn this hard year, I will have accomplished more than many in one year's time. thank you for being patient.

Who will I miss? I can't even say now for sure bc already my list has changed. I will remember everyone, I will miss 5 ppl the most, but why talk about missing? bc since 3 of those 5 people are going to Penn State, I am sure we will stay in each other's lives, I mean it won't be THAT hard! hehe.

Some things I want to accomplish/do/look foward to doing before we go to college- watch a sunset on at least 2 beaches, go for a hike, take weekly night walks, road trips to Baltimore, DC, Amherst. Find the highest point around here and have a picnic, find my favorite house in hershey, mt gretna, frisbee/football etc, pool hopping, tubing, bike ride the whole path, ice cream car chats... I'm sure more will come to me.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

It would've been a perfect day to stay home, sleep in, go for a run, read in the sun, walk the dog, and just relax.... however my bio project, a thought i had but didn't have test in spanish and my lax game made me shove myself out of bed this morning. So I'm here. Again. Doing nothing. With annoying peopel wh are obvivious to their annyoingness. Liz is right, I am getting synical. *shrug* it'll pass. It's not ingrainnned in my personality, it's just stress. I feel bad bc I kept snapping at my dad alll morning and he just took it all with dignity and let me go about my way. That is an awesome parent right there. It is funny how everyone is saying,"I am so done with school!" yet I have been like that since november so now, I just sit back in sort of a mundane trance while everyone runs around shocked by the senioritis bug. It is quite amusing to see the most hard working, dilegent people suddenly not reading the assignment, getting a 80% on their test and sleeping in class. Wait, that is me too! hehe. For senior week I am going to the beach with Courtney and her family, and prolly spend some time at OCM, so that is cool bc I won't have to pay for a place to stay and I'll be with a good friend. There will definately also be a road trip to MA, DC, MD...anywhere else? I am looking foward to the summer I think. 28 school days till graduation wooh! (also my lax number) so u'd think that today would be a rockin day. So far, no rockin goin on. *sigh* WElp, time to go... endure in some more mildly purposeful ridiculousness.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

I was standing on the edge, waiting for you to tell me if I should jump...

Life is full of many questions but very few answers.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

My neck... is spazzing, literally. The trapezious muscle is in spasm. It's been like that mostly my whole life, and gets worse during stress n whatnot. Even when I don't think I am stressed, I know by how tight it gets. So Coach Y has been working on it everyday for me, icing it, massaging it, doing everything possible to make it better... then I go off to practice and thennn carry the water container, med kit box and my big lax bag across the street back to the school which just royally brings it back into spasm... and right now it hurts like a b*tch.

Had a slight momentary fight with my rents... mostly it was more like, me agravated by stuff and just venting while they sat passively back and then tried to help. thanks.

At the game today I felt so stupid bc one girl got bashed in the head and she was crying and complaining of really bad pain.. and we had no ice bc I couldn't carry it over and I never got Coach Y's cell number even after a few injuries before... so we had no trainer to over see this poor girl. I think she was more worried about having to get stiches on her head that might interfere with her perfect looks more than anything tho.

I had the opportunity once again to help some of my friends. One was crying at lunch and was in so much pain.. the other two are facing a hard time in their relationship where the inevitable break up is getting closer... I admire both of them for deciding, talking, and looking on the most positive side possible.

Anywho, gotta go read and ice some more... I bid thee goodnight and Happy Arbour day tomorrow hahaha.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!

Finally finished my sections of senior ads for the senior edition of the Broadcaster newspaper...wooh! Today is 'white out day' in school, so random ppl are selected to get "whited out" as a sign of each person killed every 3 minutes by a drunk driver. Mock accident is Friday, but I'll be getting many shots, a consultation with oral surgeon and then off to SRU! I feel bad that I have not been an active member of SADD this year. Game vs Carlisle home... mildly interested. Make up Central Susquehanna game tomorrow 2 hours away! grrrr. So I was supposed to go find these pillbugs for an "animal behavior" lab in ap bio today... however, Hershey's yards are too clean. There are no rocks to look under or pillbugs to be found anyyyywhere. Ridiculousness! So, I don't think that we'll have enough for the lab...

5 more min... I heard a song last night on tv... "the wish" by Josh Canova, but can't find the lyrics anywhere. Must be bc it's too new. haha some dudes have mini water guns. arite, i'm out.

Comment! (0) | Recommend!