Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come
Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach
"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden
I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...
"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions. College Slippery Rock, I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
I'll be there...always
...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
| little moments... like that Friday. 3.11.05 11:51 pm It's not the big stuff that makes coming home worth it anymore..
It's the small stuff like one on one car rides, over coffee conversations even with ppl who u normally wouldn't see, it's the "hold on.. I mean it, hold on" and the grocery shopping with my mom who conveniently just happens to pick a certain register lane to go to yet she claims it was a coincidence, it's the programming my dad's new phone cuz we are both electronically impaired, the sunoco visit that went from every morning to once ever few months, driving around just to drive and jam to tunes, running errands, talking to ppl and being able to say, "I love college"
... even tho these past few days have been relatively boring and uneventful, the few memorable times were worth it, so thanks to those who took the time and spent some of it with me. I hope everyone takes care this next half of the semester... summer is oh so close. Comment! (0) | Recommend! some girl talk.. and then some Friday. 3.11.05 8:15 pm hahahha...
"I need to practice my sliding"
"ur what?!"
"my sliding.. for egyptian rat screw!"
"ohhhhh... I was thinking dirty"
"tsk tsk"
"Maybe it's an optical illusion ...?"
"cute... funny looking... shriveled... in the cold like turtles..." (u can use ur imagination on what she was talking about)
Had another over coffee conversation yesturday after stopping in and talking to Mrs O for a while about college and journalism... it's amazing how people grow up. I didn't go help Chuck at the bball game tonight cuz I have some reading to do, but am wasting time making Tom's bday present and talking. ooops. Spent some time today with the madre, went and got a new phone, still haven't gotten a call on it yet tho. Gotta pick up/clean, READ! Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 3.10.05 12:32 am Everyone else gets it... it would be perfect
I can't even ask.
Sometimes I wish I was the kind that could cry
I knew it would be a let down coming back, I just wished I'd been surprised.
<---This weather --->
Everything is perfect at SRU... except ur not gonna be with me.
*headache*
Some people -- so incredibely stupid
I want someone to tell me
Comment! (0) | Recommend! Saturday. 3.5.05 1:11 am Just got back from the concert.... Brad Paisley, Sara Evans and Andy Griggs.... I liked the opening acts (sarah and andy) the best, and want to get their cds. So happy, energizing music, very glad I went. Downtown Erie is interesting... we waited around after the concert, but to no avail, just got told by some security cop that we would get raped so we went to Starbucks and I got a mocha caffe. Then went to see the lake which was frozen over, see if Giant Eagle had the choc buttercream frosting for Dave to come make us cupcakes, but again, a lost cause. Now Kate and Katie are washing up for bed, then it'll be my turn... goodnight all.
I didn't think I would feel like this... but I do... now what? Comment! (0) | Recommend! Friday. 3.4.05 10:00 am Ahora: We got out of anatomy lab early so I just came to work. Stopped by Marketplace and they had these Organic Oat bran pretzels!!! Mighty tasty I have to say. I am trying to space out my time... so I don't get too bored in the next two hours of work.
Impressed: I actually got my butt out of bed at 7am this morning to go work out for 45 minutes.  Came back, took a shower, skidaddled to class in the colllld weather (but at least it is sunny out). Learned about the adductors and hip flexor muscles... next week, the BUTT!
To come: Lunch is at 12pm (so I should probably stop eating these delicious pretzels *as I take one more...which turns into 20 more*), then back to the dorm to pack some final things, do some dishes, make my bed, and the goal is to pack the car around 2:30pm and be outta here by 3pm. That should put us getting to Erie around 4/4:30pm. I have no idea what time the concert is, but we'll have dinner, get ready and head on out.
Feeling: I am so relaxed now that this week is over... or maybe it is still the after effect of exercise. I read an article at the gym about headaches the other night, n so I "borrowed the magazine" and brought the article back with me, it was very interesting, also had an article on controversial anti-depressants and the side effects of going off Paxil.
Quote of the day: "In America, sex is an obsession... it every other country it is a fact." - I forget who said it Comment! (0) | Recommend! revisiting hard core music Thursday. 3.3.05 5:47 pm It has been a week of listening to music I haven't dug out since high school... right now the awesome Revis cd, which was also my first and only concert I have gone to thus far (until tomorrow when that will change) with Revis, Hoobastank, Fuel and those other two that were bad so we went and got Revis's autographs, good times good times Ash.
Before I leave tomorrow I have to: write up chem note cards, print out slides from class, wash my dishes, finish packing, take money out of atm machine, buy some supplies (batteries, film, tampons etc). As much as I know I will have a blast this weekend in Erie and Pitt, (Waterfront here we come!) I half wish I was going home tomorrow... blah.
Nothing like an hour at the gym and an orange sunrise smoothie to make stress, cramps and bitchiness go away, thanks Katie for coming with me! Tonight I have to study some chem for my own good, take and print out notes so I can learn this shit while I am at home, wash dishes, and go see the Tempest (shakespear) at 8pm with the girls for Lit class.
I got some great news today, Cindy WON the Presidential Teacher of the Year award that I nominated her for, and they called to ask if I would read part of my letter of recommendation at the Honors Convocation held on April 3rd in the introduction!!! I am so proud of her and ever so happy that I can do something for her in return. Forever meeting ppl who have changed my life.... Comment! (1) | Recommend! |