Is that a kind of occupational hazard of soul mates ? One's not much without the other ?
- what dreams may come
Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there? ~Richard Bach
"I'll love you till the ocean is folded and hung up to dry" -W.H Auden
I'll wait so longingly for you to need me... want me... notice me...
"If looks be the reflections of the mind, the thoughts that in that head are not what they used to be- those thoughts which I knew so well." - De Maupassant in "A Family"
Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.
If you don't laugh at yourself, life is going to seem a lot longer than you want it to.
-garden state
Just to look in your eyes again
Just to lay in your arms
Just to be the first one always there for you
Just to live in your laughter
Just to sing in your heart
Just to be everyone of your dreams come true
Just to sit by your window
Just to touch in the night
Just to offer a prayer each day for you
Just to long for your kisses
Just to dream of your sighs
Just to know that Id give my life for you
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just to wake up each morning
Just to you by my side
Just to know that you're never really far away
Just a reason for living
Just to say I adore
Just to know that you’re here in my heart to stay
For you for the rest of my life
For you all the best of my life
For you alone, only for you
Just the words of a love song
Just the beat of my heart
Just the pledge of my life, my love, for you
Hobbies peer educating, road trips, dancing at Ghost Riders, music, listening), going on random excursions. College Slippery Rock, I Like french vanilla cappaccino, pineapple, buffalo chicken, walking in the rain, looking at the stars, watching the sun set, going for long hikes, being around kids, chocolate, mexican food, random road trips, card night I don't Like heights, the dropping feeling on amusement park rides, people who think that they are better than everyone, humidity, olives, people who don't use turn signals
Believe- gavin degraw
more than anyone- gavin degraw
meaning- gavin degraw
folow through- gavin degraw
I'll be- Edwin McCain
The reason- Hoobastank
Iris- Googoodolls
It only hurts when I'm breathing- Shania Twain
Running away- Hoobastank
100 years- five for fighting
blurry- puddle of mud
wonderwall- oasis
champaign supernova- oasis
someday- nickleback
dremaing of u -selena
1st cut is the deepest- sheryl crow
For you to notice- dashboard
My immortal- evanescence
Wonderful Tonight- Eric Clapton
I'll follow the sun- Beatles
Walk Alone- Green Day
Under the Bridge- Red Hot Chili Peppers
can't stop - red hot chili peppers
saliva- rest in pieces
crash and burn- savage garden
every breath u take- the police
White Flag- Dido
One thing- Finger 11
Collide
Drift away- uncle kracker
When a man loves a woman
drops of jupiter- train
let it be- beatles
the dance- garth brooks
she's in love with the boy- garth brooks
If i'm not in love- faith hill
breath- faith hill
there you'll be- faith hill
cry- faith hill
I melt- rascal flats
i'm movin on- rascal flats
these days- rascal flats
love you outloud- rascal flats
Let's be us again- lonestar
amazed- lonestar
I need you- LeAnne Rimes
she's my kind of rain- tim mcgraw
i like, i love it- tim mcgraw
when a man loves a woman
wonderful tonight
unchained melodies
say a lil prayer
aint no mnt high enough
faithfully- journey
open arms- journey
the best parents in the world! ftball games, going for walks, going out to dinner, card night, my FRIENDS, awesome conversations, the ability to experience life to the fullest.
lose 20
sell back book
make mom's cd
clean room/bthroom
gym gym gym
visit eric, becca, kate, katie, kara
Lord grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can
and the wisdom to know the difference.
I'll be there...always
...I am trying to lose weight, but it keeps on finding me. -author unknown
| Sunday. 1.4.04 8:22 pm mmmmm, that was definately the BEST salad I have had. Nittany Lion Salad at TJ Rockwells! Interesting night.... raining, getting shoes on, going to the bathroom 3 times, salad dressing in hair, sit in baby chair?, world's tiniest sundays, pictures... good ol times. I have eaten out 3 times this week, mannn. good times indeed.
Complications... such an excuse. Sometimes life calls for you to throw aside the caution tape and jump.
"Liking someone is not about going out to dinner or having them call you or hearing that they asked about you. It's not about discussing with your friends if you think he's cute or where you saw him or what shirt he was wearing when you saw him.
All of those things don't matter.
What matters is the way your heart skips a beat when he walks into the room. When you are aware of his presence even when you are half a room away. When, in a room full of people, the two of you connect, if only for a second, and you both see something in each other that hints at something more.
If you don't have that....then you don't have anything." (stolen from ash's site)
Comment! (0) | Recommend! Saturday. 1.3.04 5:44 pm Yet another perfect plan:
Me- I found pants! that FIT! that aren't saying, "hey meghan, lose another 5lbs and I will fit perfectly"
David- My pants say, "gain some fucking weight u holocaust man"
Me- As they should!! David- I can't help it!
David- Just give the food ur going to eat to me. U'll lose weight, I'll gain.
Went shopping with my mom... got a pair of sneakers, jeans, kakis, a sweathshirt n sweater.. finally a store that sells pants I can wear, Aeropostale.
Comment! (1) | Recommend! Thursday. 1.1.04 5:38 pm Just got back from a nice 2 on 1 soccer with Li, David and myself. What was the score?... 10-4?? (yes it was the girls that won) I suck at soccer, seeing how I never played before except in gym class in 6th grade, but it was fun. Now I just need a shower. Watching the Miami vs Florida State game tonight 8:30!! woohoo Comment! (0) | Recommend! Tuesday. 12.30.03 5:25 pm So I didn't think that I would feel any regret. Worse than the regret, is the fact that I am not being honest to anyone, even myself.
Comment! (0) | Recommend! Monday. 12.29.03 12:10 pm I’m tired of shaking/ From a chill that exists in my head/ I don’t want to cough/ From the depths of my chest again/ I want to be released of this inescapable dread
It’s the only plague / That worsens at night/ Building up in my chest/ Bursts out in a violent fight/ Sleep provides no salvation/ So long I wait these hours/ Drifting into contemplation
Songs of love spin around / at a pace that my own thoughts / Forgotten an abandoned/ Re ignite from buried ground/ Restless legs find no freedom/ In running away/ For they are told by the sore throat / To stay, will you stay, please stay.
I am worse today than I was yest. I couldn't sleep at all last night bc I couldn't stop shaking. I was sleeping with 4 blankets on my bed, in a sweatshirt and flannel pants, a scarf around my neck, and the house was 68 degrees. That is the worst part, when u have a fever and there is nothing u can do to regulate ur body temp. Everything else I can deal with mostly. I had to cancel my wisdom teeth from coming out tomorrow cuz I can't breath. (so they are coming out jan 16). My whole body is sore from coughing, my abbs and back are gonna be muscles of steel by the end of this. This is a lovely way to spend a vacation, when the weather is perfect and I can't go do anything... grrrrr. Well I reallly hope no one is sick with this. All I could think of last night as i lay awake, was that I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy!
yet, if I get past this, there might be some goodness on the other side waiting. So just have to trudge on for now. I hope everyone is healthy n I'll hopefully be better by New Years. Comment! (2) | Recommend! Saturday. 12.27.03 6:11 pm yea I am definately popping a freakin fever, right now my face is extremely hot (in temperature) and yet my whole body is shaking ferociously from shivering, and if you know me, you know that it takes a lot to make me shiver. gahh. Ash and I attempted to complete one of our life goals which was to eat a whole large pizza, but we failed again. almost tho, almost. My head was ready to burst cuz I got so hot in her house... and then I got outside and even tho it is really nice outside, my whole body started shaking. I'm all achy too....grrr. I hate being sick. Especially now. Well at least my stomach is full of pizza. I think I might go lay down for a bit... take some drugs. Later. Comment! (0) | Recommend! |
