"deja-vus are a sign that your life is headed in the right direction" -- chris's site....

i sure hope so, bc i have been having deja vus at least twice a day since i moved to hershey! it's starting to creep me out.

I hate weekends really, cuz i get nothing done. I did get two articles writtne for the Broadcaster tho... just have some reading left to do. It is really nice outside today. I have to go join my grandparents and brother for dinner tonight... grrrr. i hate that. Other than that nothing exciting, Hershey came out with Inside Out reeses cups so if u are a fan, you should try them. i'm not that big of a fan of reeses, but these are decent, pb outside, choc inside. w/e floats ur boat. My good friend is totally stressing out lately, n there is nothing i can do. She is totally over loaded and soon she is just gonna like break down, more than she already is or just fall over. Normally I would be working just as hard, but i am not... bc this is our senior year, and yeah i'm, not gonna flunk all my classes, and yeah i'lldo all my work, but i am not going to give up spending time with the few people who i wmight not see after this year ever again! I mean, yeah of course i want to keep in touch, but who says that we will? why waste this year byt cramming ur head into a book all day and missing the last opportunities to spend and form memories with your friends? I dunno, that;s just my view. I do understand how it is hard to say not o school work sometimes, but you cant' wrok to ur best performance when u are all down and tired out from over working.

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that was akward. It will hopefully make our relationship better, and maybe i can help him in a way my parents cannot. I dunno how much i can handle tho, being the middle man b/w my parents and him. But hopefully i can have a posative influence on him and the way he faces people and life. He is movie obsessed so he is bringing over a bunch he wants me to see. It is hot out today... blah. anyways, nothing exciting going on. gonna do some hw and work on my scrapbook of all the football articles. no one is online... gald i got some time to myself, my mom is out riding her horse right now. i dunno, I find myself wanting to be with people, but not all at the same time. i'm out.

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What a GREAT game! Holy shit, it was so suspensful. We came out kinda weak, and then we wre tied, and then we kept ending up one point behind Middletown. Brock Smith wasn't ahving a great game the first half, his passes and punts were off a lil. Tim wasn't catching any of his passes cuz they were over his head most of the time. The defense kinda sucked, and allowed 2 unanswered touch downs. But once half time came, the 50 or so guys all cramed into the bathroom and DR let it rip... "What the FUCK was that shit? We can win this fucking game, don't let me ever see that son of a bitch playing again!..." aww sweet DR let his feelings known. So they came out all reved up, with inspirational speeches by Coach May. Second half, so much better. Still suspensful and until the very end the winning team wasn't for sure. We won 30-26... tim scored the last two touchdowns to bring us into the game again. anthony got hurt, and now i see why jen said that he thinks he is "god's gift to foootball" what a cocky son of a gun. Gosh. Anyways, it won't be my problem when ur team gets pulle dback 5 yards or u get kicked out of the game bc u ahve blood on the field, i am just doing my job... sigh. Other than that, other things made my night too. *wink*. Funny moment, we had to all cram into chuck the trainer's small volvo... and there were 4 adolscent guys trying to squeeze into the 2 1/2 seat back.... i fortunately got to sit in the front with a whole seat to myself. i have to go do hw now, so i'm out.

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Novacain (spelling?) officially rocks and sucks all at the same time. Going in hurt like a mother and after it wears off ur teeth and jaw hurt, but when ur tongue and lip is all numb on one side, talking is like the funniest thing ever! Had to get two teeth drilled and filled today so that took me out of journalism and ap bio/lab. Trying to spit with no feeling in ur rt side of tongue is funny too, i bit my cheek by accident and tried to spit the blood out, it just kinda... didn't work. i had to resort to Dannon Light Smoothies for lunch cuz i prolly would've chomped off my tongue if i ate my normal salad. But by 1:30 i was back to normal. I fell asleep for 2 hours tonight, again... i have a ap spanish test to study for and ap bio notes. sigh... senioritis all right. Babysitting got cancelled so i was bummed cuz i wanted the money. Football game tomorrow! Have to be at the high school to help tape, wrap, ice, etc the football players at 4:30. Then gonna go over to Hershey Park stadium cuz it is a home game, for the 7:30 kickoff. I officially look foward to fridays bc of football games. Even tho i am pretty much their water, taping, icing, bitch, it is so much fun. It is funny how all these girls are like, oo he's so hot...blah blah blah. and i get to see all of them in briefs eating pizza haha. good times.... yet i still have no guy.... like i am not THAT concerned, but at the same time i kinda wonder....like WTF is WRONG WITH ME?? I dunno, maybe i am just more comfortable acting like one of the guys so i never show my "feminine side" who know? college... i keep telling myself, in college...

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Those words sometimes brought good news after them, sometimes surprising news, but never bad news. Random thought. Anyways, so school was ok, i totally lucked out of failing my physics test, lol. Didn't do anything interesting, got to sit with Tim in study hall, i think our trust is starting to come back. He is going to Florida in November for 10 days, how cool is that? I wish i could go. florida, that would be awesome, plus it would allow me to get away from school... oh well. We have 2 three day weekends in october yay! I can't believe i am already sick and hating school. grrrrrrrrr. Senioritis big time! nice weather so i should be running.... but i am mad tired... nothing much going on, so i will write when there is something exciting in my very monotonous life... at least it is no longer a mundane life, just uneventful.

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One cannot control a lot, they can only control the way they deal with things... It was a reasonable day, except I found out some really bad news... but i can't share it until she says it is ok, cuz not many ppl know. sorry girl! Study hall put me in a good mood, and of course working with chuck always makes my day. good stuff. Babysat for 2 hours.

I realized that I feed off of activity, I think I get all down when I am not doing anything... but now that I am busy, going to school, working with chuck, babysitting, I don't have time to get bored or dwell on things. Being gone from 7am -6:30pm is a gooood thing.

7th heaven is on tonight woohoo. I am such a dramatic person when it comes to that show. I watched Save the Last Dance last night too, I realized how much i do miss dancing I just have to wait till college. Sigh, well i'm out. thanks for the comments kiddos, i really appreciate it.

Quotes of the day:

The friend is the man who knows all about you, and still likes you. ~Elbert Hubbard

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry. ~Author Unknown

There are much easier things in life than finding a good man. Nailing Jell-O to a tree, for instance. ~Author Unknown

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