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Right now I wish...
the world was flat
Quotes of the day
Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come

Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach

"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden

I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...

"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"

Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
For you-- John Denver
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true

Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you

Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay

For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you

Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Profile

Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions.

College Slippery Rock,

I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night

I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals

awesome cd in mind
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
country cd in mind
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
favorite oldies cd
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
I am happy because
new friends
What I am greatful for
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
to do...
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
currently...
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.

I'll be there...always

...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
take me out to the ballgame!
Sunday. 4.18.04 5:12 pm
Some statistic says that two out of five marry their first love... I guess it depends on who u qualify as ur first love, and ur definition of love... I wonder if I will be that 2/5 or the 3/5... oh well, just a thought for the day.

Went to the Harrisburg Senator's baseball game today with David and Li, got really red only on the front of my body bc I guess there was no way sun could get to my back since we were seated behind home base. I have never once burned so I hope that the redness will fade away. 3 hours of 86 degree heat in the sun with no wind was quite exhausting and dehydrating. I must go study for Heart of Darkness test now, but I really just feel like falling into my bed. I tan too fast so now I have a silly looking tan line on my forehead from my lax goggles!

Books to buy: First Person Plural, and 6 Degrees of Seperation.

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can't think of a title
Saturday. 4.17.04 5:19 pm
Woohoo! Go laX, u/we kicked some major ass today, looked gorgeous! (even tho the refs were ridiculously unfair and unknowledgable) HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!

----> Got home from a pretty awesome game ("I think we are missing our team") at which I got the first sock and high tank top tan lines of the lax season, drove home, took a shower, noticed the increasing number of bruises and cuts that mysteriously appeared, and drove to Court's to go shopping for a white polo shirt to wear on Monday... but as I realized while trying some on, how much I hate wearing white, so I didn't get anything. I loved the drive to the game, so pretty. Arrived home to two grumpy rents who are thankfully going out tonight, so I get the house to myself. What to do, what to do...

In midst of this bad headache, weird bruises, grumpy parents, bad for prom tan lines, and nothing to do, can I just say... THANK GOD for this weather!

So now to plan for a solitary evening. Dunno what I'll end up doing, prolly something worthless and wasteful like flipping thru the tv channels for a good 2 hours, then eating stuff I shouldn't, then roaming the internet mindlessly with no purpose, then maybe getting around to cleaning out my lax bag, bedroom, bathroom, closet, look up scholarship stuff again, finish my honors essay, and start studying? nahhhhhh... at least not the last one. That will wait till tomorrow most likely. Who knows, I have the whole night awaiting me.

I am going thru a "missing dancing" stage. I went from dancing 6 days a week, 3-6 hours a day to nothing... and it has been that nothing since march 2003 when I picked up lax. I did need a break bc of injuries and change in location, however now I need to return to it. People used to tell me that so much expression went into my dancing, yet I didn't see it then. They also told me that dancing was an outlet for stuff, and I now see how much it was. I want to go back, but I won't take any classes around here, I want to go back to Amherst... *sigh* I guess until I can I will have to subside to my living room.

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what the...?
Friday. 4.16.04 10:08 pm
Whop! Just found two new bruises that I must've gotten today yet I have NO idea how... I don't understand why I am bruising so easily this year. Last year getting smacked with full power of a throw with the lax ball wouldn't even leave a slight tint of blue on my skin, now I get long lasting black and blue marks from a gentle shove that must be so gentle I never notice in while we are playing... weird. On my arms too, that is the most weird thing. How did I get whacked on my ARMS and that many times? I have a running count of 5 bruises on them right now... so odd. (no pun intended) Anyway, hope tomorrow's game goes well, it should. I hope I show Donna what she is missing by paying no attention to the second games. Not fast enough my ass. I am faster than 9/10 of our whole team, if u didn't remember by those numbers that we got at the beg of the year during try outs. Favoritism at its best.

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current thoughts
Thursday. 4.15.04 9:55 pm
Decisions decisions... once again.

One of the hardest things is to sit back and watch a friend fall by the wayside, lose sight of themselves and have to just let them do it... alone. Sometimes with change, comes differences, from what used to be a best friendship, seperates. Not bc of faults of either person necessarily, but bc of choices. Choices to change, or stay or sacrifice or live for your own ambitions. It is not selfishness nor lack of sympathy. It is love... love for yourself and love for the humanity and free will of someone you care about.

Another hard battle is that faught between the heart and the head. For me those are the hardest... struggling to discern whether to listen to intuition or knowledge. Feelings or reason.

BIG laX game tomorrow vs Carlisle.. get pumped! Got our skirts and jerseys today too, haha. Nice nice. Drove around instead of doing any hw too, what a night what a night.

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one more for the day.... ending with a song.
Wednesday. 4.14.04 2:52 pm
From "west side story"

There's a place for us,
Somewhere a place for us.
Peace and quiet and open air
Wait for us
Somewhere.

There's a time for us,
Some day a time for us,
Time together with time spare,
Time to learn, time to care,
Some day!
Somewhere.
We'll find a new way of living,
We'll find a way of forgiving
Somewhere . . .

There's a place for us,
A time and place for us.
Hold my hand and we're halfway there.
Hold my hand and i'll take you there
Somehow,
Some day,
Somewhere!

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soul food
Wednesday. 4.14.04 1:04 pm
*sigh*... THIS is what I am talking about!

Just got done cooking myself some good old food... no recipe needed,(cuz I'm cool like that) just threw some of my favorites together in a pot, according to cooking times and whatnot of course, added some spices to add some zipp and waiting for the rice to finish cooking. Turned on some tunes and danced around the kitchen while stirring the contents of the pot. Broccoli, carrots, tomatoes, black beans, garlic, pepper, and oreganoooooooo! wooh! Been a long while since I have cooked some real food. I miss it. I forgot how theraputic it is, to be cutting up the broccoli that is impossible to clean up bc of all the silly bits that get left behind, the carrots that shoot from under the knife and cause u to almost cut ur hand open, the beans that get all mushy if u let them cook too long, the tomatoes that still make everything that was perfect a bit too soppy again, and the rice that is always unpredictable! It feels even better that I am not baking cookies er something along those lines, I need some real food today. Listening to Jason Mraz, singing John Denver in my head, and goodness knows what kind of dancing u call THAT, glad no one is here to see that silliness. hehe. SO yea! I guess I found out how to make my day a good one. I was planning on actually doing a lot of work today, but even if I don't.. which I shall (wink) my personal day off so far is going quite ok. There's only one thing that could make it better... *sigh* Exercise really is the cure for so much! Look at how bouncy I am after running, wooh! Ok, won't waste this amaaing energy nooowwwww. laterssssss.

"IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII, won't worry my life awayyyyyyyyy! hey nooooo, IIIIIIIIIIIIII wont' worry my life away!"

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