Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come
Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach
"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden
I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...
"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions. College Slippery Rock, I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
I'll be there...always
...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
| I like pina coolatas and walkin in the rain Thursday. 7.29.04 2:40 pm Have I ever mentioned how much I LOVE pineapple?! After work my teeth were hurting so bad so I went and got some pineapple non dairy soft serve mmm. (looking foward to being able to CHEW my pineapple from court) and I have this awesome looking pineapple key chain now! Man, I should get a pineapple poster for my dorm too. Talking about dorms, Court and I are going shopping today. I have to decide if I am going to talk (more like listen) to the missionaries with Tim today bc he asked me to. I have 1/2 hour to decide... I know he wants me to go to be there for him, I just feel akward seeing how I am not religious and I am tired. Talking about religion... someone else brought this up again and it kind of applies as a nice reminder in my life right now.
In 1 Corinthians 13 it says:
4- Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5- It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6- Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7- It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Thursday. 7.29.04 8:53 am Wednesday. 7.28.04 11:36 pm 1 - *hang head*... cuz that is all I can do. No words or actions or whispers or glances do anything. I'm just so... speechless. There is nothing left to say bc it has all been said before and fallen on deaf ears. There is nothing left to hope for bc hope has not come to the occasion. There is nothing left to do bc actions can fall thru.
2 - "I like how we feed each other's happiness"... what happened to those days? I miss them, I need them, I wish I could take back the day I let go of them.
Throughout my life I have never wanted to go back in time and change something... but god dammit I would give anything to go back now. Sometimes we need to make the wrong choice to realize what the right one is. So this is what not following ur heart does. Lesson learned.
3 - We only see what we'd like to see... as I watch some friends walk blind, I can only hope that they see before they hit the brick wall that is waiting. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Tuesday. 7.27.04 11:30 pm Circles... as hard as I try, no matter what I do, or what I tell myself, I can't seem to stop walking in circles.
When u've never been given the opportunity, after a while u start to believe that u never can, that u don't deserve to, that what u thought mattered really doesn't, that u never will. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Another day with(out) rain Tuesday. 7.27.04 1:13 pm Reflection- I never pay attention to dreams, however the past 3 nights I have had the same sort of dream, just with different people... if anything, it is telling me what I am wanting/missing in my life.
Today- Woke up at 7:30am to get seperators for my teeth put in. Not even 5 hours later I break 2 of them. I guess I am a hard biter/chewer? *shrug* So I had to go back in and have my mom put in new ones. Went grocery shopping all by myself too, that was interesting. When I go off to college I am in so much trouble. haha.
Rememberable- Last night I went to the Cocoa Grill. It took me 20 min to decide what I could eat without chewing or having the risk of it getting caught in the new holes in my mouth. I ended up with French Onion soup (a bit too rich for me) and a side of rice. I felt a lot better after that. "I might not be too chipper tonight... just to warn you." "Oh that's ok, I'll just try and piss you off more than normal." "haha... uhh wait, u never piss me off!"
Currently listening to- 'For you' John Denver
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that youre here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
--- my dad always used to play this song over and over again because he said it reminded/s him so much of my mom. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Monday. 7.26.04 1:33 pm Some of life's most uncomfortable feelings-
- going to reach for toilet paper and realizing there is none
- having to get out of the shower mid way thru to get ur shampoo on the other side of the room
- walking the dog who takes 2 shits but u only have 1 bag
- being so muscle sore that u can't bend ur legs to walk down stairs
- running, in the cold, having to go pee
- waving to someone who u thought was someone else
Some of life's most awesome feelings-
- in from the rain, cold, taking a hot shower and cuddling up in a comfy hoodie
- laughing so hard ur tired
- getting one of those reassuring, body enveloping hugs
- back scratches
- knowing that someone loves you
- eating a really good meal
- feeling good about what u are dressed in/look Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
