Slept in, went to breakfast, went to intro to dance, came back, took a shower, went to honors office to sign up for interpreting lit so I can go on that mexico trip since my parents approved! Came back and began working on my portfolio which will become my resume/life for the rest of my career. I called the psych dept and talked to Dr. Sanftner. Just got back from lunch with the usual and am going to continue to work on this portfolio. Pep ralley 6-9pm then maybe watching a movie, maybe not. Tomorrow gotta get up to go to breakfast (and bring kara's bf along because she will be in the parade) then stake out a spot to watch the parade by 10am. Meet with the rents and their friends at 12pm tailgating before the game at 2pm. I really should also clean the room today. They came in and gave us a new shade. Anyway, back to work.

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So I just got back from getting food and before that I spent an hour at the Health Center... and man they are sooo nice! I went because I found a lump on my neck today on the way back from the gym while talking to Josh (woohoo Outdoor adventure reunion soon!!). So I decided that taht was enough of a reason to visit the health center. It turns out I have a swollen lymph node so my predicament that I was getting sick was right, hopefully tho it is not mono and my body will fight whatever it is off soon. Second I got a migrain at the same time and so she gave me some prescription strength anti inflammatory to take 4 times a day (which is why I just got food). I had to miss laX practice which sucks and also means I will not be going to the party tonight because I have no idea where it is since I am not at practice to find out. hmph. maybe this is all happening for a reason and life just doesn't want me to screw up or do anything stupid tonight. So incase anyone wants to know, I will be in my dorm room all night. Feel free to drop on by or call.

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By breakfast this morning I was... almost sick and then I realized that I had not eaten since 1pm yest and here it was 9am. College can do that to you.

I sometimes catch myself listening in on other ppl's conversations when they are talking about their bf's and whatnot, not because I am nosey but bc they tend to talk about issues that anyone in a relationship or has a friend in one is dealing with or has dealt with. So today at breakfast I got to listen to a girl talk about her bf and it was really interesting. I won't go into details but it made me think a lot about my relationship and how.. can I say... extraordinary it is? *nod* I think so. It's the small things that are really big things like trust and openess of emotion and expression that one can forget to appreciate until they realize how few relationships actually have those things. This morning I had the opportunity to again sit back and appreciate what we do have vs the obvious things like.. proximity... that we don't have. So yea... and plus getting an 88% on my intro to ex science test which hopefully means I have an A in that class now, made my day. Lax practice tonight at 5 and then gonna check out a party with the two lax teams to make a social appearance, then some of us plan already on leaving after 30 minutes. Things tend to change so we'll see. Off soon to get our pictures on key chains, some homecoming thing they have going on.

Walking in the rain, I wish I was holding your hand instead of my umbrella.

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I'm sitting here, listening to some tunes... it is so gray outside. Both of my morning classes got out 15 min early which was kinda odd. I have decided that I am not going to nat govt friday because once a week is enough to show my face and fall asleep. Today we were supoosed to be lectured on the role of the president but that got onto the topic of weapons of mass destruction to the atomic bomb to world war two to the president and the Manhattan project to how presidents are picked to how VPs can take their place to the new ammendment to disabled presidents and finally back to how electoral votes are the govt's way of checking the ppl's vote and it shouldn't be used anymore. That is why it is a waste of time. I am definitely feeling the effects of a cold. Awwwww! I just got a card from Court, hehe. Even tho it had some bad news that she can't come this weekend it was still very nice. I love the front and it most definitely DOES describe the two of us... "We should eat more fruits and vegetables" "I agree" "I'll take the banana split" "and I'll have the carrot cake." hahhahaha oh man. I can't believe her thanksgiving break is so long. *jealous* I will be getting home at 3:30 Wed, go to my ortho appt and hopefully go out to dinner or something with the gang. Then the rest... TBA. I will be coming back here Sunday morning. I just realized the other day that everytime I go home, it puts on 1000 miles on the car. 250 here, 250 back, 250 here, 250 back. wowwwww. That's a hella lotta miles. Then after thanksgiving I have two weeks of classes then FINALS... oh my goodness I should be studying for them already probably. I need to bring up my chem grade and my national govt grade because I should definitely NOT have a B in either of those classes, although since we only have one grade so far it is kinda hard to change that. After that ex science test I think my grade there will drop a lot. I tend to not be a good guesser. Oh well.. enough rambling for today. I gotta call the psych dept tomorrow. later gators.

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My day started off with many "hugz" online from awesome people like that. (Bethany also gave me an actual one last night during our floor meeting). Ran to breakfast, then to college writing where we had our workshop. I am always astounded by what you learn from people in their writings. People surprise me. Took exercise test which was bullshit, oh well. Lunched then went to ESS meeting where I learned about the MARC conference that I want to go to next year when I have the money to go, and also the Costa Rica trip over spring break my soph yearcuz u need certain classes taken to go. They also went over schedualling again so until chem lab I am going to sit down and map out my entire 4 years of classes so that I can figure out which ones I need to take over the summer. I think I am getting sick because my throat is at that "in the back of ur throat near your nose hurt". blah. I have been the only person NOT sick around here so far so maybe it is getting to me. They say that over witner break everyone gets really sick because that is when u relax from school work and are home, so ur mind and body lets u get sick.. makes sense cuz I remember keeping myself from getting sick when I knew I had a 2 hour performance to get thru and then the day after I was on the couch. *sigh* anyway, gotta go plan the rest of my life now, later gators.

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I woke up this morning... and didn't go to my first class, and that was just the beginning of this bad day. I am just writing down what I have to do so I remember to do it all...
- go to career center for scavenger hunt/type of answers
- sign up for honors course
- call psychology dept (can wait till thurs)
- write 5-7 page essay
- type up evaluation for Cindy LaCom
- study for exercise science test for tomorrow
- research and find article to do ex science project on
- look up HACC summer courses
- organize schedual
- do chem hw by 5pm
- give paper to kate to get signed for honors from Sp Olym
... has to be completed by tomorrow.
Ontop of this stuff my firewall is not working and I dunno how to fix it which means my computer can get any virus now... which means I won't be able to do my work. So adding "calling the computer dude" is to be added to the list. My internet is going extremely slow and it keeps kicking me off aim. It is cold as anything outside, I have no time to go workout...

It's so frusterating how fast I can go from being superbly happy to way down. I am stressed, pissed off and as much as I don't want to admit it, things just aren't how I want them to be. I am having so much trouble writing this paper, I skipped my first class today. This happens every month tho right? So I just gotta deal with it for a few days and this "trying to be optimistic but failing miserably" will be over. I really need to consider doing something about this problem again. But like my headaches it is on the back burner. *sigh* Have u ever wanted a hug so bad....?

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