Awww this made my day!!! "I am thankful for Meggy-O,...because your personality doesn't always stand out in the crowd, but it shines so bright! you have so much regard and respect for everyone, and your stong and un-hippocritical in your principles. You have this great way of making everyone feel accepted and appreciated by you, and that is truely a gift. Your drive and ambition will carry you so far!! Thanx to you, for being the great person that you are! (and for all your cool profile pics) much love.-- Laine"

So thanksgiving is over, but really, we should all be thankful everyday of the year. I think or I hope that I am. It is raining today, blah.... and the aunt, uncle and cousins are coming. I want to spend time with them. Dinner with the fam tonight. Nothing going on today, black friday and all will keep me from shopping prolly. crazzziness. I want to be there when David experiences snow again... it is supposed to snow tonight or something. I love being there for silly things like that... i dunno why, i guess i am mushy like that. It's like in the movies, hahaa. We are totally going to have a kick asss huuuge snowballfight this winter, so I hope we get a good snow storm. I can't wait. Or football in the snow would be fun! haha, now that I am almost leaving for college, I want to more and more enjoy and do things that I never did in my childhood. I am going to start a list of things I want to do in my life, remember I used to have one, but I think I lost it. That and a xmas list is what I will come up with today, since there is nothing else to do.

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Just got back from trying to learn how to play tennis with Li.. it went well, better than I thought.... since i have not picked up a tennis racket in 6 years! I am sur[rised at how well I am doing with my new goal... not to be mentioned bc I hate it when ppl talka bout stuff like this... it goes thru everyone's mind, just some brag or complain outloud. I am just hoping it sticks. I went running, walked 23 minutes to Li's and then tried to hit a tennis ball for 40 minutes. Woohoo, exercising and being outside puts me in such a good mood, I can't stand it almost! haha. Oh I love fall and all bc the outside is so nice when u are walking or playing tennis.. running, it gets a bit chilly on ur throat but that i why walking is the best thing in the world! Thanksgiving dinner, and I am not that hungary... oh well of course I will eat a lot of pie and stuff. Last night, was card game night and Tim, David, David, Li and Courtney came over... fun times. Having Tim and the two Daivds in the same room really brought me to a new perspective about each of them.... if made me realize that with someone, that they weren't all I used to think they were... that next to someone else, it is a huge difference. oh well, another eye opening experience I guess.. good stuff. I wish I was watching football right now, but there is now where to sit down near the TV and I don't feel like socializing with the granfather and brother. I wish it was just my dad, and me watching. sigh. I hope this vacation I really get to be outside as much as possible. ok, so enough about that. What else... a lot of ppl are writing what they are thankful for, and there is way too much that I won't write it all. later, if I have time I will. k, dinner time, later all.

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I love going for walks... it must be the best thing in the world! Anywho, so i am excited about this break we have from school.... just bc I might be able to fit in a few walks... haha wow that's sad. Ok, so tonight, some peeps are coming over to chill, playing cards and whatnot. I hope everything goes well. I enjoy chilling with new people, i can do stuff with some ppl I can't do with others, so this is good... broadening my horizons. I only have 6 chairs, so I hope only 6 ppl show up... that would be bad for business. But I also hope the right 6 people come. Things overall are good, a bit on the edge sometimes but good. Psych is awesome, and so is AP english really. Physics is starting to become interesting too. Amazing how the world works, it makes sense now! what else.... we had a drug search so our school was on lock down for 2 hours that was humorous... damn hershey. I get my wisdom teeth out Dec 30, fun stuff. i can't wait till xmas, I am starting to get excited. I don't want much either, like as u get older and older u want lesss and less which now i see why my parents always say they don't want stuff. Hmm, and I am not going to get into Caitlin's visit that was non existant bc she spent no amount of effort in seeing her friends, just her bf... circuit ciy my ass. how pathetic. I am really just killing time until 7 when ppl start arriving, i can almost guartentee who will show up in what order.... we've got davie, then courtney, then tim, then david and li. killing time killing time.... i had stuff to write about but i don't really want to get into it right now. i am in such a good mood and i want to keep it that way. I might be hleping out at the soup kitchen tomorrow... who the hell wears a white shirt to a soup kitchen???? oh well it is the dress code. Aunt Rose, Uncle david and the girls are coming down on friday for a saturday thanksgiving.... grrrreat, family... hehe. I am not at all close to my extended family. I think that is sad, but oh well. I lost my favorite nexklace today, and that was really dissapointing bc it was the type of thing that made u feel pretty even when u knew u weren't. It was one fo those beach bead necklaces, really cheap... white with occasional blue and tan bead. oh gosh. sigh. ok, well this entry is getting pretty silly and non sense so i'm gonna go... later all. have a wonderful thanksgiving.. of course i am talking to myself bc no one reads this thing.

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Finally... a break. Whether that is good or not, I don't know. Mrs O's room is soooo happy with xmas lights! 12:30 going out to lunch with the crew at Applebee's... then don't know what I am going to do, but tonight, chillin with David, Li and maybe some other cool kiddos. I've realized that whenever I do something, it is always in groups of 3... like ash, chris, me; tim, milica, me; david, Li, me; robbie, ash me; ..... grrrrrrr. oh well, it is my life.

Is it real? We're always the same We're almost alone now Well, I was caught in the rain Wasting my time on the ground

Waiting to call Well, what would you say? And, can you come over? Well, I was caught in the rain Wasting my time on the ground

It was you Who could get me high With whatever you say You're telling me something real

What we do It doesn't matter now Whatever it takes For you to stay with me -- caught in the rain by revis

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Now i know you're not The only starfish in the sea. If i never hear your name again It's all the same to me.

And i think it's gonna be all right. Yeah, the worst is over, Now the morning sun is shining like a red rubber ball.

You never cared for secrets i'd confide. For you i'm just an ornament, Something for your pride.

Always running, never caring, That's the life you live. Stolen minutes of your time Were all you had to give.

And i think it's gonna be all right. Yeah, the worst is over, Now the morning sun is shining like a red rubber ball.

The story's in the past with nothing to recall. I've got my life to live and i Don't need you at all. The roller coaster ride we took is Nearly at an end. I bought my ticket with my tears, That's all i'm gonna spend.

And i think it's gonna be all right. Yeah, the worst is over, Now the morning sun is shining like a red rubber ball.--- good old simon and garfunkel

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It went away for a while… now it’s back. Why is it that with such great happiness can come such great sorrow? Is there no middle path, or is it something wrong with me that keeps me from treading a more even ground? I need to be strong, I need to help others. People need me, so I can’t be selfish. What one puts into something, is what one receives. I can have an awesome day when I talk to others, interact.. It is this initiative that lets others take the initiative to respond. Then I have a good day. When I don’t do anything and wait for others to come to me, I have a crappy day bc they never come. Sigh….. What to do… I hate feeling like this, sorry everyone, I’ll try to snap out of it.

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