School was fine... had a bugger of a headache tho from the moment I woke up to lunch time. mmm I LOVE the salad bar! After school went to the training room, and next monday i get to tape FOR REAL!!!!! so excited! Tim was in there... i wish i could just go up to him and be like, "I DON'T LIKE U! so get over urself"... oh well. Things are back to normal. I got Reeeeealllly mad last night, (ask me about that story too)... but I just forgave him and let it ride off, even tho I should've said what was on my mind. I never do get a chance do I? Watched the field hockey game until 4:45, then saw Ira... he's so cute. We haven't talked since last year first semester! Then he was going into the school as I was walking around and we stopped had a chat, and he complimented my hair. hehe. I forgot about him for hc... hmmm. but he is the type of guy EVERYONE wants to go with cuz he is so nice. So I'm SURE that he already has a date. sigh***, I might actually go anyways, if I find a cheap dress. I really want some sorrentos pizza right now... but no, my parents are having burgers... so veggie burger and salad for me. Was supposed to watch the Miami vs Florida state game with ash tomorrow at 8, but she has to work. tim is watching it, but prolly not with me. Have to go to an OCM for key club, but someone else needs to come. Damn everyone is making up stupid excuses "i am really busy" well so am i, but this is an obligation u make when u are an officer! stupid people. oh well, my headache is coming back, so I'm out.

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School, was alright, didn't have a headache!! Classes were moderately boring tho. Got all my hw done b/w study hall and babysitting for two hours. (that is where i got the easiest $20). Worked in the athletic training room after school. Practiced taping ankles... again. when is he gonna let me do it for real? Also kinda learned how to do wrists/thumbs. Prolly won't help out tomorrow at any of the games, cuz i am too new. Next week i hope tho. Gave tim a note cuz i never see him, hope that cleared some stuff up. I hate talking thru notes, but when something has to be said, and he isn't coming to ask u if u are mad at him, u just have to clarify. mmmm so glad the salas bar is up and running! Nice day out finally. Want to go buy some CDs with my 40 bucks from babysitting this week... maybe after dinner. Welp, that;s all for now, I'm out.

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I got myself a headache again... always happens when school starts. i can feel the tension from my shoulders up to my neck, which is where the headche is coming from i think. Also bc u can't have water bottles, and i am an avid water drinker. Also, my eyes, i should wear my glasses more often, but i only do when i absolutely have to. Tim thinks I am still mad at him, so now I feel bad. This is exactly why people need to talk driectly to one another, I know that it is harder, less comfortable, w/e, but it makes everything resolve so much faster, no miscommunications, no asumptions or hurt feelings. Many people are mad at me tho now.. like kelly, and robbie was a lil i think, prolly ash too.... Homecoming, I still think that ash and robbie should go together, now that they both are free, kinda. My mom asked me today what i was goona do, i might have had a change of heart, who knows. i wanted to not spend the money, just for a dance in the school cafe... i dunno. Until I moved down here, none of these things were big deals in New england. i think 2 weeks before hc everyone should wear a sign designating if they are free, taken, uninterested or looking, haha. Got a shitload of hw to do, so I'm out.

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I could get mad, upset, hurt, dissapointed.. or feel alone, jealous, angry, livid... but i am not... u ask me how can i NOT be all of these things? Bc I am a better person, who can't judge what or how people feel. I can't determine or control what UR decisions are. That would be selfish and concieted. Not to mention pointless, tiresome, wearing, and overly possesive. I don't want to be any of those things, so if that means that I have to jsut not care, not be enraged, then so be it. I would rather be a better person then spend pointless efforts in trying to change what I cannot

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Can't say everything I did.... so ask me for details if u wanna know. But drove around for hours tonight... did a lil lawbreaking,....ooooo, bad me. drove some more, Got followed by some cars, "drive drive!!" and followed some cars too. Was gonna listen to the Aerosmith concert, but ended up not.... hehe. Ya know, odd things sticking out of the window of ur car... ummm, running red stop signs, stealing things.... sounds worse than it was. So what a random unexpected turn of events this night... I'm out. tty tomorrow, cuz there is NO school!!!!

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So my day began this morning when my dad woke me up and started bitching about all the things I am gettign careless about... but I went back to sleep knowing that he will get over it and I will try to not be so "inconsiderate". Woke up around 10 bc I was really tired, and went to Hershey Park with Ash... rode 3 rides, (no rollercoasters thank goodness) saw two musical shows, ate Ben and Jerrry's, chicken strips, (mmm, so good esp when they are free)... went to Sorrentos afterwards...mmm pizza. Now trying to think of something to do.. that does not involve food! My parents are all nice now and such, so all's good. Kiss and Aerosmith concert is in Hershey today, holy mother of god traffic jams and obsessive people!!! Oh well, it is peaceful around my house... sometimes people say that a short term memory is bad, but when u let things that are bothering ride off, or kind of forget them, it helps, it allows u to move on... to see clearer and not dwell on what u cannot change.

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