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Right now I wish...
the world was flat
Quotes of the day
Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come

Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach

"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden

I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...

"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"

Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.

If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
For you-- John Denver
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true

Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you

Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay

For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you

Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
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Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions.

College Slippery Rock,

I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night

I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals

awesome cd in mind
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
country cd in mind
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
favorite oldies cd
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
I am happy because
new friends
What I am greatful for
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
to do...
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
currently...
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.

I'll be there...always

...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
*siiiiiiiiigh* perfection
Wednesday. 6.23.04 6:26 pm
To Where You Are
Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be(?)
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

Josh Groban has the most beautiful voice and his songs are so incredible that it makes me want to melt inside everytime I hear his songs... especially this one. *wink* sooooo amazing.

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good morning sunshine
Wednesday. 6.23.04 10:45 am
Last night I got out of my house with a headache and enjoyed dinner with a friend, ice cream (rasberrry and twist soft serve alll the way) and movies with Li, Nelli, Ana, Tim, Mike, David W (texas chainsaw massacre, chasing libert, and love actually). Spent most of the first movie with my head in the pillow. Finally felll asleep, woke up for a few minutes to tell Li and Nelli about my dream, hehe, and went back to sleep. Now off to start another day, shopping! Festivities at my house at 8. Leaving for the beach Sunday. Hope the couch moving went well yesturday. Catch u later.

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silly quizzes
Tuesday. 6.22.04 6:00 pm
Your soul is STEADFAST. You are a fiercely loyal person who would never cross a loved one. People always know they can rely on you and your dependability is well-known. You're probably a little on the quiet side, but your faithfulness is never doubted, and you always back up your kith and kin whether they want or need it or not. You are a dependable and trusted soul. (pretty close)

Sign of affection- innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it that way (.......or do I?)

Emotion- Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but its there, and your friends can see it. You constantly feel alone, and need to do things to fill your time. Your afraid to tell people this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad way, and you think you screwed up everything. And when you are in love is when you are sad the most. (at times, however I tend to think that when love is present it makes me the happiest I can ever feel)

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ugh...
Tuesday. 6.22.04 1:46 pm
That... was very hard. To be working side by side with one of my best friends and not say a thing... knowing that not only was she pissed off at me, but that I knew that it was all because of a misunderstanding that I just found out about this morning from someone. It was even worse because I had so many things I wanted to say just running thru my head (Number one- I didn't mean to compare u to Jeff, that was unfair and what I was thinking was similar b/w u and Jeff obviously was nothing like what everyone else thought. Number 2, What I really wanted to say was that the reason all these guys like u is because u have a charisma that makes each of them feel wanted and cared for, that is just an aura u give off. Number 3- I know u want to punch me so please don't restrain urself)... but for some reason, whether it was because I was freakin scared that she would punch me in the face if I opened my mouth or I felt that she deserved to not be bothered, I kept my thoughts to myself. I can either let it go and hope that things jsut fall back into place or clear myself up with her and explain. I don't know which she wants. What I do know is that I cannot keep being part of this "relationship" b/w her and Tom... I will be there to listen to each of them when or if they need, but I can't be offering anymore advise because obviously my own biases and opinions are interfering with my words and judgement, which is not helping them at all. I'm sorry.

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love actually is [fill in the blank]
Tuesday. 6.22.04 8:50 am
"Love Actually" has got to be the cutest most sentimental movie ever. Anywho, love should be spontaniously expressed like that, and it also just goes to show that u should never fear love, even with all the consequences behind ur actions, the inactions are what's gonna kill u in the end.

It's a grey day again... I'm sure a lot of rain would fall if it was dependent upon our tears. Hang in there kiddos.

It's hard to admit that ur not part of someone's life in the way that u wish you were, whether it is because of feelings, location, destination... whether all u want is to wake up each day and be able to see their face, give them a hug and experience the good and the bad with them by ur side, or if u want to share those moments plus some with someone who seems to not know what they want. It's hard to admit that maybe they don't want u enough, or as much as u want them...

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quicky.. before bed
Tuesday. 6.22.04 12:00 am
I thought it appropriate to not only explore this for myself but for my friends as well, because as I am realizing thru them this year, nothing is complicated.... it is way beyond that.

"College is just 2 months away... everything will be fine then" as if college offers this magical solution to everyone's problems...

I am growing to be not a fan of that as an excuse to just let things that u wish were happening or not happeneing to be able to work themselves out after that magical 2 months. Sure it will offer distance, a new life that will side track ur energy onto making new friends, learning how to do laundry and what food to avoid in the cafeteria... and sometimes that is all one needs to clear their emotions. Now most of us are not ready to admit what path fate might bring us down yet, because we do not want to let go of what little hope we have from the past.

I know that you are afraid of those "impending doom like things" but ur right, they do have to be talked about bc as much as we hate to admit it, college will change some aspects about the relationship (in whatever form it may be, friends). It needs to be talked about also bc it doesn't always change the emotions, so those have to be discussed in relation to the new location. As I said, "I can honestly say that u mean way too much to me to ever think about not somehow staying just as close, if not closer to u even when I am in college." and it was nice to hear, "u definitely mean way too much to me for me to let you disappear from my life just cuz of college." It does not ensure that things will develope how I wish them to or how you wish them too, but we at least know that we both mean enough to each other that whatever it takes and however our relationship (friendship) must be to preserve our connection, we are both wanting to keep each other in our lives.

I can only hope that a few of my friends can understand that and find strength in themselves to let them believe in that and let go... court n tom, u will.

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