Wednesday. 3.2.05 6:53 pm
Got Condoms? Get Lucky!,
Got Condoms? We do!,
got condoms? Thank you for ur business, now go do urs... how many diff ways can we use that cliche phrase to advertise for protection connection? We were bustling around the office today making tshirts, buttons, garland, and tried to take pictures but the batteries wore out, that seems to be a big problem with digital cameras. We better rock!
It is STILL snowing.. and the fun part is, everyone is falling all their butts cuz it all froze over, I only slipped once on this downhill slope at the end of a curb. I slept a lot today.... wasn't too happy about that. had an easy chem lab today, made fun of Dylan and Becca made fun of me, so it worked out.
Remember when we were little kids and we would eat things like snow? How many toxins do u think are in that, and yet we lived... I wish life could be like that sometimes again.
I have 4 new faces to consistently say hi to, I've been a lot more outgoing, and talkative to ppl lately and it feels awesome.
"You open to give advise?" -- some of the best words I can ever hear, esp from a friend who hasnt been around a lot. We're talking about relationships, and I just said something that really summed up how I feel about his question... if someone wants to date around to "see if there is someone else" then u don't love that person as much as u thought u did, not at that point in time anyway. I think of it as: it's not IF there is someone else out there for you, it is DO U CARE if there is? If u don't even care if someone else might be "meant for you" because u feel like this one person in ur life u could be the happiest with no matter what, then they ARE the one. If u aren't at that point, then sure, go explore other options and if u were meant to be with that person before, life will bring u back together, or ur heart will. Sometimes it is our mistakes that show us what we really want.
Currently listening to: Josh Kelley (haven't listened to this one since the summer), very nice cd.
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Sunday. 2.27.05 11:16 am
Friday. 2.25.05 11:14 pm
*sigh* ... today was my first to relax, so I got up, went to class, took a test, ate a soft pretzel mm, came back to the dorm, gave kara my SRU shirt, went to the gym, felt like crap, went to work for 3 hours, made buttons, snacked, came back to the dorm and chatted, wished Tom his hundreth happty birthday of the day, got food, watched most of The Notebook again, went to the gym and this time felt much much much better, showered, got a call from Scott's dad, cleaned the room for amanda's cali friend who is coming for the waterpolo games tomorrow, hung up dried flowers (wow it looks like girls live here now), made some hot choc and here I am in my pajamas. Tomorrow will wake up whenever, go to breakfast with amanda after her first game at 11am, go to the gym sometime, get some hw done, dinner, go to my first waterpolo game at 8pm with Becca. I love weekends, yet not when u are lonely... leave some love
Funny quote of the day: "The taste of peanut butter is only ruined by unrequitted love"- charlie brown
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Thursday. 2.24.05 4:24 pm
Known as: Meghan, Meggyo, Bug, Meg, lil korean
Lives in: this awesome dorm room with surf pict all over
Birthday: 03/28/86
School: Slippery Rock University
Shoe size: 6-7
Hair color: dark brown/maybe closer to black
Eye color: dark brown (man boring color choices I am)
style: depends on my mood, the weather and how I feel about myself at the moment... but nothing distinct, just cute.
* section 2 - have you ever... *
Cheated on someone?: no
Been Cheated on?: yes
Had sex: no
Wanted to: perhaps
Lied: unfortunately To whom: myself, my parents, some friends.
Fallen off the bed?: when I was little I would have nightmares that I was falling and end up waking up on the floor, I still have those dreams but it is bc I am dizzy.
Broken someone’s heart?: I really don't know, although I have been told in passing yes.
Had your heart broken?: it's a tough cookie
Had a dream come true?: literally? no, but some day dreams I'd say a few
Done something you regret?: Regret? perhaps, but if I hadn't done it then I wouldn't necessarily be where I am now
Cheated on a test?: I let someone cheat from my test in elementary/middle school, sadly those were my "friends"
* section 3 - currently *
Wearing?: jeans, flip flops, black tank and blue hoodie
Listening to?: the snow fall, the hum of my computer and my loud typing
Located?: at my desk
Chatting with?: no one, I put an away message up to focus cuz I'm not in a chatty mood right now
Watching?: we have no tv in here, so my own letters being typed on here
Should REALLY be doing?: working out
* section 4 - do you... *
Brush your teeth?: yes every morning, night and in b/w
Have any piercings?: ears 3 on each
Drive?: when I am home
Drink?: yes: I drink water, v8 splash and diet pepsi
Smoke?: *cough* by the amount of second hand smoke I injest, yes that would probably qualify me as a smoker.
Got a cell?: of course even tho no one but my father and keith call it.
* section 5 - the last person you... *
Hugged?: my dad
Kissed?: my dad
IMed?: katie
Talked on the phone: keith of course
Yelled at?: myself.. or david white
* section 6 - personal *
What do you want to be when you grow up?: I am trying to figure that out, perhaps a pediatric surgeon, a wife, a daughter (which I already am), a mother, a friend, a mentor, an inspiration.
What has been the best day of your life?: there have been many wonderful days, definitely my last performance night with Amherst Ballet was phenominal and so were some card nights, late night Rocky's talks, the last time Keith was in Hershey.
What comes first in your life?: listening
What are you most scared of?: death
What do you usually think about before you go to bed?: whatever i wanna dream about
Did you lose someone you really loved?: I respected and was touched by Mrs. Curry but I wouldn't say I loved her. I lost touch with Mrs. Donohue tho and haven't seen her in 3 years and she was like my second mother.
How many times have you fallen in love?: I would like to think once
Love your family?: IMMENSLY
Love your friends?: even when they are changing, always and forever
* section 7 - favorite *
Movie: I hate questions like this, like I can decide on a select few of something: Robin Hood Men in Tights, The Notebook, Aladdin, Lion King, Pretty Woman, My Best Friend's Wedding, Mystic River, LOTR, and I know I am missing tons
Song: hmm, that is even harder: Wonderful Tonight, For you, Everything, Magic Carpet Ride... again I know I am missing tons
Band: Something Corporate, July for Kings, Lifehouse, Steppenwolf, Rolling Stones, Keith Urban, Revis, Staind, Linkin Park, Hoobastank, Jimmy eat World, john Denver... tons.
Store: New York and Company by far, and Aeropostale is my second fav
Relative: my parents
Sport: football, lax,
Ice Cream Flavor: Everything but the... or choc lover's trash from Bruster's
Fruit: PINEAPPLE!
Candy: Twix, choc covered pretzels, warhead sour rips and swedish fish (small kind)
Day of the Week: Saturdays
Time: 9pm
Color: Burgundy, Black, and Blue
Name for a Girl: Tierney, Katarina
Name for a Boy: Keith, Dylan, Nathien, Damien
* section 8 - do you *
Like to give hugs?: LOVE to get hugs, I rarely give them tho unless they give them first cuz I'm not that upfront with ppl.
Like to give kisses?: to someone
Like to walk in the rain?: LOVE IT! dancing in the rain is fabulous too
Prefer black or Blue: black, more sophisticated, blue, more calming
Sleep on your side, stomach or back?: all over the place
Have a goldfish?: no but i have had goldfish crackers mmm "fish cocka?" My parents promised my brother and I goldfish when they came back from a business trip once tho and we never got any.
Day dream: it keeps me sane
Have stuffed animals?: many, but I only have two here at college and they are under the bed probably by now.
Sing in the car: All the time, if I am alone.
* section 9 - what do you think about... *
Abortion: unless the mother is in physical danger of carrying out the term, she shouldn't get one.
Suicide: I've seen and felt both sides, I hope people can find help.
Smoking: can I say, MAJOR turn off let alone unhealthy and gross
Eating disorders: our society sucks, too many people (women and men) are suffering from them
Summer: it's too far away
Tattoos: I used to think I would never want one... hmm.
Piercings: I am looking into getting another, as long as it is sterile.
* section 10 - this or that *
Pierced nose or tongue?: nose
Single or taken?: if u don't know by now then u shouldn't know
7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek?: neither, Everwood all the way
Sugar or salt?: depends
Silver or gold?: white gold
Chocolate or flowers?: flowers AND chocolate, ha or either one, flowers are rarer to get tho so that might be better.
Color or Black-and-white photos?: depends on the effect and what it is for... ppl don't take enough black and white ones tho.
M&Ms or Skittles?: eitherm depends on my mood
Stay up late or sleep in?: it's fun to stay up late but a waste to sleep in
Hot or cold?: why is everything so black and white, what happened to cool and warm?
Mustard or ketchup?: mustard
Wonder or amazement?: amazement
Mexican or Italian: mexican
Candy or Soda?: candy
Pepsi or Coke?: diet coke but here at SRU they only have Pepsi so I got used to it
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Thursday. 2.24.05 1:34 pm
hmmm... I haven't been getting to the gym, this week, missed two days already :(. The stress is over with tho for a little bit. Katie and I got the forth to last room in Bard for girls last night at the lottery, Kara could tell by the look on my face I was freakin out. Ontop of that my paper is turned in, even tho I am pretty sure it was not up to par and I got my grade on chem test which was the same as the one I got before, which means... I suck. No which really means that I am missing points that I should at least be able to recall during a test when I study, but since I didn't TALK about chem to study, I missed a lot of stuff.
It's really weird how concepts in every class are overlapping each other, too many to name right now. One being that we ourselves create a product of ourselves in teaching, interacting, etc with others.. like Cindy is producing replicas of her in her teachings, and someone might think that is absurd but really, I feel a change in myself since I took her classes and in a sense have become her.
I just noticed that the flowers everyone got me two weeks ago for VM, the red carnations are still alive! I feel like I have been connecting to more and more people lately, I hope it lasts. This whole week I have thought that I was one day ahead of the actual day, which to say the least is dissappointing at times.
This weather has got to change soon too.
Mitch Hedburg came last night, which was interesting, I mean I know he probably gets wasted before the show but it was even more obvious last night in person. He also arrived late so the other comedian did everything he could to postpone things and even had kids come up to tell their own jokes. Someone's phoen rang while Mitch was onstage and so he told the "motherfucker" to answer the phone, or he would... so the kid brings up the phone onto stage and Mitch talks to the dude on the other line! But yea... *shrug*.I'm really just wasting time... something I haven't been able to do for quite a while.
My eyesight is getting worse. If I sit back in my chair the screen is slightly blurry.
Blurry, now that is a good song, something Ash got me into way back junior year. She also got me into nutang, so Ash, if it wasn't for you and our silly journalism project that made us first hang out I wouldn't have met Keith.
Isn't it intriguing how something so trivial at the time can change the course of your LIFE? I would like to think that there are somethings that ultimately are supposed to happen, like soulmates are supposed to meet and blah blah blah, but it's at times like that when u have to believe that every little tiny thing that does happen, has a reason. Last night I was also towing with the idea of soulmates and reincarnation... and how many u have one, but through some lives for whatever reasons, social, enviornmental, technological etc u can't meet, but in some life you do. *shrug* something to think about at least, that sometimes there is a certain dependency on opportunity to prosper, whether it is a talent, a gift or a fulfillment.
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Wednesday. 2.23.05 9:23 am
