Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come
Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach
"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden
I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...
"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions. College Slippery Rock, I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
I'll be there...always
...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
| Friday. 7.9.04 10:21 pm whoaaaaa... if I didn't know better I'd think u were interested.
Will Smith, pretzels, candy and a heat pack are the tickets to curing Court's *ahem*, hehe. First nite I've had coffee in about 2 months... not as great as I remembered.
U said it, not me!
Got work tomorrow, Then around 5 start the half hazardly thrown together festivities of movies, poker, cards, potluck dinner and sleeping.
Before my mom left she practically slapped me in the face (not literally). I was stunned, speechless and really taken a back that she would THINK that I would go behind her freakin back like that!
... Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no -counting crows (from shrek 2!) Comment! (1) | Recommend! Friday. 7.9.04 12:00 pm Spent the last 1 1/2 talking on the phone... and then to ppl online while I was on the phone trying to figure out plans for tomorrow, majjjjor change of plans, we're staying in hershey. I had a feeling this would happen. So 8 teenagers will be chillin and spending the night at my house. I guess there is a reason behind it all... around all day, bored.
... in a certain respect I wish college would just get here already, bc then I wouldn't have to wonder, it would just be out of the question. I don't think I am being fair.
Someone asked me recently, is it possible to just like dating someone, as in going out on dates and acting as a couple on that date but not have a relationship with them? or vice versa for that matter. It's a thought provoking question.
So far we've got an italian theme going on for dinner tomorrow night (potluck style) with summerized desserts. Court is bringing the chick flicks, Tim has the war movies, David W has any other movie, and I have the Disney/Pixar ones. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Thursday. 7.8.04 6:37 pm I need something to settle my nerves, calm my soul, ease my heart and smooth out my brain... or maybe it is some one.
Advil liquid gel caps are my hero. After taking 2 of them I was up and going again after my root canal that had sent me home to suffer a horrible head/temple/jaw/tooth/nose ache again. The weirdest feeling is when only one nostril is numbed by novacain, hehe. Court came over and we searched 4 stores for bathrobes but to no avail found none. Morale of the story, when u see something u need or want, get it right then and there bc u never know if it will be there the next time u come looking, no matter how sure u are that it is a year round item. Going to see Spiderman 2 at 9:50 tonight.
I'm really trying...
Missing u like there is no tomorrow.
I’ll wait til the clock strikes a nerve to spend some time with you
I can’t stand to depend on the shadow I cast alone when we should
For the sake of making a statement
Let’s make our presence known
Let’s show them what were made of...
Today is your day today is our day
Making up for lost time
You’ve made a lasting impression
And if it doesn’t feel right
Then I just can’t go wrong
I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night
Your picture is clearly in sight
So let’s meet at the mouth for a kiss
That’s been so long overdue
No thanks to the two thousands of miles
And the touring we always do
(It makes me miss you more)
I could explode
Cuz you just never, you never know
It would suit the moment perfectly
-starting line Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 7.7.04 10:24 pm Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you Comment! (0) | Recommend! Wednesday. 7.7.04 5:54 pm Wednesday. 7.7.04 2:27 pm Went with Li and got a haircut at the "asian barber shop that really only cuts hair for guys" (for free! since she had a Hershey Park pass), it looks... normal, nothing stunning unfortunately. Then went to Ice Cream Corner and got soft serve twist with choc sprinkles OF COURSE! I kinda feel sick, have all week really, so I shall read the Da Vinci Code finally. It's also hard to breath... hmm I wonder if it is caused from the meds or the soft serve, hehe. Nothing to do for the next 4 days (except a $500 root canal that I forgot about). Going out for an early dinner at the Soda Jerk with Dave n Court to "celebrate my root canal" haha silly kids.
So it seems...
-advise given to me today- Always put events, thoughts, what seem like devistations in perspective...for example- u could be a poor starving baby in the middle of a desert who has aids and could die in 3 months or 3 days. Since u aren't that baby, it gives u reason to enjoy life even more and make the most of it u can. In my case, I've figured out that guys are such a little bit of having a good life. -from a growingly knowledgable chap, Li.
-advise given to me yesturday- Marriage isn't all lovey dovey nice, it's hell, it's harder than parenting... some may disagree, but for us it was. The two things I have learned and always fallen back on are --> Pick ur battles, u can't fight over everything. Do I want ur room looking like it does? of course not, but I know that it is ur space and ur room. U must pick ur battles wisely bc u MUST win them over a child. The second thing piece of advise is, in any decision or challenge there are two paths u can take... the easy route or the hard route. ALWAYS chose the hard route bc u will pay dearly later on if u chose the easy route. When chosing a life partner it helps if u know their family, if u have similar philosophies, ways of raising kids etc, that is also where u must pick ur battles... what matters more?...
- from the wisest woman I know, my Mom. Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
