Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come
Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach
"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden
I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...
"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions. College Slippery Rock, I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
I'll be there...always
...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
| Thursday, 8/7/03 - 12:27 pm so my dad's best friend is spending tonight thru sat night here, cuz they are going to see the Gettysburg re-enactment...then my friend from MA who i have not seen since last summer is coming down sunday and spending the night.. so in short that meant i had to clean my room and bathroom. I will be sleeping on the couch until monday night! woohoo (not)! helping Kiwanis all weekend serve hot dogs and burgers to lil kids, and packing goodie bags for their convention, going to a dance marathon training session from 9-4 tomorrow...ohh my weekend will be soo exciting, (sarcasm). but at least my friend will be coming down. hmmm, that was confusing ... did he purposely put that away message up for me to see, so that i would read it? i was worried, but then he got ofline so didn't allow me to talk to him, and i feel stupid calling again! Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday, 8/6/03 - 6:25 pm I am in such a better mood now!!! Thank goodness, too! ... talked to Tim, weird how just hearing a voice can change ur whole day. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Wednesday, 8/6/03 - 11:20 am ...for her, bc she feels she needs to take those. I cry for him bc he can't put two things together to make sense. I cry for her bc she could be so successful, yet has fallen into the pit of self hatred. I cry for him bc he doesn't know how much he means to me, how I wish he could stop being so hard on himself and believe that someone does love him. I cry for her and him bc they try so hard, yet never get through. I cry for him bc he won't give up. I cry for her, bc she feels she needs to do all that stuff and that it is ok. I cry for him bc he deosn't feel like his parents will/can support him in the time he needs it most. I cry for them bc they all believe that they are not good enough the way they are...Do i cry for myself? I try, but I kind of forgot how.
(those were all diff hims and hers) Comment! (3) | Recommend! Tuesday, 8/5/03 - 2:59 pm Decided not to visit University of Maryland, so my mom and I were gonna go to Lancaster outlets, btu it rained like a mother here so we went and rented some movies, but now my bro is spending every hour here, so we can't watch them... got my yearbook, it's decent. mmm parfait, now i feel sick. Also decided to get a car for my grad gift instead of going to Disney World... so much more practical and i can have a car as a freshman at Slippery Rock, so that is good. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Monday, 8/4/03 - 8:03pmam Many thoughts running through my insignificant head these past few days... and what would u know, they are all about a guy! How pathetic huh? So many changes in feelings, doubts about one's feelings and questions questions questions, but I still have not yet found myself in the position to ask them. I know that I will do the right thing in the end, and that everything will work out how it is supposed to, it's just the journey that is hard. not going to lax, lazy lazy me... Went to pick up yearbooks, but no one was there, and went to look for a dress, but none were there...got a fre pizza and tried to eat it all, lol... couldn't even get past 2 slices! I made a bet that if I found a dress I would ask that guy on my mind to Homecoming. It's motivation right? Called Tim, shortest conversation ever and missed two opportunities to bring up homecoming, shoot! Went to Gabe's with ash and bought a purse, went to Rita's...mmm. An uneventful yet worthy day. The secret of happiness is to make others believe they are the cause of it.
Al Batt, in National Enquirer
Comment! (0) | Recommend! Night out with the Family Sunday, 8/3/03 - 11:41 am So for my anniversary of 17 years being part of my family, I went with my parents to Fuddruckers.. mm southwestern big bowl salad, and when they say "big bowl' they mean BIG! Then drove out the the BEST ICE CREAM EVER, Brusters!!! If u guys have never experienced the joy of Bruster's ice cream u are missing out! Came home, never went looking for a homecoming dress (which is Sept 19, how crazy is that?)... ended up going over Mike's house, who I barely know, met his bro and watched some fucked up movies..only part way thro bc they were so fucked up, "Gummo" and "try try try".(depressing)...came home and that's about it my bro came to the house today... There is always hope, as I was reminded of yesturday by some random guy who commented on my xanga. Comment! (2) | Recommend! |
